𝗔𝗿𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗲

Hysteria

Y/n of England

i think ignoring him helped. he had became closer and he has try to get me back. it's not gonna be that simple, its not simple anymore. he had me and decided to let me go, now he has to catch me again

I'm not going to denied it, i like how he begs. i don't know what happened for him to change his mind but i like it, and I'm happy he changed, we can be together now. i hope

I was sitting on a bench on the rose garden, with a book in my hands, as always, trying so hard to hide the smile on my lips formed thanks to the knight stare. but i cannot help it and smile. i cant. the smiles wins and pop on my face. but before i can say something to the knight Robert shows up and asked me to accompany him

we arrived to my fathers office, father was waiting for me. Robert exit the room with Tom, leaving just the two of us

"your brothers already left the palace" he said staring outside the big window with a sight to the big, green labyrinth. and indeed he is right, after the weddings they left, now its just Leopold, Colette and me. Joshua left to continue with his studies in Spain. half of us are gone. i am the next one on the list. "you need to make a choice"

"sorry?" i don't understand what he is trying to say

"your suitors" of course, "you decide or i make the choice?"

"i don't want to get-" before i could finish my sentence his voice interrupted me with a yell

"YOU ARE GETTING MARRIED" he finally turned to see me, "we talked about this, Tyrell" he lowered his tone, "this is not in discussion"

"i need no one!" i am not going to give up, "i want to get married because i love him!" i exclaimed, making my father sigh in desperation, "i need no man in my life" I'm tired of saying this

"you are a princess" he tried not to turn up the volume on his voice, "so as you are a woman" his eyes staring deep into my soul. "if you want a place on this world you need to get married" i sigh and shook my head. "so yes you need a man in your life, you need a husband. i don't care if you love him or not, he needs to have word in the world, he needs to have money"

"ether way i get married or not i need to keep quiet"

"you are a princess, not a duke, not a king, follow your role"

"maybe I'm not the king but at least i carry about what is happening out there and do not stay sitting on my throne washing my self in luxuries while out there people is dying every day, not knowing if they will eat today" i pause, " you are not the king anymore, Leopold is, and he has no idea what is happening out there. and in all your years of being at the head you did nothing but luxury parties... if i were the queen-"

"BUT YOU ARE NOT AND WILL NEVER BE" he shouted out of his temper. "you are gonna get married with viscount Tewksbury and you better start taking that ideas out of your little head and stop listening to conversations that do not include you" my head is up but my pupils are staring at the floor. "people just care how you look like, they will never follow a woman. leave that to us. now please retire" my head is for more than to carry a stupid crown

i looked at him full of anger on more time before i opened abruptly the door and get out of the room, leaving Robert and Tom, that were standing outside the room, behind. heading to my room

i tried to sat on the edge of my bed as long as i arrived, but I'm not even able to sit thanks to the stupid crinoline. i took it away as fast as i could throwing it somewhere on the big room and sigh as i finally sat on the big bed. i pressed my lips, containing the water inside my body to fall from my eyes