That British boy (boy+boy)

Chapter 11 Am I really

The next few chapter will be in Jessie's point of view but don't worry Jamie isn't going anywhere.

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Oh man waking up to another day of fucking school and still know relationship. "Great" I mumbled I headed of and got some clothes before heading to the bath room. I got such a shock at the stat of my hire. I shook my head and ran of down stairs I cont be bothered with my hire. It was just me and my dad the only ones in my house compared to Jamie's. my mother died giving birth to me a great hu. I headed down into the kitchen. "Hey dad" he smiled "I think I'm going to skip breakfast I'm not the mood I'm going to school." I grabbed my coat and headed out the door. I started walking down the street towards Jamie's.

I hope to god he gives me a lift I can't be arsed to walk. I arrived outside Jamie's his car was still their yes he hasn't left. I went and leaned on his car while I was waiting for him I went on flappy bird on my phone. Jamie took forever to come out. He walked to me smiling "you seem happy?" I questioned before we both climbed into his car. He looked like he was in a really good mood. I frowned at him I don't think he realised but he was singing a long to the radio. I couldn't help but to laugh at him "what" he questioned me "your singing its funny." He just shook his head an continued driving.

We pulled up outside the school and headed in Oliver was waiting for Jamie at his locker. They kissed and were whispering about something. I sighed and just walked of god I'm depressed I'm so lonely I have know one that I can kiss and hug I sighed again. I walked into my first hour and all I did was put my head on the desk. The bell rang for break I headed out to are chairs.

Everyone was already their I went and sat down. I sighed again for god sake I can't stop sighing. I looked around to see Jamie and Oliver kissing and hugging but I had wearied feeling in my stomach. Wait is that turning me on my eyes shot open no I'm just being delusional. " Jessie!! Hey Jessie!!" Jamie shouted over at me "huuu... Wha?" He looked at me and smiled "stop being so depressed will find you someone." I just bowed my head and looked away. The bell rang I walked into the school to wait for lunch to come around I was starving sins I missed breakfast. Through next hour I starting thinking back to break. I mean was I really getting turned on by Jamie and Oliver are was I just being depressed.

I don't know Im so confused I noticed Ryan Burckly walk in he was captain of the football team and a close friend I new him sins cinder garden kind like Jamie. Wow He looked hot today his perfect shaped musicals. Wait what the fuck am I saying shut up Jessie your not gay! I looked down "sup Jessie?" Ryan called out to me. "Sup" I replied still keeping my head down. I kept my head down the whole lesson thinking did I really say that. The bell rang and I just rushed out as fast as I could. I headed strait to the lunch hall grabbed some food and went and sat down. Everyone started arriving to the table I just kept my head down and kept eating. "Jessie you alright." I looked and just nodded I dont even know who said. Anyway I headed of with out waiting for anyone.

As I was walking down the hall I kept checking out boys on the way. So I did what all confused teenagers do I hid in the toilets. I count be gay, Am I gay no Jessie your being stupid. It's Jamie's fault spread his fucking hormones. The bell rang for us to go to final hour I spent the hall break in the toilets. The lessons just dragged and I was so confused.

Maybe that was the reason I never got girls Jessie shut up your not gay! The bell rang I sprinted out of the classroom and just headed home I didn't even want a lift of Jamie I just ran. I arrived at my house I sprinted up stairs into my room and fell flat on my bed. I don't know what to do I'm so confused. I pulled up my phone and texted Jamie to come over to my house. It was a few minutes later I heard my dad let him in he ran up to my room. "Jessie what's a matter?" He sounded dead concerned that so adorable.

What Jessie shut up he's you best friend shut up. I looked at him I sighed. He started giggling "what's matter?" He questioned "I...... I eh...... I......." He looked at me with a frown. "What" he giggled again "I...... I think........ I think I might be gay." He looked at me a smile growing on his face he burst out with laughter. "Haha Jessie your not gay hahaha." He was still laughing "Jamie I'm not joking!" Jamie stopped laugh "wait your serious......? Well eh.... How do you know?" He questioned "I don't know but today I couldn't stop checking out Ryan Burckly, and I thought It was cute when you asked me what's wrong I don't know I'm so confused." Jamie blushed I bowed my head twiddling my thumbs. "We'll eh.... I don't know what to say..... I guess you could try it with somebody I guess.... like an experiment to see if you like it......" His voice trailed of. "With who?" I shouted he stopped for a monument are two "what about Ryan Burckly.......?" He questioned "What!!!! Ryan isn't..... gay is he..... ?" Jamie shrugged "we'll you could always try you know him better than most people." I shrugged Jamie lightly punched my on the arm "don't worry you'll know in time." I shrugged again "come on let's play some Xbox ill fucking hammer you on call of duty!!!" A smile started grow on my face. We spent the rest of the night playing Xbox.

Wow I didn't think that I would ever give it a shot with a guy. I'm glad Jamie was their for me anyway let's hope my confusion goes by tomorrow wish me luck.

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Ok guys here is chapter eleven I hope you enjoyed it. Favourite,comment all that stuff and I hope to see you again next chapter. :)