𝗔𝗿𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗲

Back to reality

"How are you feeling?" "Are you sure they didn't hurt you?" "How was everything there?" Questions I hear day and night, every time the same. One week since I arrived here and they keep asking, even tough I told them I'm fine

The only thing that is on my mind is that kiss. Why would he kissed me if then he would act as if nothing happened

When we kissed, I felt how he liked it, how it really meant something for him. And I'm not blind, I can see how he looks at me. I just wish he could be brave enough to tell me. So as he is brave to murder someone, to fight. But no, that's no Thomas, he tries to hide his feelings no matter what, he knows how I feel for him, I think that kiss was enough for him to know, but apparently no, that wasn't clear

"Father" I called to him as I open his study door, "can we ta-"

"Not now, Tyrell" he cut me, "so how are the finances going?" He return to his conversation with Jorge, the royal treasurer

It's the fifth time he avoid me. Since I return, since I saw the horrible life people out the palace have, I've been trying to talk with him, but he hasn't even care to ask if I'm okay. I think he didn't even notice I was kidnapped

Leo is not even here, he went to France to see some king issues. He as well doesn't know about my little disappearance, and I don't want him to know. In the second he step the palace I'm going to tell him about his kingdom, about the life of his people. I can't just pretend I saw nothing, just continue living my fancy life while people out there are dying

I'm not the queen, but I have to do something, I made a promise and I never break them

—— ♡ ——

"What?" The knight asked

"Nothing" I'm smiling, but I try to hide it, what is useless

"You are staring at me" I return my gaze to the book on my hands, "do I have something on my face?" He started to pass his hands all over his face to see if he could confirm it by his self

"No" I simply reply and call for silence to apear

"So?" He broke it

"So, what?" My index finger turning the page

He shock his head, "so why where you staring at me?"

"Sorry, I didn't knew that I couldn't look at things" my eyes keep moving all over the letters, "I think I'll have to stay with my eyes closed from now on" and I closed them

"What are you doing?" A laugh went out after those words. And after I tried to stand up and falling on walking

"I'm walking" and I tripped over the table leg, "or trying to" I open my eyes to find my self on the brunettes arms, our eyes locked together

It looks like if there was no key, no key to unlock our pupils. My stomach is having a revolution and my heart wants to win the first place on a race of no end

"Sister?" My oldest brothers voice enter the room, making Tom leave me on my toes, standing by my own and his body standing next to me

Aillard

Takaras twin, youngest than Leopold but older than me

"What where you doing?" His eyes traveling from me to Thomas, from Thomas to me. But before I could answer his arrogant self spoke, "I don't care" why would he. "Father asked me to tell you your roles here after Takara and I get married" how could I forgot about the two weddings

I nodded

"Aren't you gonna come?" Impatient on his voice. He said it as if he had told me before to go with him but I can't read minds, no yet

—— ♡ ——

"You're gonna look gorgeous, your majesty" Claire, the modiste, compliment me as she is fixing the long of the ruffles

I thanked her

My eyes as every other time froze in only one direction, locked in one person. But as any other time, he doesn't look back at me. I really can't understand him

He gets... jealous? When other prince comes here, when I spend time with them but I talk to him and he decides to answer in a cold way

He searched for me, found me, cared for me and even kissed me but that meant nothing for him

On the road to the village he was cold, distant but then when the rain started he looked at me on a way no one has ever done

He introduced me as his friend but then I'm his boss

What is going on on his head?

"Your majesty" Claire called for me, taking me out of my infinity toughs of the knight, "you can leave now"

I was so drown on that that I didn't realized when they took away the dress, or well, what is up till now of that

No word pronounce by that British accent the rest of the day