𝗔𝗿𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗲

Angels like you

"morning, your majesty" a black haired men on a shining armor greet me when i got out of my room ready to start the day

"morning" i greeted him back giving him a smile. and Thomas?

the first thing i did after that was go to see Leopold, he most know about him. maybe he is sick. but yesterday he looked fine, healthy

"Y/n" he greeted me with open arms and a wide smile. happier than usual. "how was your night"

horrible i thought but answered "great" and fake a smile. "i don't want to take your time" he nodded and put all his attention on me, "do you know something about why To- my knight didn't come today?"

"oh yes" he said and turn to walk towards the window to stare outside, "he left to the battlefield early morning"

"oh" i said shortly. shocked

"Chadwick, is your new guard. I entail you already met him" i nodded, "he is as astounding as Holland" he finished

"okay" what am i suppose to say?

"are you gonna miss him?" he asked and i reminded in silence, "is there something I don't know?" he turned to face me once more

"no" i said surefire and smile, "i must leave you work" he did a slight nod with his head and i exit the room

he left

he left to the battlefield

he left without saying goodbye

he left and I will never see him again

I know that for a while I'm going to sail aimlessly. and even if the sea is deep, I'll let him go. loneliness may never stop hurting but my feet hurt more for running towards him. and i got tired of waiting so long

I'll dream about him. I'll miss him. And although I can no longer see him, i will mint him

they will call me and i will answer, and with my voice that I'm fine, I will lie

I tried to continue with the training he started but Chadwick, the new knight, protect me like a baby. i can do nothing. the only thing a I do every day is read, play the piano and dance. nothing more. no more walks outside under the stars

one month. one month since he walked away from my life. how much the little things in life hurt. every kiss of his, I remember like yesterday. I sleep with the lights on in case he is coming back. how it hurts to turn them off at dawn. how it hurts not to see him again

but when I stop counting each second. when his places stop hurting me. and when at last he is not the only one in my world, I will forget about him

Tom Holland

I gave a last look to the princess sleeping peacefully. i look to the person who stole my heart one more time. for the last time

"you ready, Holland?" the second commander asked me as i arrived to the tumbril waiting for me at the gates of the castle

"yeah" i turned to gave a last glance to the castle behind me. then i turned and put my things, that are not to much, inside

"wait" someone shouted before i could get in. of course it's him. "you thought you would get out of here without saying goodbye?" my brother from another mother, Jake, spoke with a weary tone. "I'm going to miss you" he said and gave me a hug. i returned it. "don't have a lot of fun without me" i laughed

"we gotta go" the second commander announced and i got inside, giving the last stare to my old life

we passed by the village. it's like seeing what I was. i wonder how different it will be from now on