our darkened love

rethinking

Furrowing his brow, decha moved from one side to the other, smacking his lips a bit to then place his hand to the bed to feel it's emptyness.
Taking in a deep breathe, he then slowly opened his eyes, hoping what had occured was not a dream.
Darting his eyes, he was in kiets room, to be in his bed but this was to be of normal.
Moving about, he then sat to then look at his naked body, to dart his eyes, this was to be normal has well, he then placed his hands to the blanket to move it up, he was still to be without clothing, this was normal has well.
Decha placed the blanket down to then look across to kiets desk to raise an eye brow, that was not too be normal.
He then started to look about.
Where are you kiet?
Tapping his foot, kiet tilted his head to the side to have his head to his hand, to be in the back of the library to read over a book.
It was over werewolve and vampire pairing, for a man and woman, but kiet felt it still had some spoken words he could use for them.
Reading the last, he then closed the book to lean back to wrap his arms about.
You and I decha..... For what we did a few hours prior..... Are too be in so much trouble......I don't want that for you....
Kiet then gritted his teeth to then get up, he then went straight to the mail room.
Standing before a desk, he looked to the letter with a furrowed brow.
Grabbing the ink pen, he then started to write a letter to dew of the Tanaka clan. He knew of her specialties of things in serums and liquids.
Writing the letter, he then eyed it to shake his head to then tear it to pieces, to then turn to find the remains to the fire that was lit.
I can not ask her such things, even if him and I were to take anything to.....mask the others scent, everyone would know. It is not has if him and I have blood shared or claim the other, it is purely our scents to the others body.
Kiet then eyed the flames to make a face.
He has another in his sight.... This werewolf..... Do not hold him back kiet, he needs to..... Spread his wings.....
Kiet gritted his teeth. He wanted decha, after what has occured, after years of not looking upon that body, kiet wished to analyze it, look over it, be part of decha once more, but he was starting to rethink what they did and there feelings, he knew it would just get the other in deep trouble, kiet did not care for himself, however with decha, he had such a difficult life has is, he didn't want what he felt to hurt him further, rather decha felt the same or not.
Kiet then looked in sorrow at the fire.
This can not occur again..... You need to draw that line now..... You two are brothers.....
Kiet made a painful face to then turn to go, hoping to no real avail back to his room that decha would not be dwelling.
Standing before his door, kiet eyed it making up his mind.
Draw the line kiet..... For decha.
Kiet rolled his hands into fists, to then bring up a hand to then turn the nob to go in, hatred of this choice filled him, however he needed to protect decha, no matter the cost.
Going in, kiet turned immediately to close and lock the door, smelling decha was to still be there, kiet knew he had to act and quick..
Decha then moved up to eye kiets back, with an almost expressionless face.
Then his eyes narrowed has kiet made no move to be near him.
"Kiet...." He asked slowly.
Kiet moved away from the door to eye it to straighten up.
"You..... Are still to be here?"
Decha eyes widened.
"Where else am I to be? Especially with what has...."
Kiet shook his head.
"Thought you would be to the.... consumption hall.... Are you not.... Tired.... Hungry?"
Decha let a slow smirk cross his lips.
"I am very hungry, however.... Not for sleep, food or blood..... But for you."
Kiet gritted his teeth. He could tell this was not going to be easy.
"Decha..... This was a...."
Decha moved to to sit to the edge, to stare a hole into kiets back.
"Kiet..... Before you say anything further..... You owe it to me.... To yourself to turn and look upon me while you say it."
Kiets eyes darted over the door somberly.
"Has you wish...."
Kiet turned slowly to then place his eyes to decha to then immediately look down to flex his jaw.
Has kiet looked upon decha, he was truly a sight to behold, decha seemed to be glowing, his long black hair swirled about his body, his pale, pinkish, muculer figure, was stunning.
Kiet turned his head to look to the wall.
Decha took in a deep breathe, to then get up, letting the blanket that covered his lower hit the floor to then walk to kiet to stand before him.
Kiet gritted his teeth and hard to ball his hands into fists to keep his head turned to the side.
Dechas eyes darted.
"Look to me kiet."
Kiet slightly shook his head.
Dechas eyes narrowed, he then placed his hands to kiets face to then turn his head, kiet immediately closed his eyes.
Decha looked upon him.
"Are you.....regretting this? Regretting..... Me?"
Kiets lips parted his eyes popped open, he looked over decha with a soft furrowed brow to then bring up his hands to his Wrists to look at him in sorrow.
The two looked the other over.
"I could never regret decha, it is just....."
Decha then took a step forward.
"Everything I said to you, was to be the ultimate truth, are you to have lied to me kiet? Please I need to...."
Dechas eyes widened has kiet moved his head forward to lay his lips to dechas to silence him.
Decha then closed his eyes to move his mouth about, kiet couldn't help but to do that also, decha then placed his hands to his waist to then place his hot tongue into kiets cold mouth to swirl about, he then placed his hands to kiets lower garments to start to undo, he was craving kiet something fierce.
Kiet then placed his hands to dechas chest to then push him back to hang his head to look down..
"Decha.....I do not regret..... However this can not occur again.... We.... Just can not and....."
If kiets heart could beat, it would be breaking at that moment.
Decha darted his eyes to then place a hand under his chin to then raise it up. There eyes darted.
"I never thought I would say this to you kiet, since you are so knowledgeable about so many things however, you are too be wrong, we can....."
Decha moved his head forward to move his bottom lip to kiets to keep his eyes up to his.
Kiets kept his eyes to dechas every move.
"And we shall...."
Decha then placed his lips to kiets to give him a very deep seeded kiss, to then spun them about, to take them to bed.