How I feel about my bestfriend

Does he feel the same way as I do?

I like you but you mightn't feel the same way about me, And I wouldn't blame you. To save us both from any awkward moments I've figured out an easy way to do this. Nod if you're even slightly interested in getting to know me. Write a ten-page explanation if you do not. - Bill Condon Loving someone who doesn't feel the same way is like using a white crayon on a white paper. It's always invisible. My name is Amber Elizabeth Nicole Scallion-Haywood. I am 20 years old and some people ask me who am I like I am some kind of a celebrity you see on TV. They come and look at me and wonder how I do it. There are weeks when I wonder the same, sometimes you feel alone however we know that we are never alone by heart. - Amber You get a strange feeling when you leave a place like you'll not only miss the people you love, but you miss the people you are at this time and place because you'll never be this way ever again. -Azar Nafasi To know that you feel the same as I do is a threefold utopian dream. It's like when you are excited about a guy or girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. And all you want is to always feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you're happy, too. -Stephen Chbosky They say when you are missing someone they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think you can miss me as much as I'm missing you right now. -Edna St. Vincent Millay, I wanted everything to say the same, but feelings fade and people change. ''Does he too feel the same way I feel for him?'.  I never expected my answer will be a '' maybe idk''. -Amber! Sometimes you meet someone, and it's so clear that the two of you, on some level, belong together. As lovers, or friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you're in love or you're partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. ''I hope you know that every time I tell you to get home safe, stay warm, have a good day, or sleep well what I am saying is I love you. I love you so dame much that it is starting to steal other words' meanings.'' Holding on to the small chance and hoping that he may feel the same way... ''Don't live every day as if it were your last.Live every day as if it were your FIRST.'' People can tell you anything but a vibe tells you everything, -Unknown Do you feel the same the way I feel? That love that needs that care that pain of separation. Do you? -the_boy_who_loved You. I just want to know that you're very special, and the reason I am telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has. I care about you a lot, okay? I don't know if you feel the same still. But I can't stop caring about you and I miss you a lot. ''I wanna text and call you and tell you I miss you but I don't know if you have your phone or not,'' -Amber I don't know if you feel the same way, but at least you deserve to know that once, somebody was madly in love with you. -Amber I want you to know that I love you and that I'll do everything I can to get closer to your heart. Here is a pro tip# When you meet someone special, you'll know. Your heart will beat more rapidly and you'll smile for no reason. I have known you for years but I want you all the more for those words fall through me and always fool me and I can't react. I have completely fallen for you. Everything you do., everything you say, everything you are. You are my first thought in the morning, you're my last thought before I fall asleep, and you're almost every thought in between. You have known me for years and more to come. What you ''know'' is only what I choose to show you, cause people sometimes judge me based on what you see- there's more to whatever is the real me. No two people will ever see or feel things in the same way. Merry. The challenge is to be truthful when you write. Don't approximate.Don't settle for the easiest combination of words, Go searching instead for those that explain exactly what you think. What you feel. -Kate Morton Why do they call it a rush? Because that's how you feel when they don't feel the same way in return. I start to feel sick when I picture you out of my life. No one is always busy, It just depends on what number you are on their priority list. Thanks to the people who walked into my life and made it better and thanks to the ones who walked out and made it amazing. Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that I don't even know if you feel the same way as me.... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. Something happens, you can't even put your finger on it, and then you don't quite feel the same way anymore. All of a sudden, there are fights or something and you are going ''who is this person?'' I've seen this happen to other people and it has happened to me. -Joan Jett I have a hopeless crush on someone I have no chance with. The truth? I like you. A lot. You make me happy. You make me laugh. You're smart. You're different. You're a little crazy and awkward, and your smile alone can make my day. I like you. Like, I like you. Like, I'm head over heels, you're on my mind way too much, I'm singing stupid love songs really like you. When you find someone who can make you laugh. Smile. Grow. Lust. Want. Crave. Feel. Make you mad but happy. Keep that. That's euphoria. The day I met you, my life changed.....the way you make me feel is hard to explain. You make me special... you make me fall deeper in love every day. I'm selfish, okay? You're amazing and funny and you could probably do a lot better than me, but despite that, the only person I want you to ever want is me. I just want you that's it. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, and sarcasm. Everything. I just want you. I love it when I catch you looking at me, and then you smile and look away. If someone tells you that you have enough jewelry and you don't need it anymore, stop talking to them. You don't need that kind of negativity in your life. Of course, I like you. You're fun to be around. You're smart, You're funny. You're (very) cute. You're different. You're crazy. You're perfect, in an imperfect way. You always speak your mind. You have the best laugh. Of course, I like you. You're you. Do you know what it's like to like someone so much you can't stand it and know that they'll never feel the same way? -Jenny Han You'll never know how much I miss you because I never show it. But I want you to know that I miss you. If something won't be significant to you 3 days 3 months 3 years from now, don't waste all your time worrying about it now. Life never works out the way you think it will. But you just have to deal with it. If you want something, have it. If you feel like it's forbidden, you'll want it even more. Whenever I have a craving. I go and have it and just make sure I don't have it again the next day. What you once were isn't what you want to be anymore. You must always know what it is that you want. You should thank the people who bring out the worst in you. Had it not been for them, you would never have come to know of your worst side. Doing the things, we do now and doing them better, cheaper, and faster will take us far. But it will not take us far enough. We're going to have to do new things in new ways. The best kind of relationship begins unexpectedly. When you get that astonished feeling everything happens so suddenly. That's why you don't look for love. It comes to you just at the right time; the time you never thought it would have. Sometimes, you gotta get things so much, if it feels right, it probably is, so just go with it. I think one of my favorite feelings is laughing with someone and realizing halfway through how much you enjoy them and their existence. When something feels right... Hold on to it... Sometimes, you have to just stop thinking so much and go where your heart takes you. I know, you might feel the same way but at least you deserve to know that someone loves you. Falling in love with you wasn't a grand gesture. It was listening to you laugh and knowing I wanted to hear that sound every day. -The Randon Stories I was waiting for the longest time, he said. I thought you forgot. It is hard to forget, I said when there is such a space when you are gone. Sometimes you have to learn from the people you love not for the sake of letting them realize your worth, but for you to realize your worth. The more time you spend worrying about what you might have tomorrow, the less time you have to appreciate what you already have today. You are more likely to be easily attracted to someone you have no chance with. Even if you go for it and it doesn't work out you still win.You still had the guts enough to head straight into something that frightened you. That type of bravery will take you places. -The Better Men Project There are people in this world you haven't even met yet who are going to love you so much, so please just hold on because the people who are right for you will find you. You will end up disappointed if you go through life thinking people will do for you as you do for them. Not everyone has the same heart as yours. One thing I can't do, and I hope that there are other people out there that feel the same way, is climb a rope. Oh my gosh, it's so hard to climb a rope! It's all about grip and arms. -Katy Perry Never get too attached to anyone unless they also feel the same towards you, because one-sided expectations can mentally destroy you. Never get too attached to anyone, it will lead to expectations and expectations and expectations always lead to disappointments. Anticipate everything and expect nothing. When you allow yourself to get too attached to someone, you become weak, you lose control of your emotions, and you become vulnerable. Make sure the person you are giving this much power over you is WORTH the risk. I will take it risk for my best friend Matthew fyi cowboy. Never apologize for being sensitive or emotional. It's a sign that you have a big heart, and that you aren't afraid to let others see it. Showing your emotions is a sign of strength. I am a strong person so are you. But once in a while, I need someone to hug me and tell me, ''Everything is going to be okay.'' You sometimes also need a hug and tell yourself that everything is going to be okay. ''I love you for all that you are, all that you have been, and all you will be.'' -Unknown You always gain by giving love. -Reese Witherspoon There is only one happiness in this life, to love and be loved. -George Sand If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you. -Winnie the Pooh ''Love is friendship that has caught on fire.'' -Ann Landers ''Being someone's first love may be great, but to be their last is beyond perfect.'' Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.'' ''I am, definitely, positive. unquestionably, beyond any doubt, in love with you.'' You are somebody's reason to smile and you are mine's. My favorite place in all the world is next to you Matthew. ''Love is so short, forgetting is so long.'' -Pabbe Nends Every time I see you I fall in love all over again. Love is the master key to opening a gate of happiness... I love you Matthew with every beat of my heart. The happiest moment of my life was when you TOLD me you loved me. I am in love with every moment I spend with you in person or over the phone. Your love fills my heart with abundant bliss. If I knew what love is, it is because of you. Take my hand my heart and my soul because it is meant for you. ''For every day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every second. I want you. Forever. I love you. I whisper your name to myself and smile. I still love you, don't doubt it. ''We all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness-and call it love-true love.'' -Robert Fulghum When you whisper that you love me. ''Let the love you give come back and find a place in you,'' -Harpreet M. Dayal I fell in love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself. Love truly is blind, and I'm ever so grateful for yours. Do u know why love is blind? Love is blind because your mom and my mom stayed loving us before seeing us. They say love is blind, my love for you sees more than eyes ever could. I love you. Love is blind, and lovers cannot see the pretty follies that they commit. They say love is blind. I disagree. Infatuation is blind, love is all-seeing and accepting. Love is seeing all the flaws and blemishes and accepting them. Love is accepting the bad habits and mannerisms, and working around them. Love is recognizing all the fears and insecurities, and knowing your role is to comfort. Love is working through all the challenges and painful times. Infatuation is fragile and will shatter when life is not perfect. Love is strong and it strengthens because it is real. Love is blind, and lovers cannot see. The pretty follies that they commit. -Shakespeare We fall in love by chance we stay in love by choice. You are the guy all my love quotes are about. My love for you has no End and I will keep on loving you till my last breath. People fall in love by smiling at each other, but people stay in love by laughing with each other. However far away I will love you. However long I stay I will always love you. Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you. You may lose the people you love, you may lose the things you have. But no matter what happens, NEVER LOSE YOURSELF! ''Love is friendship that has caught on fire.'' -Ann Landers ''I wasn't expecting you. I didn't think that we would end up together as best friends. The single most extraordinary thing I've ever done with my life is falling in love with you. I've never been seen so completely, loved so passionately, and protected so fiercely.'' -Beth to Randall, This is us  ''My love for you has no depth, its boundaries are ever-expanding. My love and my life with you will be a never-ending story.'' For every day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every minute, I feel you. For every second, I want you. Forever, I love you. From the day you walked into my life, you're all I think about. You're the reason I breathe. You're the stars in my sky. I wouldn't want this any other way. You're the love of my life. ''So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard! We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you, I want all of you, forever. You and me..... every day.'' -The notebook Today and always belonged tomorrow, I need you beside me always as my best friend. lover and forever soul mate. You are the source of my joy, the center of my world, and the whole of my heart. Find arms that will hold you at your weakest... Eyes that will see you at your ugliest.... and a heart that will love you at your worst. Then you have found true love. When I tell you I love you, I am not saying it out of habit, I am reminding you that you are my life. Everywhere I look I am reminded of your love. You are my world. I love it when you send me those texts that make me smile no matter how many times I read them. My angel, my life, my entire world, you're the one that I want, the one that I need, let me be with you always, my love, my everything. I just want to lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat. Why can't you just magically pop into my room with me and just cuddle for the night and kiss my head when I start to fall asleep? With you, I am loved, I am safe And secure...... You make me complete. I love you so much, I didn't know what love meant until I met you.  You have made my heart brighter than the brightest candle. Thank you for being in my heart and completing me. You're that part of me I'll always need. I may not be your first date, kiss, or love, or your first time if you know what I mean if you don't well I mean sex...but I want to be your last everything. If I know what love is, it is because of you. Thank you, Matthew, for always making me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. Your voice is my favorite sound. You and me. Forever. Please? You're always in my thoughts and my heart. Happy to have found the perfect man. I have waited so long for the perfect guy and my patience has finally paid off. I surrendered my heart to you the day we met. When I follow my heart, it leads me to you. ''I love that you are my person and I am yours, that whatever door we come to, we will open it together.'' -A.R. Asher I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter what length of time it is for and regardless of the long distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a best friend or couple, and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me, and never want to leave you. I love you this much. All I ask is that you be my peace. I don't need an escape, perfection, or any of that, just the balance my crazy life needs at times, this world will constantly have you at odds with yourself, and though I look to god for guides, it would still be nice to have a partner that brought more peace than pain. I'd rather laugh with you than go without you. But I'm not into forcing anything. I'll let it ride before I allow it to drive me crazy. And maybe it's not like this for everyone, but it's all so simple for me... Invest in my smile and I'll commit to your heart. We'll build from there. -Rob Hillsr You are my everything. I love you today and always. I fell in love with the way you touched me without using your hands. I wish I could explain your eyes, and how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies. How your smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I'm with you, I feel so complete. -The love bite I love you. Love you because you put effort into me. I love you because nobody has ever given me the love that u have given me and you are the only one that could ever love me this way. I love you because you always make me feel that I am worth something. I love you because you make me smile when I almost forgotten how to. I love you because you have a huge and honest heart. I love you and every little detail about you. I love you because you are simply you. Reasons why I love you. 1) You have the brightest, cutest smile. 2) You make me smile! 3) You make me laugh. 4) you're really cute. 5) You're sweet and smart and good-looking and absolutely stunning and adorably dark and funny. (and more.) I love you because you held my hand when I was about to crumble, and somehow that held me together. I love you because when I am with you, I am whole. I love you because you let me see you cry that one time with your ex-girlfriend when you shut out everyone else. I love you because you have always been there for me no matter what. I love you because you asked me to stay and not more to a different high school. I love you for your determination and your clear head. I love you for preventing me from hating myself for holding you back. I love you for having the strength to wriggle out of the grass just before the bad came. And someday, years from now, I will hear through a best friend of a friend that you're out there, changing the world, doing amazing, great things. And I will smile. - Amber Haywood Here is a song called ''Me and You'' I knew anyone like you before someone who can make me smail when I am falling on the floor I never laughed so hard in till I met you somehow, you got me when nobody else has a clue. Is it okay to be next to you it feels good to be next to you just like glue. Me and you I am so glad that I met you me and you we always got each other back like we always do because everything is better when you and I stick together I am stuck on you and you are stuck on me, me, and you. If you need a shoulder to cry on you got me and I got you if you ever in a pinky you know I will be on my way we are the moon and the earth we are in perfect harmony we make our grove. Is it okay for me to sit next to you I am so glad that I have met you it feels so good to be next to you just like glue. Me and you I am so glad that I met you me and you we always have each other back we always do because everything is better when we stick together I am stuck on you and you are stuck on me, me, and you. You will always have a friend, always have a friend always have a friend in me have a friend got a friend in you you got a friend, always got a friend that's the way it gonna be. Me and you I am so glad I have you me and you we always have each other like we always do. Because everything is better when you and I stick together I am stuck on you and you are stuck with me, me and you me and you, me and you. Always have a friend, always have a friend (yeah) have a friend in me (me and you) always have a friend always have a friend always have a friend in you too. Because everything is better (yeah) when you and I stick together I am stuck on you and you are stuck on me, me, and you. Here the next song is called ''Beautiful People'' My heart starts beating for you what do you want me to do?When you act all cool like you already knew and I'll be stuck here waiting for it though 'till our heart starts beating for something new we know that it's true. 'Cause it's beautiful people like you who can get whatever they want and it's beautiful people like you who can suck the life right outta my heart and it's beautiful people like you who can make me cry 'cause nobody else could be nearly as cute as you. There is a game that we are playing where I go back home as you're walking away and it's all clear what you want me to say butt you'll be far away if I ask you to stay cause you know that it's true. 'cause it's beautiful people like you who can get whatever they want and it beautiful people like you who can suck the life outta my heart and it's beautiful people like you who can make me cry 'cause nobody else could be nearly as cute as you. Hey, my heart starts beating for you what do you want me to do when you act all cool like you already knew? 'Cause, it's beautiful people like you who can get whatever they want and it beautiful people like you who can stick the life right outta my heart and it's beautiful people like you who can make me cry 'cause nobody else could be nearly as cute as you nobody could be nearly as cute as you. Here is another song it is called ''Love Me for Me'' My phone rings I told myself, myself don't pick it up I'm so scared I'm going to say too much I run around your question why do you have to be so deep? My tears fall and the glasses break inside these walls the floorboards shake but from outside it's alright as long as you're looking from six feet. I'm not the girl that you see in the magazine perfect face and perfect body never be anyone but the one I am, I am I can't bend to your expectations or look to fulfill any fantasy if what I am is what you need. Love me for me and not for someone I would never be because of what you see and I can't be any more than what I am love me for me or don't love me or don't love me I'd never do anything to change you or make you be anything than who you are all that I am that I can be I love you for you so love me for me. Love me for me for you so love me for me for me yeah. Here is another song called ''Start of something new'' I was living in my world and I didn't understand anything that could happen. When I can take a chance well I never believe in what I couldn't see I have never opened my heart to anyone (oh) to all the possibilities. I know that something had changed I've never felt this way before and right here in this moment this could be the start of something new. It feels so right to be here with you and now I am looking into your eyes I feel in my heart the start of something new. Now who'd have ever had that what I feel about you I want to be with you tonight and forever. And the world looks so much better and brighter with you by my side and I know that something has changed I had never felt this way before and I know this is real that this is real that this can be the start of something new and it feels so right to be here with you (oh) and now I am looking into your eyes I feel in my heart that the start of something new I have never known that it could had happened to me and you till it happened to us I didn't know it before but now it's easy to see it's the start of something new it's so right to be here with you. And now I am looking into your eyes and I feel in my heart that it's the start of something new it feels so right to be here with you (oh), and now I can look into your eyes I feel in my heart the start of something new and you ready for the start of something new? The start of something new. Here is one more song called ''your Love's Like'' I know that sometimes life can get bitter I got strung out and caught in the middle and I can't breathe I just might need some taste of paradise I know a place that I can go to where I wanna go and the troubles never breakthrough and the grass is greener and my head is clearer and I know I got peace of mind when I looked into your eyes. Your love's like breathing in the warm air of the summer on a private island just for you and your love's like the feeling I get when I'm next to you and when I hear a song keep playing in my head like the flower in the springtime every day is valentine's so good it's hard to describe like singing and dancing in the rain that what your love like. Stop signs, I keep on running into red lights making me want to stop why can't be just be you and me all the time in the world no one can find? Your love's like breathing in the same of summer on a private island just for you and me your love's like the feeling I get when I am next to you when I hear a song that reminds me of you keeps playing in my head it's like flowers in the springtime every day is valentine's so good it's hard to describe singing and dancing in the rain that what your love like. When life left me numb and I needed a pick me up and when I was next to you you always picked me up and there's no better rush than your love. Your love is like breathing in the warmer air of summer on a private island just for you and me your love's like the feeling I get in the summer air on a private island just for you and me and the feeling I get when I am next to you. ''The thankful heart opens our eyes to a multitude of blessings that continually surround us,'' -James E. Faust ''Good mashed potato is one of the great luxuries of life.'' -Lindsey Bareham Now is no time to think of what you do not have. Think of what you can do with what. -Ernest Hemingway ''Thanksgiving is a time of togetherness and gratitude.'' -Nigel Hamilton The thankful heart opens our eyes to a multitude of blessings that continually surround us. -James E. Faust ''In November, people are good to each other. They carry pies to each other's homes and talk by cracking woodstoves and sipping mellow cider. They travel very far on a special November day just to share a meal and to give thanks for their many blessings.'' -Cynthia Rylant ''What if today we were just grateful for everything .'' -Charle Brown Let gratitude be the pillow upon which you kneel to say your nightly prayer. And let faith be the bridge you build to overcome evil and welcome good. -Maya Angelou ''Give thanks for a little and you will find a lot.'' -Hausa Proverb ''Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present,'' -Bill Keane ''Small cheer and great welcome makes a merry feast.'' -Willam Shakespeare ''What I love about Thanksgiving is that it's purely about getting together with friends or family and enjoying food. It's really for everybody, and it doesn't matter where you're from.'' -Daniel Humm There is always something to be thankful for. ''Let us be grateful to the people who make us happy. They are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.'' -Marcel Proust ''Drink and be thankful to the host! What seems insignificant when you have it, is important when you need it.'' -Franz Grillparzer  Let's use this day to celebrate the peace that we've created in this house and be thankful for having each other. ''I do think that Thanksgiving is a very nice holiday because it's all about saying thank you; it's being thankful.'' -Jacob Tremblay Not what we say about our blessings but how we use them is the true measure of our thanksgiving. -W.T. Pobkisir ''Give thanks not just on Thanksgiving Day, but every day of your life. Appreciate and never take for granted all that you have.'' -Catherine Pulsifer Let our hearts be full of both, thanks and giving. Happy Thanksgiving! My secret to a great Thanksgiving dinner is having someone else make it. Nothing is more honorable than a grateful heart. -Seneca ''We must find time to stop and thank people who make a difference in our lives.'' -John F. Kennedy It has been a long year and today we share what we are thankful for are you thankful for this year? One of my family asked me what I wanted for Xmas I told her I didn't know because I knew that she could not give me what I wanted this year. What I want for Xmas is to see my best friend and I know my family can't give me that for Xmas. It had been a long day cooking and trying to write at the same time I remember Matthew asking me what I was thinking I told him nothing between you and me was anything and he asked me if I was sure and I told him that I was sure when I am not sure. because I can barely think or barely able to speak when he is looking at me. Let's just ask my mind and my body have very different ideas because sometimes my mind gives me wet dreams if you know what I mean and my body is okay with it and I was like why are my mind and body doing this to me I am trying to think what to say and my mind is showing me something I don't want to think about if I told my best friend all of this I can not even look him in the eye because my face would turn red by then. It all started a few years ago Molly had asked me how I felt for Matthew do I thought of him as sexy and if I wanted to sleep with him. To be honest I wasn't inspecting her to ask me that if I was older to drink I would have needed it then. And people called me the straightforward person and that was a straightforward question. Well, you already know what happened right? Because I had already told y'all before. I think I know what I can get Matthew for Xmas but I am not telling y'all because he might be reading this now I need to find out how would I give him his Xmas gift the place I am thinking about I am not sure if he still lives there or not and my mother tells me to ask him. Anyway sometimes I can't sleep at night because my dreams can get very wet sometimes and sometimes and Matthew are just hanging out watching a movie or eating one time in my dream I saw myself and Matthew and his family then I saw some kids and they called me mom and they had also called Matthew dad I was so confused I had to ask myself did they just call me mom and did they just call Matthew dad? I had gotten a closer look at them and looked at Matthew well they do look like Matthew and my number one question was when the fuck when I had children because I don't even remember getting pregnant and giving birth and I had found out that I had six twins and I don't remember there are names but all I know I had to wake up and started coughing and looking around and I saw no kids and I told myself well that had to be a dream. And I also had a dream telling Matthew about my dream that I just told y'all and let's just say he didn't take it well because he had passed out when I told him in my dream now I have miss feelings in telling him in real life what I had sawed in my dream and I am another dream this week and I was like 5 or 6 months pregnant and I was calling pizza hunt and asking for an all meat lovers pizza with pickles and one of the workers told me that they don't make any pizza with pickles and I started crying and Matthew had asked me what's wrong and I told him that I was trying to order a pizza meat lovers with picks and they told me that they don't have pickles and Matthew had look at one of his family members and they told me they would give me pickles and don't be a drama queen. I will write more in part 8 I will see you soon about how I feel about my best friend and happy Thanksgiving to everyone bye.