Nobody Loves Me Like You Do

Chapter 24: Gay Bar Super Star

TW: Unwelcome Advances
I turn around in the mirror checking out my outfit, I'm wearing black leather pants and a light blue shirt, my hair is perfectly styled and I have combat boots on to complete the look. It's not something I would normally wear but tonight is about impressing Blaine. I step out of the bathroom to see Blaine sitting on the bed smiling at his phone. He has a tight black polo shirt with an untied bow tie around his neck, along with jeans, his hair is a bit more natural with a lot less gel than it usually has. I climb onto the bed behind him wrapping my arms around his shoulders and kissing the back of his neck lightly.

    "Hello there, good-looking," I whisper. I glance at the contact he is texting and guess who it is, Sebastian freaking Smythe. "You ready to get going?"

    Blaine turns around to face me, "Yeah-wow. Kurt, you look- wow."

    I smile cheekily at him and stand up off of the bed, "Well, I dress to impress."

    "Yeah no kidding," he pulls me down to kiss me. I kiss back happily and push away gently before it gets too heated.

    "Alrighty, let's get going," I drag him to stand up.

    We walk hand in hand to the car and drive to the bar Sebastian had said is called Scandals. Sebastian had dropped off fake I.D.s earlier this week, although I am not sure how the bouncer or bartender or whatever is going to buy it. Our hands are clasped over the console of the car and Blaine is unconsciously playing with my fingers. All my nerves seem to fade away at the small gesture. We pull into the parking lot of the bar as the sky starts to get darker. I can feel my heart start to speed up as we lock up the car and get closer to the door. Blaine opens the door for me and I walk in nervously. We hand the man our I.D.s and he looks at us both skeptically.

    "Aloha," I say awkwardly.

    He just shakes his head and lets us pass. I spot Sebastian at the bar with a beer in his hand, he waves us over and smiles at us.

    "Hello, you two. Blaine, I got you a beer," he hands the drink to my boyfriend with a little wink. He then looks me up and down with a grimace and hands me a red glass with cherries overflowing in it. "And I got a Roy Rogers for you. I sort of assumed you were going to be the designated driver."

    I scoff but take the drink regardless, "Well thank you so much for this. cherries are my favorite."

    He ignores my comment and looks at Blaine, "So, would you like to dance?"

    "Why not. Kurt, you coming?" Blaine asks.

    "I think I'm alright for now, I'm just going to enjoy this lovely drink," I reply.

    I watch as Blaine is dragged onto the dance floor by Sebastian. There are men all around grinding up against each other, the music is pounding in my ears, there is a smell of sweat, alcohol, and weed in the air. A man sits next to me on one of the bar stools, he has a baseball hat on. I am shocked when I see that it is Dave Karofsky of all people. I tense up immediately and pray that he doesn't recognize me. I try to hide my face from him while still keeping an eye on my boyfriend.

    "I'm surprised you are letting that guy just dance all over your boyfriend," a low voice comments from beside me.

    I stare at Karofsky in shock, "Excuse me?"

    "I was just saying that I am surprised that you are letting him dance with your boyfriend like that."

    "Why do you care?" I ask.

    Dave gives me a kind smile and a tiny bit of tears in his eyes, "Look, Hummel. I know that I was a dick to you in the past, and I'm really really sorry. I made your life a living hell, and that was really shitty of me. I know that nothing I say will make anything better, but I hope that we can try to sort of move past it."

    I place my hand warmly on Dave's hand, "I would like that. I know that coming to terms with your sexuality is really difficult, and although I understand everything you did, it doesn't make everything right. You are going to have to work a bit harder for my forgiveness."

    "I understand that. Thank you for giving me a second chance."

    I nod and glance back at my slightly tipsy boyfriend, at this point Sebastian is uncomfortably close to Blaine, and getting steadily closer. I glare daggers at him.

    "Go get your man Hummel," Karofsky encourages.

    I smile at him and stand up from my seat to dance with Blaine. I place myself in between Sebastian and my boyfriend, every time Sebastian tries to get closer I either twirl Blaine out of the way or block him. Blaine at this point is a drunk, from just one beer. To say that Blaine is lightweight is an understatement. I get small flashbacks from the party at Rachel's a while back.

About a half an hour passes and I help Blaine stumble his way out of the bar. I leave Sebastian to pay for his drinks since he was the one to invite us out. Blaine's breath reeks, and his eyes are half-closed. He leans in to kiss me on the cheek and I laugh a bit but push him away.

"Whoa there mister. Slow down, you are way too drunk for this. Plus your breath could easily start a fire," I giggle.

"Well what about your breath?" he exclaims clearly perplexed.

I roll my eyes and try to keep the smile off of my face, "Honey, that is still your breath. Come on, let's get you into the car."

I lay him down in the backseat only to be pulled on top of him. His hold is tight around my waist. His lips find their way onto my neck where he presses sloppy kisses along the skin. He tugs on the bottom of my shirt pulling it out of my pants. His hands are clammy and cold and I shove against his shoulders.

"Ooh! Cold hands, cold hands," I exclaim trying to get out of his grasp.

"Kurt, Kurt, I want you so bad."

I tear myself out of his hold, "No, no! I am not doing this with you in the back of a car while you are drunk and spent half of the night dancing with another man!"

He sits up with a dazed look on his face, "Why-why are you yelling at me?"

"Because this isn't how this is supposed to happen! This isn't you Blaine!" I scream with tears gathering in my eyes. I can feel my heartbeat speed up and my breathing start to become shallow.

Shit, not now please not now. I can't have a panic attack, not when I need to get Blaine back home, and I need to get back to Dalton. Not when I need to drive and keep a clear head.

Blaine starts to get out of the car, I grab his arm only for him to rip it away, "Blaine, where are you going?"

"I'm walking home."

"Blaine, stop it! You can't walk back alone, it's almost midnight, you are going to get in trouble."

"Does it look like I give a crap?" he yells. "I'm leaving."

He stumbles and tears stream down my face, "No you aren't. Get in the back of the car Blaine, I'm taking you home. We are talking about this in the morning because I doubt you are going to remember any of this."

Sebastian walks out of the building and spots us. I groan as he makes his way towards us. Blaine notices him as well.

    "See, Seb is here, he can just give me a ride back. I don't want to be anywhere near you right now," he seethes.

    "Fine whatever. See if I care. Just make sure he doesn't get in trouble okay?" I glare at Sebastian and get into the car.

    I start up the car and look out the window, Blaine is clinging onto a smug-looking Sebastian. The sight sends a dagger through my chest and into my heart. I shake my head to clear the tears, anger festers in my chest and I pound my fist on the steering wheel. I pull out of the parking lot and get onto the highway. I keep my eyes wide and force back every single tear that threatens to spill over. I can feel my throat start to close up a bit and I take a deep breath. My heart is racing and I feel a bit lightheaded. I manage to make it back to the school safely. I get into my dorm room and fall asleep without doing my skincare routine. I feel completely numb as I drift off into a dreamless sleep.

Ummm okay, so I'm just going to leave you here with that. Let me know what you think is going to happen next! Hope you like this chapter! Love you all!

~Lacy