Ross's P.O.V.
What was that last night we kissed but it went to far . I couldn't stop it . What is it with Loghan these days it's where she is all happy with me then the next she doesn't know what to do . It's like she is confused or something . I turn around to face her . She's in her bed and I'm in mine . She's sleeping away .
Today I have to ask her what does she really want . But first I should ask myself that question . Yes I do like her a lot . I want to be with her hold her when she's scared . Kiss her when ever I want . Talk to her about everything . Well I do talk to her anyway . Hopefully she wants the same as me . I see her slowly opening up her eyes . She looks at me and smiles . '' Hi . '' She says . '' Hi . '' I say .
'' So today we are going where ? '' She asks . '' Oh we are going to Amsterdam in like an hour . '' I tell her . '' But since we have an hour can we talk ? '' I ask her . She might hate me for asking but I need to know . '' About what ? '' She asks . '' Us . '' I say quietly . '' Can we get ready first ? '' She ask . '' Yeah . '' I agree with her that we should get ready first because I'm scared to say what I want to ask .
Loghan's P.O.V.
Ok why did Ross ask if we can talk about us . Man I have to find time of what I can do so we don't talk about it . Wait no I can't do that I remember he was the person I could talk to about anything . I can't let that change even if it is about us . I walk into the bathroom . Quickly brush hair and teeth , put my hair up in a bun . That's it I need to talk about it . I open the door and walk out to the bed . I see Ross changing his shirt . He turns around and jumps . '' You scared me . '' He says . '' Sorry but I can't wait any longer to talk so can we do it now ? '' I ask .
The both of us sit on the bed . '' What are we ? '' He ask me . '' I don't know friends I guess . '' I respond because I really don't know . '' I'm just trying to figure it out because one minute you are all happy with me then the next you want nothing to do with me . '' Ross says . That hurt do I really do that ?
'' I'm really sorry Ross it's just I don't know I like it how we could talk about anything and I don't want to change that anything about us . '' I say . I'm being honest . It's better to let it all out . '' What like act like we're all friends then act like we are together or you have my shouldier to cry on then treat me like crap . '' He says .'' Ross if it was easy I would know . '' I tell him . '' What's so hard about it . It's either you do or you don't . '' Ross says .
'' I feel like this is the same thing with Rocky but now me . '' Ross says . I put my hand over his so he can calm down . '' Ross please let me figure this all out . When I was with Rocky I felt like everything was pushed on to me I don't want it to happen again . I want us to work . '' I tell him . I got it out I feel better then keeping it all in . '' Ok because I want to hold you when you're down and kiss you when ever I want . '' That was so sweet . '' I want that too . '' I tell him . Ross leaned in . We were centimeters away . Our lips were almost touching . There was a knock on the door . We pull apart . '' It's opened . '' Ross yells . Stormie comes in . '' Are you guys ready ? '' She asked .
'' Oh shit I totally forgot . '' Ross says . I start to laugh . He looked at me like why did I laugh . We grabed our things and left .
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We got on to the plane . We sit in the same spot as we always do . '' So are you going to go fall asleep like you always do ? '' Ross asks. '' I don't know I might why ? '' I ask . '' Because you always do . '' Ross says . I think for a minute . '' Do I really ? '' I ask . '' Yeah you do then I have to wake you up . '' Ross tells me . ' hmmm I guess I haven't notice . ''
I stare out into the window watching the clouds . '' So why were you laughing earlier when my mom came in ? '' Ross asked me . '' They way you said it . '' I tell him . I really need to ask Rydel if I can talk to her later today .
To Delly - Hi later today can I please talk to you ????
From Delly - Yeah sure you ok ???
To Delly - Yeah I'm fine it's just about someone
From Delly - Is it about Ross
To Delly - Yes but don't tell him I'm talking to you about it all please
From Delly - Don't worry but why do you need me don't you have Ross to talk to with it's best to talk to the person that's it about with
To Delly - There is more to the story I'll tell you later .
From Delly - Ok :)
I put my phone up . '' Who was that ? '' Ross asks me . '' It was Rydel . '' I tell him . '' oh what about ? '' He asks . I just look at him like he doesn't need to know . He doesn't . '' Nothing . '' I tell him . '' Well this is going to be along ride . '' He tells me . '' So are you going to go to sleep ? '' I ask . '' Yeah . ''
'' Oh ok well good night . '' I tell him . Looking at the sky to see if it's going to change . Well it might I never been here before .
A/N = Hi guys what's up . How are you guys . Sorry it takes a long time to post chapters now . A lot of things have happened in my family so I have been going through that . You might or might not like the next chapters it's what Ross does from Advise that a big bro gave . Guess who . What do you think he will do ? Will Loghan forgive him or not ? How do you guys feel about this . Don't worry this story will have a happy ending . Man why am I talking about an ending it's just the beginning . But Vote and Comment what you think ! :)))))))))
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