A Life of a R5er (Ross Lynch/R5/Fan Fiction)

Chapter 31 : He didn't Notice

                                                           Loghan's P.O.V.

After having Rydel and Rocky coming over and asking me if I was okay I had enough of it. I'm upset for two reasons. For one he hasn't even notice that and two her. She keeps flirting with him. He looks like he's enjoying that.

The one thing I need to figure out is if I should leave or not and see if he even notices that I'm gone. Probably not. If I go where would I go. I can't go home. It will be a bad idea. But what am I suppose to do just stand here and watch everyone have fun laughing and just enjoying there time here while I'm over here not having a good time at all. I didn't know this would ever be like this with Ross.

I walk over to Rydel and Ellington to see if they can give me a ride to my house. I'm going to just grab some of my things because maybe she is only here today. ''Hey you guys can you give me a ride to my house?'' I ask. I would drive my car but it's at home.

''Yeah sure is everything okay?'' Ellington asked. ''Yeah it is but if someone asks that again I'm going to scream.'' I tell him. ''Sorry.'' He says. ''It's fine.'' The three of us walk inside. ''Let me go grab some of my things.'' I tell them. They both nod their head. I walk into his room. I just grab the things I need and if I have to come back and get them I will.

I put the things in a small bag that I brought just in case if something's didn't fit. Before I open the door to leave I look back in the room. I saw a pen and paper. I decided to leave him a note.

Dear Ross,

      You will see me again. I had to leave you were having so much fun. I didn't want to ruin that for you. I care for you so much. I can't describe how much I do. I love you Ross and don't you forget it. I'm not saying this is a goodbye. I might be back tomorrow I don't know I just have to do somethings. I wont feel myself  enless I do it.

                                                                                                    Love,

                                                                                                                Loghan

After writing that note I felt better. What I have to do is start talking to my mom. He can't know that. I don't want him to know her. She ruins things. I walk out of the room. I don't see Ellington and Rydel in the house. I look in the front yard. They are in the car waiting. Before I leave I look back at everyone. Again Ross is having fun not realizing I'm gone.

Maybe he will never know. I hope he wont. I shut the door and head to the car. ''Where too?'' Ellington asked me. ''My house.'' After telling my address we left. We were at my house a lot faster then I thought we would. I didn't want them coming in. ''Thanks guys.'' I tell them. I give them both a hug.

''Are you going to come back later.'' Rydel asked me. ''Maybe I just have to figure things out with my mom first.'' I tell her. ''Well call me when ever.'' Rydel says. I start to cry when I walk in. My mom is in the kitchen. My brother is sitting at the counter. It looks like he's doing homework. ''I'm home.'' I say.

They both look at me in a surprised way. ''Your back.'' My mom says running over to hug me. I don't exactly like my mom but I need a hug. I pull away. ''I need to talk to you guys.'' I tell them.

I sit down and tell them everything well not something's. Some of those things she doesn't need to know. It feels good to tell her. ''It seems like you had fun.'' My mom says. ''Yeah I did.'' ''I'm so sorry I have treated you like your nothing I need my daughter in my life after you left I started to miss you I was going crazy I promise you everything will change for now on.'' My mom says.

To be honest I'm surprised she said that. But I believe her. I hug her. My brother is staring at me. ''Sorry I was such a mean brother.'' Ryan says. I hug him well squeeze him. ''No matter what I will always love you.'' I tell him. ''Same thing for you I can't breathe. '' I pull back saying sorry. ''You grown so much.'' I tell him. The three of us hug together.

                                                                Ross's P.O.V.

After swimming for a few hours I decide to get out. Most of my family has left besides the ones that live here. Everyone has gone in the house somewhere besides me and Courtney. It makes me think of when we were a couple. Everything great. The good thing is nothing has really changed. I walk into me room.

Courtney follows. ''It hasn't changed at all.'' She says. Since I am mostly all dry I lay on my bed. Courtney does the same. But she takes off her towel. She looks hot. Wait what am I thinking I have a girlfriend. Wait where is she. I should be in here with Loghan not Courtney. Maybe she had to do something.

I look around and see some of Loghan's things gone. ''What's wrong?'' She asked. ''Some of Loghan's stuff is gone.'' I tell her. ''Maybe she left for a good reason.'' I listen to her because that's what I think.

''So what do you wanna do?'' I ask her. ''I don't know.'' She says. Sliding her fingers on my chest. I started to get goose bumps. We are inches away. I can't do this I have a girlfriend. No I can't I can't I keep telling myself. ''No one will know.'' She says.

Now I feel like Loghan when she had a good side and bad side. Of course my bad side is saying go for it. ''I wont tell anyone it will be our little secret.'' She says with a smile. I lean in and kiss her.

A/N- Well someone has a bad side. There was much more what they did it's just I don't wanna go into detail  if it's someone other then Loghan. How do you guys feel about it? How do you think Loghan is going to take it when she finds out? Just saying I'm probably going to update everyday till in ends. Only a few more chapters. Don't know exactly. Maybe like three or four. I don't know. Anyway vote and comment what you think. Ennnnnjjjoooyyyy :))))))))))))