i'm gonna call you love | Tyler, The Creator

Chapter 20 part 2

his car.

I skated outside and went to his car. I found him there and he was...crying. I knocked on his window and he unlocked the door. I got in and went to hug him straight away.

"Its okay baby shhhh it's okay" I said to him

"I just can't" Tyler said while sniffling

"Baby you can talk to me"

"No it's embarrassing"

"nothing's embarrassing when it comes to you, you really are so perfect to me"

"I don't wanna lose you"

"Im not going anywhe-"

"I heard your conversation with Thabi and even though I barely understood it. I heard the last part loud and clear"

"I- im sorry Tyler but I'm still undecided"

"You see you're leaving me"

"I didn't say that, I'm still undecided but I really am leaning towards staying baby, in this short time that I've been here I have experienced joy, happiness, care and love. You think I would just leave that behind? And go back home to depression? Sadness? Anxiety? Pain? You make me so happy Tyler I don't wanna lose my only source of happiness, I can't just get up and leave the man im in love with behind...Tyler im not going anywhere okay but let me think about this place okay, I love you too much to just hurt you like that"

Tyler looked up at me with eyes filled with tears and smiled lightly. He leaned in and kissed me passionately like this would be our last kiss ever. I took in everything and fell deep into the kiss. I smiled and climbed into his lap. We made out in his front seat, i grinded on him while he kept his hands on my ass and lightly squeezed. He kept breaking the kiss word by word to say I. LOVE. YOU. I smiled in the kiss and our breathing became heavy. I wanted to just rip his clothes off but I'm sure people were wondering where the birthday girl was. We broke the kiss so Tyler could take a few pumps from his inhaler. He laid his head back and stared up at me.

"I meant it" he said to me

"I meant it too, I really do love you Tyler Okonma. That sounded so good to say"

"I love you too Khanani Mathebula"

"Let's go back in now, and you need to watch your friends. They are some horny niggas"

"Let me guess, Brent and Rocky?"

"Rocky didn't do anything yet but he did have a lot of stares. Brent really was...yeah"

"Yeah he thinks you're really pretty but fuck him you're my girlfriend!"

"YES I AM. AND YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND."

"Okay let's go back in, let's fix ourselves and look presentable ha ha"

"Okay let's go sour cream"

"Lets go Garnet"

We walked back in the party and had a good time. I skated with Tyler for the most of the night and had a good time with him. We started up the Karaoke and everyone was taking turns singing songs. We were all cheering and laughing. It was fun. I got up on stage and decided to sing movie by Tom Misch. I looked at Tyler in the crowd and sang the lyrics, not too far from him I saw Damson and sang but i didn't know if they were for him but it felt natural. Tyler saw my eyes shift to Damson and he looked at him. Tyler was upset. Damson just smiled and watched me sing. I looked back at Tyler and he was gone, I finished off my song and saw Tyler standing agasint one of the walls in the rink talking to some girl.

She was pretty and tall and had brownskin, black curly hair, and dressed up like Garnet but sluttier. She had her hands on Tyler where they shouldn't be. She must be some model friend, but friends don't do this. I watched intently from behind the glass window but also behind a chair so I couldn't be seen. Tyler kept his hands to himself but it looked like he was fighting everything in him from touching her, she kept leaning in closer and closer to his face, and then kissed his cheek?!?