How I feel about my bestfriend

Me and my best friend texting

I am going to let you read some of my songs this one is called Love is the name. You are the moon then I am the sun let's see what we feel for each other our life is like video games. And are we in love if you don't it's ok I just wanna be right here I just I just wanna be right here, yeah? We can go to the movies we can go out to eat we can dance in the rain. So we will never regret that life's gonna be what we want to be so let's just dance in the rain let's be ourselves tonight. Let's give everything we have and dance all our worries away let's forget yesterday someone told me that life is a game and love is the name yeah and love is the name. You always ask me what I like about you well I love the way your skin feels on mine and I am really digging your style and the way you let me in on all your secrets. And I will tell you all of mine and are we in love? But it's ok 'cause I just want to be here I just want to be here I want to be next to you, yeah. We can dance in the rain like no one is watching. We can go swimming. We can do whatever you want, baby. So we can never regret what our life is gonna be so let's live our life the way we really want to live let the dance set you free. And we will give all our worries away and let's forget yesterday and live today our life is a game and live is the name oh and love is the name and life is the game. Yeah, and love is the name and life is our game and we can live our own way we. Only live the best life we can 'cause we don't know when our life ends and love is the name yeah and love is the name. Here is the next song it calls someone you like I saw you without your glasses I think that I began to stare maybe I've loved you only forever. At first, we were strangers at school then best friends in no time then you became a really cute face. And I wonder what happens when you smile. I might never be your hero and I never want to fight with you but I don't really mind if I be your valentine and I might not be your savior either but I could if I tried but I think I could be someone you like (someone you like). I was reading, a book you were telling me about and hiding shyly when I looked away watching a movie in my mind I promise not to fly away and we can make a story of today come on give us a try. I know I might not be your sorrow but I can fix you up good as new but I love the way you already are. But that doesn't mean that I can't hold your hand in mine I might never say I'm sorry even if I have done you wrong but I could be someone you like (someone you like). I know I might never be your hero but I think I'd like to try and the way you look at me is your reply you have a lot to learn about me. And maybe we could start tonight 'cause I think I could be someone you like baby, I'll treat you right someone you like. I think I could be someone you like. What do you think of my song you can let me know. This is for you, my best friend. The one I can tell my soul to. Who can relate to me like no other? Who I can laugh with to no extent, who I can cry to when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me told me I wasn't good enough or let me down. I don't think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain and you still have time for me. And I love you for listening even when inside you are dying. And I look up to you because you are caring, strong, and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I'm always here to listen to you laugh and cry and help in all the ways that I can. And I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you, my best friend. Oh, you know that I am a weirdo and you are also a weirdo and we are but crazy in our own way. And you are my best friend that I ever had I've been with you for such a long time you're my sunshine and I want you to know that my feelings are true I really love you ooh you're my best friend. Friendship is the sweetest form of love. So when I say, I'll be your best friend, 'till the end, it's as good as saying, I'll keep you in my heart' till its very last beat. Are you going to keep me in your heart? Till its very last beat. '' My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.'' - Henry Ford You're the love of my life and my best friend. I'm so happy that I get to spend the rest of my life with you. I love the ways you find to make me smile every single day. I promise to spend every day trying to make you smile too. A best friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. '' I don't know what I would done so many times in my life if I hadn't had you.'' ''Friendship takes work. Finding friends, nurturing friendships, scheduling face time, it all takes a tremendous amount of work. But it's worth it. If you put in the effort, you'll see the rewards of positive friends who will make your life extraordinary.'' - Maye Angelou I like you the moment I saw you. You may be my best friend, but I could be more to you. It was the best feeling when my heart told me that the angel you're looking for is your best friend. I don't know what I would have done so many times in my life if I hadn't had you. You have literally gotten me up out of bed to get ready for the day. Then I take my shower, get dressed, and you tell me '' Hey you got this,'' and put off on my shoe and get me out of the door! To my best friend, I love you because I know no matter what happens you'll always love me back. Thank you for standing by my side when times get hard. Thank you for making me laugh when I didn't even want to smile if I had a different best friend I would punch him or her face and go find you. Love, the one who needs you till the end. It really has been a really long year from 2019 to 2020 we have to stay at home and go to school online and go to work or work from home. And we can't go see our friends and family cause they told us to stay at home. And stay 6 feet apart and wear your face mask when you are going to the store. And when you are in the store it is crazy there isn't really anything to buy cause everyone is going crazy thinking the fucking world going to die. I know people are dying does not mean to buy the whole funking store just saying. All I am saying is to get what you need to get and buy more because someone might need it more than you. Anyway, all I did from 2019 to 2020 year was go to online college at Strayer University for a few months then my mother didn't have any money to pay. Me and cowboy text and call one other he asks me how I'll be and what I am doing and I remember Cowboy asking me if Sam is my boyfriend I think. I told him no he is my mother's friend or something like that, ok I might have got that wrong he might not even have said that lol. One time he asked me if I was still dating this guy I was dating in high school I think I didn't answer because he asked me about his ex-girlfriend and how she had been FYI I am talking about Molly. I think she is dating some guy and I guess she has been ok I have not talked to her I just saw she is dating a guy and I saw it on Facebook. I think he said ok oh speaking of Cowboy's ex-girlfriend Molly she had Ig me it means Instagram I still have the text this is what she had asked me have I talked to what's his name and I know what she was talking about she always call Matthew that. Anyway, I told her yup a few weeks ago he called me but I lost his number I did lose his number my old phone was messing up and I also told her that my mom wants me to go to his house to get his number. Or I have to go to his job but I don't really want to go to his house because he doesn't know whether I am coming or not and I don't want his mom to be mad but his grandma told me a few years ago that I can come over anytime I want so Idk I might just go to his job and hope that he is working that day so yeah.  And she said ok and I said yup and she said right and I told her idkc if whatever that was I was typing was that day anyway and I also told her I should go to his job and his for his number????????? with two monkey emojis and idk and she says I should and I told her I might go by his job next week and she says yup and I said yup and at the end of that text let me find the other on lol. It took me a long time to find her other old ig because she had to delete it let me that you that it was because it was a few months apart from one another. Jun 05, 2020. I texted her and said hey you can't believe what had happened I was doing my class work for hair fyi I was at Ogle School skin hair nails anyway then. I told her and Cowboy texted me I don't know who was texting me and I told him why this and he said this is Matthew and I said oh I didn't expect it at all. and Molly asked me to give her his number. And her number is (xxx)xxxx-xxxx you really thought I would give out her phone number y'all are bad j.k. y'all not bad at all and anyway. I told her Idk last year he told me not to give her his phone number and she asked me to ask him and I told her Idk and she said please Amber if ur my friend I told her his mom doesn't want anyone with his number and she said omg. And I did not text her back because she was starting to piss me off and I might have told her something she not going to like why do you want his phone number all you ever did was use him and hurt his feeling and you had never seen him cry and he was really heartbroken because she had me break up for her because she always asks me to break up with someone for her. And she had never told him what she had done behind his back all these years and every day for years I keep on asking her are you going to tell? Matthew what you have been doing behind his back over the years she always tells me no and sometimes she asks me to pretend to be her she asks me to write him a note more like a love letter. I think he knows it was me because one time he asked me did I wrote this I told him no I think he knows that I was lying to him. I couldn't look him in the eye and my face was turning red so I had to look away and when he wrote to her she didn't even open the letter she had to crumble up the paper and. If you were wondering if I read the letter yes I did I had put it in my backpack but wondering what the note said was driving me crazy after a few minutes I had already given up so I opened my backpack and read the note. Matthew was really sweet when I was reading the note had started crying because what he had written to her was very beautiful and it came from his heart and I started crying again because Molly doesn't see what he is worth because Matthew is one in a million. Matthew is a guy every girl wants in a guy and more I can't believe that Molly had done that to Matthew because he doesn't deserve what Molly had done to him and I think it's my fault because I could have seen that coming because she had also had done that in middle school too and I could have to stop it from happening but everything happens for a reason. Knowing Matthew he would tell me that it isn't my fault and I wouldn't know what would happen. Molly had really pissed me off that day on that text it's 2021 and I am still not over it I guess I took it to my heart it has been a whole year and I am not over it and I don't really talk to her anymore because of what she had told me. Oh, I had forgotten she had gone on his ig and went on one of his pictures that he had posted and I don't know if he had seen what she had commented on his post and she said. Hey, ik this is his old Instagram buh I just wanted to see how u doing its ok that you don't wanna give out ur number even tho u just gave it to Iris fyi his ex-girlfriend also said, just to let uk that I Graduated and ik u didn't wanna hear no more drama from anyone so its fine ill just leave u alone now I hope everything goes well with ur girlfriend fyi iris and she also said and ur family goodbye now with a sad crying emoji. And I could tell that she wanted to see how Matthew was doing ok but she could have texted him in the chat that ig has just said and I could also tell that she is trying to get into his life and use him again I had known Molly for years I meet her in the early 2000's so I know Molly well and I don't want to start any drama between me and Matthew and Molly I just didn't know how to tell Matthew in person without crying and if you know me in person you know that I suck in explaining things so I decided to tell Matthew in this book and I really felt like that he needs to know. Anyway, if you want to know I did go to his job I was going to ask Matthew for his phone number but I got really nervous and my heart started beating fast at I started sweating and I was looking for him and trying to find what my mother ask me to get and also trying to hide from him too when I had heard him talking to someone I liberty ran away or I was walking fash hoping that he hasn't saw me. And when I had finally found what I was looking for I went to self-checkout and paid and got my things and I looked around to see if the cowboy was around when I didn't see him I ran outside to my mother's van and told her what had happened. She told me to stop being a baby and talk to him I was on lunch back from being on Zoom and I was late to class because I was busy looking for Matthew and also busy looking for the things my mother asked me to get well sometimes I always late to class even in high school lol. You already know that and Matthew has been texting and calling one other I really did miss not seeing him every day I thought I was going crazy not seeing him because I got used to seeing him every day or every other day or week. Talking to him on the phone wasn't the same as seeing him in person. And when I don't hear from him I probably have an anxiety attack or a panic attack because it did happen before I really thought something happened to him because I had a bad dream but I will tell you in part six because I had the dream in 2021 so you have to wait for a see. This is for my best friend you are my best friend, my human diary, and my other half. You mean the world to me and I love you. When you find both love and friendship in the same person. ''You are my best friend as well as my weirdo, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.'' ''When I was little, I thought love was about what you see in movies or on TV... Truth is, love, is giving him or her half your fries and food when he or she says he or she wasn't hungry. It's waking up at 4 am or 6 am to his or her snoring and refraining from shoving him or her off the bed. It's talking in accents just for shits and trying to embarrass one another in public. It's going on adventures and making fun of each other. It's stupid fights and romantic... Love is just stumbling through life with your best friend.'' Throughout life, you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend. Don't let them go.  One of my friends told me this when we were in high school they said ''Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Witbis important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute- even when the waters get deep and dark.'' I love when you become so close with someone that you can see parts of each other in one another and you begin to say the same things and steal lines from one another and have a similar sense of humor and can exchange an inside joke with just a glance you don't even have to talk because you have such a strong connection with them and you can sit in comfortable silence but also talk for hours to find that kind of comparability. The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It's when you can joke around, and have unexpected hugs, and random kisses. It's when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It's when you'd rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food, and cuddle than go out all the time. It's when you'll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It's when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are. -Unknown I'm not the girl your mother warns you about. I won't kiss your best friend guy or girl or break your heart. I won't make you choose between what you love to do & me. I'm not cold. I'm not reckless. I'm the girl that gets away. I will love you more than anything. I will kiss you when you cry. I will stand by your side. Dear best friend, let's set the record straight: No one makes me smile the way you can. The thing is, you make me happy. You walked in when it seemed like the rest of the world walked out. You were there. You are there and you will always be there, and I love you for that. I never need to pretend when I'm around you. You're hilarious; you make me laugh, like, all the time. You just seem to know all the right words to say to make it all okay. Thank you, for everything.'' Have u ever sat with a group of friends & u just know you were the least important friend in the group & it wouldn't matter if ur there or not sometimes I'll feel that way. Dear best friend. You are simply the best thing that ever happened to me, and please stay in my life as long as you can. Because I don't know what I would do without you. I love you. Dear best friend, You're stupid. You fall. You're weird. You're not perfect. But. That's okay. I'm like that too. We laugh at the most random things. You know my ugliest side. Even though we disagree at times and fight, it never lasts long. When I'm sad, you are always there to make me laugh. I thank you for that. I.LOVE.YOU. A best friend knows you're sad. A best friend knows you're mad. A best friend knows you're crying. A best friend knows you're lying, Dear best friend, always remember that you can wake me up at night if there's something wrong. And yes I really love sleep but you're more special to me. Dear bestie, I am mentioning you here because I want you to remember that you are not allowed to leave me, not now, not ever! Dear best friend, I know it has been just two years since we last saw each other, but to me, it feels like six years. I pray our friendship lasts longer than my ayeyo's age. For this good month, I felt solely happy with you. I hope when I'm gone you'll be praying for me as I'll do the same. Dear best friend I'm thankful for giving me your precious time with your busy schedule. Dear best friend I will love you till infinity, in case you need something don't hesitate to alert me. I'm there for you now and forever. When you get married or we get separated due to distance I hope you won't forget about me at all because if you forget I will cry. - Amber Dear best friend, please stay in my life forever because you're one of the best things to ever happen to me. Love, me. Dear best friend, Whenever I need shelter your shoulder was there. Whenever I needed someone, your presence was there. Whenever I felt down, your advice was there/ Whenever I cried, your voice was there. I know I am not worthy to have you, still, I'll beg you please always be there, - Amber Dear best friend, I know you hear about best friends drifting apart with distance and time. I know that insecurity does creep in. But don't you worry? We are different but not that different. We will last forever. I promise you that. Nobody can ever replace you. Nobody can ever know every vein in my body like you do, We will die as best friends. -Amber Dear best friend, I just wanna say how nice you are: - accepting me for who I am - putting up with all my crap - caring so much about me - taking risks for me - being there for me, and making sure I'm okay - never leaving my side - always making me smile and laugh - cheering me up when I needed it - helping me with anything I need help with - constantly giving me compliments that make me feel good about myself  - mainly just being a great best friend.It makes me mad when someone insults you or misjudges you. They don't know the real you. They don't know the you that I do. You're wonderful. You're excellent. I always wonder if I'm doing my job as a best friend as well as you do. But I want you to know that I'm here for you, through thick and thin. Don't be afraid to approach me or talk to me 'bout anything and everything because I love talking to you and would gladly help you with anything, just like you do for me. I hope I don't disappoint you or hurt you. That's the last thing I wanna do to you. I'm very afraid of the possibility that our friendship can drift away..... I really do not want that to happen. I wanna say 2 more things: Thank you so much and I love you. - Your best friend Dear best friend, I miss you so much but do you know what I miss the most? It's the old you and the old us. We're never like before & I know things change but why can't we stay the way we used to be? Still thank you for sticking with me until we're over. Well, I hope not. You made my life meaningful and worth all the smiles I make. And honestly, I still need you. Like you need me. I'm frightened by the fact of not seeing you again. Love, me. Simply be there for your best friend. Not to give advice or try to fix anything. Just to be there and let them know that they are cared for and supported. ''Keep the ones that heard you when you never said a word.'' By the time; they're measured by the size of the imprint they leave in your heart. ''A strong friendship doesn't need daily conversation or being together. As long as the relationship lives in the heart, true friends never part. -Anonymous Good friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they're always there. ''Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.'' - Elie Wiesel A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face. I appreciate you, Matthew- the one who is always there when I need a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold, or simply someone to laugh with. ''Friends are those rare people who ask how we are and then wait to hear the answer.'' - Ed Anningham Best friends Accept you as you are. Believe in having fun. Cherish time together. Dream big dreams. Enrich, comfort, and delight. Follow up and follow through. Grow forever memories. Honer each other's feelings. Invite you into their hearts. Just call to say ''How are you?'' Love you, no matter and divide sorrows. Nurture each other's souls. Overcome adversity together. Pick you up when you are down. Quickly forgive and make up. Remind you of your greatness. Smile when they think of you. Thrive on shared trust. Understand when to 'just' listen. Value time together. Walk with you, side by side. Xperience ups and downs. Yearn to stay connected. Zest to live, love, and laugh. It's been said that everlasting friends live for long periods of time without speaking and yet never question friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live, and they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is busy and love is there. I have had many acquaintances along the way but when I met you. I finally found a real friend. You don't know how strong you are until being strong is the only option you have. - Bob marel Remember, you don't need a certain number of friends, just a number you can be certain of. Little things mean a lot. We are friends for life. When we're together the years fall away. Isn't that what matters? To have someone who remembers how far you've come? What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. - Aristotle It was a gusty day, and from the windows of Caroline's top-floor flat, only the sky was visible with its little hurrying clouds. The day when being indoors was meaningful, wasting an afternoon in superior confidence with a friend before the two-barred electric heater. - Muriel Spark When you are best friends with someone, you already enjoy sharing things with them. The heart is just one of them. ''Friendship is delicate as a glass. Once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.'' - Waqar Wadar Ahmed I will see you in part 6 How I feel for my best friend.