A Life of a R5er (Ross Lynch/R5/Fan Fiction)

Chapter 15 : Can We Pretend Like It Didn't Happen

                                                                                        Loghan's P.O.V.

I feel really bad that I kissed Ross last night and it meant nothing . Well I hope it meant nothing . If Ross thinks something it will be really bad . I can't let him think there is something going on . I'm with Rocky and I'm happy . I turn around seeing Ross beside me . I can't lay here any longer . So I get up quickly and head to the bathroom . 

I decide to take a shower and it will go by faster if I do something instead of just sit in the bathroom . I start running the water . While the water is getting warmed up I brush me teeth . But the one thing that keeps repeating in my head was last night . It's not like last time where I don't remember a thing this time I remember everything from how I felt from every breath I took and how my body moved against his. 

I get out of my thoughts . I slap my self in the face for me to stop . That hurt . The water was getting hot so I got in a washed my hair . I wanted to take extra time in here . It's like I'm scared to tell him or ask him . But I shouldn't be . Only if I have feelings for him . Do I ? . Wait no don't think that I have Rocky . 

I wash my body . I wanna stay in here but now my hands are getting pruny . I get out wraping a towel around me . Just forgeting that I forgot to grab my clothes . '' Fuck . '' I say louder then I thought I said it . I open the door and peek my head out so I can see if Ross was asleep still . He wasn't he was just laying in bed on his phone . '' Hay Ross can you hand my some clothes please ? '' I ask him . 

'' Yeah sure . '' He says I see him get up and he grabed me a pair of skinny jeans and a t-shirt . I also needed a bra and panties but I didn't want to ask him . '' Ross can you hand me a bra and panties please ? '' I ask him . He grabs them as well . I quickly grab them shut the door . I put them on taking my time . I walk out and seeing Ross looked like he was about to go somewhere . '' Where are you going ? '' I ask him . '' Rehersals remeber . '' He said . I feel like a dumby now . Thats the second time that has happened . '' Oh yeah I forgot . '' I tell him trying not to look straight at him . '' Are you coming? '' He ask me . 

To be honest I don't I can't be around Rocky and Ross at the same time but I'm going to tell him what happened . I can't lie . '' Ok well I'll see you later . '' Ross said . '' Wait . '' I tell him before he walks out the door . '' What ? '' He asked me . '' About last night . '' I say but I want to finish but I can't . '' Yeah what about it ? '' He asked . '' Can we pretend like it didn't happen please ? '' Man I keep asking him things . 

                                                        Ross's P.O.V.

Ever since I woke up that's all I thought about it . I thought she felt the same as I do but I guess I was wrong when she asked me to pretend like it didn't happen . I shouldn't be mad at her . She is still with Rocky and I guess that was wrong of us to do it . But it happened . And she can't deny it . That felt real . Nothing fake about it what so ever . I had to say sure . Maybe she just has to figure out where her and Rocky stand first . '' Sure . '' I say heart broken . I walk out of the door and head to rehersals with them . 

                                                                Loghan's P.O.V.

Now I feel so bad that I asked that . And now I felt alone like there's nothing to do . I have to talk to Rocky about all of this after he was done with rehersals . I grab my notebook and start drawing . I always draw the first thing that pops in my head . Which is Ross . I start with the shape of his head . I probably don't know that shape of his head but what I have seen . I might be right . But then I start with his mouth . Then his eyes . Then his hair .