A Life of a R5er (Ross Lynch/R5/Fan Fiction)

Chapter 17 : Time For Apologies

                                                                        Loghan's P.O.V.

I walk over to the table where Rocky is sitting . He looks at me . I try to put on the best smile I can . ''Hi.'' I say . '' Hi how are you ? '' Rocky ask me . '' Good . '' Ok could we quiet the small talk and just get this over with . '' So why did you date that girl or what ever your doing with her . '' I asked Rocky .

'' We are dating and I did that because I was pissed at you but I'm actually happy I did what I did . '' Rocky said . I can't believe he just said that . '' Oh well I'm happy for you . '' I lie . To be honest I'm not happy for him at all . I would tell him how I really feel but if I do then I'm afraid we wont be friends anymore . I still want to be friends . I hope it wont be awkward between us .

'' So how are you doing with all this ? '' Rocky asked me . '' I don't know everything is all mixed up after what happened between us then what Ross said so many things happening at once . ''  I tell him putting my palms on my face trying to think . '' You're probably wondering how it felt when I saw you kissing Ross . '' Rocky says . I look back at him . '' Yeah I am but since I can't remember can you tell me what it looked like because all Ross said it felt real . ''

'' Well I was just dancing then I turn around and see you putting your mouth all in his . It looked like a drunk kiss pretty much . '' Rocky says . I feel so bad now . That I did that . Or did Ross kiss me first . '' Did you see who kissed who ? '' I asked Rocky . '' I don't know all I saw is in the middle of it why do you think Ross kissed you ? ''

'' I don't know but what Ross said today got me thinking that he did it . '' I tell him . '' What did he say ? '' Rocky asked me . '' I can't say . '' I don't want to tell him what Ross said . Rocky will probably say something that will hurt . '' Why ? '' He asked me . '' Can we not talk about what Ross said please . '' I tell Rocky . '' Did he say anything to hurt you ? '' Rocky asked . '' No he would never say that but what I did that I feel so bad of what I did . '' I say louder then I thought . People at the park started to stare .

'' What did you do ? '' He asked me . '' Since I don't want anything to happen between me and Ross I decided to try to get him to not like me . '' I tell Rocky . '' Well just go back to the hotel and apologize to him . '' Rocky tells me . '' I will but can we talk about us first . ''

'' Yeah sure . '' Rocky says . '' So what are we ? '' I ask him . '' I guess friends . '' The both of us get up from the table . '' Just remember I didn't mean to hurt you the way I did . '' Rocky says . '' And I didn't mean to kiss Ross it just happened . '' I tell him . I gave him a hug . I feel so small when I hug him . We both pull apart .

I walk to taxi that kindly waited for me . I sat in the car and thought . I'm happy me and Rocky had the talk maybe it wasn't all we had to say but it was something . Tonight it the concert so I think now I will have as much as I need to talk to Ross . The taxi pulls in . I get out and walk to the door of he room .

As I walk in I just see Ross on his phone . '' I'm back . '' I tell him . Ross looks up at me . He looked like he was crying . I rush over to him . '' I'm so sorry . '' I tell him hold his head up with my hands . '' What's there to be sorry about ? '' Ross asked me . '' For how I was earlier . I regret doing that . Please for give me . '' '' I will always forgive you but do you remember what I said before you left . '' Ross says . '' How can I not . '' I tell him .

Ross stands up . '' You never told me how the kiss was when I kissed you at the bar . '' I tell him . '' I know I thought it wasn't a big deal to go into detail . '' Ross says . '' Rocky told me what he saw but can you show me what it was like . '' I ask Ross . Man I'm doing it again . I really need to stop but at the same time I need to know about that night . Ross pulls me closer to him .