our darkened love

one year lost, one year gain

After the beach, the two were to get into there old routine of barely leaving the other side has a year went about them, has it did kiet kept his eyes peeled to there surroundings which showed to him something did occur when he was absent.
Has they had walked the halls of togetherness at points, the others would only talk under there breathes, and did not make a point to which they once had to talk out loud.
Kiet tried to talk to decha about what he was viewing, however he would merly shrug and changed the subject, playing coy kiet could tell something had occured but missing decha to much he allowed it to go pass however in the back of his head it was starting to nag at him.
By the end of the years, after they both celebrated the others 12th birthdays, kiet read another book about supernaturals, to then turn to eye Decha to his bed, to eye him breathing in and out soundly.
Moving back in his chair, he then turned to go to him to stand to the edge to fully eye.
The feeling he had for has long has he had come into being was also intensify, kiet made a face to then look down to roll his eyes.
Shaking his head, he was too be of the hardness again, he then turned to part needing of the fresh air.
When kiet left, decha took in a deep inhale to go from his one side to the other to open his eyes to get up to eye the back of the door to sign, he was too the hardness has well, without really to know has of why, however, he started to have these intense dreams about him and kiet, they were merly touching and kissing.
Decha took in a deep breathe to then get up to adjourn to his room to get dress to then go find his brother.
To the dining hall, kiet eyed his tray of food not to eat a bite, to then pick upon it.
Turning his head, he watched decha come about to then sit next to him to then eat the food kiet had gathered for him in delight.
Kiet smiled. Before decha could speak, they both turned there heads to see the lady in waiting to appear to motion with her head for kiet to come.
He nodded to then look to decha.
"Stay pup."
Decha rolled his eyes.
"I am not to be a dog."
Kiet lightly chuckled to then part.
Decha watched them go to sign.
After that one day decha had grown of jealousy for her merly touching kiet, he told decha but to watch of this, he didn't want him to get caught and get into trouble.
To the room and sitting upon the chair, kiet looked forward to where decha used to be, to make a face.
The lady in waiting, came about to then eye kiet.
"Why are you to make this face?"
Kiet looked to her, to then change the subject..
"May.....I talk to you?"
"Kiet, I have but told you, I can not tell you what....."
He shook his head.
"That is something I wish to know however at this point and time, I wish to know of something else...... Have you heard about what happened to decha when I was too part?"
She nodded.
"Only a bit of things, he mainly stayed to his room, when he changed, there were times he did stand up for himself, to the most point he was too be outside away from this house."
Kiet looked to her confused.
"To do what?"
She shrugged.
"I do not know of that."
She then stepped closer to place the syringe into his arm for kiet to turn his head to eye forward lost in deep thought.
Once it was done, the two parted, to then open the door to see decha to the other side to be eyeing kiet with a smile that slowly faltered after he looked up kiets face.
Kiet looked decha up and down to then go to the side to then walk off, decha turned his head to eye to then follow.
The lady in waiting eyed them a bit confused, this was not there normal.
Shrugging, kiets father was to be home and she wished to be with him.
Walking a bit fast, decha still was to caught up with kiet quick, he eyed him a bit confused.
"Kiet?"
Kiet kept his eyes to the floor to place away to be still in deep thought.
Eyeing him, decha could tell of that.
He then moved quicker to then shove kiet into a cloest.
Kiet backed away in the small room to eye decha.
"What is too be the meaning of this?"
Decha did before the door to wrap his arms about his chest to fully eye him.
"That is what I should be of saying. Why are you to act has of this?"
Kiet narrowed his eyes to then take a step forward.
"I need to know, right here and now, the year I had of left, what did you do?"
Decha eyed kiet up and down.
"I have told you.... Nothing."
Kiet raised an eye brow.
"The lady in waiting told me, you stood up for yourself and you were to be the forest, what were you to be doing?"
Dechas eyes widen, his heart started to beat erratically.
Kiet lips parted to eye where it was at.
"Decha...... Tell me?"
Decha looked to the floor to shake his head.
Kiet they eyed him narrowly once more this time to be in a bit of anger.
"Decha, we have promised not to have secrets from the other, now tell me!"
Decha gulped to remain silent.
Moments passed.
Kiet shook his head, he then moved his hand up to then move decha to the other side to go to the door to place his hand to the handle.
Decha looked to him longingly.
"Kiet, do not act of this, I just was to be alone, I have but to miss you."
Kiet looked to his hand on the handle to shake his head.
"I heard your heart decha, I know you are keeping something from me, what is it?"
Decha gulped again.
"Kiet......I am not keeping a thing from you, that is what I was too be doing."
Kiet shook his head to hear his heart, it was betraying him.
"Fine decha, do not of tell me the truth, I am too go to my father, I need to talk to him."
Kiet then opened the door to then part.
Decha eyed it's back to then step to it to place his forhead to it, to then close his eyes to grit his teeth.
There was no way he could tell kiet what he was too be doing, it was too shameful and embarrassing.
Has he was too the forest, decha thought of kiet and without his help or others, decha found a way himself to make his little problem go away, thus this was why he couldn't tell kiet of it.
Decha signed heavily..
This would be the only secert, he was going to keep hidden, there was nothing more he could do.