How I feel about my bestfriend

How I feel about my bestfrend when we meet for the first time ever in 2015.

I am going to share some of my song lyrics and don't use my songs to share with others these songs I write come from my heart and I don't want anyone to use them before asking me thank you for understanding. Here stuck with you mmm when I met you I thought you looked like a nice guy, yeah and my friends say what was I thinking but you're stuck with me and I'm stuck with you ay wow that happened. Well, you should know that I'm not someone who sticks around one strike and you're out of my life, baby I don't care if you say I sound crazy but you never will let me down oh no, no that's why the sun always comes up and I'm staying here singing. Oh, ooh, ooh, ooh we got all this time on our hands we might as well cancel our plans, yeah I could stay next to you here for a lifetime. So, we are going to lock the door and throw out the key I can't fight this anymore it's just you and me and there's nothing I said there's nothing I can do cause you are stuck with me and I am stuck with you and there no place I will rather be then stuck with you so, go ahead and drive me insane then I will drive you insane, run your mouth, then I will run my mouth cause you're stuck with me with and I stuck with you I still wouldn't change being stuck with you and I know that you still wouldn't change being stuck with me so we are stuck with each other, baby. There's nowhere we need to be, oh no I will get to know you better and you will get to know me better I kinda hope we're be here like this forever there's nobody on these streets if you told me that the world's is ending I will think that your crazy but there ain't no other way that I can spend it. Oh, oh, oh oh (oh) we got all this time on our hands we might as well cancel our plans (oh, yeah) I can stay here forever. So, we are going to lock the door and throw out the key I can't fight this anymore, It's just you and me and there's nothing, I said there's nothing, I can do you stuck with me and I'm stuck with you so go ahead and drive me insane baby and I will go ahead and drive you, insane baby. Run your mouth, I still wouldn't trade being stuck with you so we are stuck with each other, baby. Woah baby we come so far baby, do you know you can come over and take all my time go on, make me lose my mind and I will come there and take all your time then I will go on, and make you lose your mind because we got all the time we need here tonight. So we are going to lock the door(yes we are going to lock the door) and throw out the key I can't fight this anymore) it's just you and me and there's nothing I, I said there's nothing I'd rather do I'm stuck with you, and you stuck with me, go ahead and drive me, insane baby, run your mouth, I'm still wouldn't change all this loving you, hating you, wanting you I'm stuck with you and I will run my mouth you still wouldn't change all this love me, hating me, wanting me you stuck with me, oh, yeah. I stuck with you, you stuck with me, and we stuck with one other. I hope you like my song now back to the story of how I feel about my best friend I feel that you have a feeling about how I feel about my best friend. "Things are never quite as scary when you've got a best friend." - Bill Watterson It's not that diamonds are a girl's or guy's best friend, but it's your best friends who are your diamond. -Gina Barreca Best friends are hard to find because the very best one is already mine always and forever - Amber Haywood A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are. - unknown A good friend knows all your best stories, but a best friend has lived them with you- unknown We are best friends, Always remember that if you fall, I will pick you up... after I finish laughing. - unknown. Before I had met my best friend cowboy fyi his name was Matthew I wasn't that open to people around me I was closed off even before what my father had done to me I didn't have any friends and I didn't try to get any friends. I think I only had 2 to 6 friends back then and I wasn't popular when I was in per school. Others were close to my age and older and younger always made fun of me about how I talked and how I looked and wore and some girl pushed me down and stepped on my face close to my right eye I still have the scar next to my right eye. I don't remember much because it was a long time ago in the early 2000's I think I was 2 to 4 I think I am not sure what age I was then when It happened anyway when she had gotten off of my face I'll start crying then the other kids started calling me a cry baby and other names that I don't remember. Then when I turned 5 I went to elementary go to per k then kindergarten other kids still made fun of me. Over the years when I was in elementary school, I did have friends but they turned fake when we got older over the years. When I got to the last year of elementary I didn't want to be that girl who would let anyone who can make fun of me I was still nice to other people I still wasn't popular other kids made fun of me calling me 4 eyes and hotdog and other names and I forgot other kids blame me for what they had done then I get in trouble then I always ask myself what had I done this time and I know it wasn't me then I get yelled at and grounded for no reason no one has believed me anyway then my family always tells me that I need to act like others kids and that. I need to act like another girl my age they still tell me that they never ask me how I feel they only ask me sometimes not all the time they plan my life for me they tell me what I shouldn't wear and what to wear. Then I went to middle my first year in middle was the same as the other years I was still made fun of and one of my friend's mother was thinking that and my other friends and wanted to do something to her daughter she wasn't taken out of school to go to were you when you get in trouble then they take you to someplace. The following year I hung out with the wrong people but they weren't bad we were just lost in our kind of way. I think everyone has their kind of reason for the way we become. I was still nice to everyone and I did make more friends. Then my last year in middle school I still was not popular and I had made more friends I didn't talk to them anymore from per school to middle school I don't talk to them because we had grown apart or moved to another school or we didn't care but we might find each other one day maybe not some of them was fake friends anyway and I wasn't nice in my last year in middle school. Now I am going to tell you how I met Matthew I was still in middle school I went on a field trip to find which high school I wanted to go to. I was talking to some of my friends when I walked into him I told him I was sorry and then I ran away into the cafeteria one of my friend's names is Molly and Nathaniel told me to ask him out she had called him quite hot. I told her I didn't know if I was his type or not and that he might have a girlfriend. So that is how I'll first meet him, however, I don't think he remembers that day well I do really and I am going to tell you why. So I went to the same school the following year and he was the same guy I had walked into a few months before he asked me for my phone number and my Facebook username and my Instagram and I followed him back on Instagram and I saw a picture of him with the same outfit and earphones or headphones one of the two. I am not going to lie he looks really cute in that picture. I am not going to tell him that lol because I know him and he will not let that go I can hear him now. I met him again on the second day of school because the school bus was running late picking me up so my mother took me to school and back house because I didn't remember the school bus number some of my friends told me that I have a mom's brain. That is how my best friend Cowboy met. In Part Two I will talk about how I keep calling him his wrong name and I will tell you how I feel about my best friend next time. Happy birthday, Cowboy keep being you no matter what happens. I will see you in part two of How I feel about my best friend.