A Life of a R5er (Ross Lynch/R5/Fan Fiction)

Chapter 24 : I Would But I Can't

Loghan's P.O.V.

I open my eyes realizing I'm moving . I don't remember getting up and going on the plane . I look around we are in a different kind of plane . It's just the eight of us . No one else well the polite . That's different . Everyone is doing their own thing . Riker is on his phone . Rocky is asleep . Rydel and Ellington are talking to each other . Stormie is looking at a magazine . Mark is sleeping like Rocky .

Then I see Ross looking at me . He is beside me . Wow how can I not notice he was staring at me . I look at me . I sit back down . '' How did I get here ? '' I ask . '' I carried you . '' Ross said . Of course he did . '' I'm sorry for bringing up the Rocky thing the other day . '' Ross just blurts . '' It's fine I was just mad that you compared you to him and I hate it when you do that . '' I tell him . He does that a lot . I know how he reals about me . He's not afraid to show it . I am . It is true I hate it when he does it and he does it a lot .

'' Just please stop comparing you to him . You are both completely different people . '' Ok I just said . I can't control what's coming out . My mind is going crazy . I'm so confused right now . And again it's happening one side is saying just be with him you to are happy when you guys are together . The other side is saying just forget him keep him wanting more .

Now I know what side is which . They both sound like a good idea . The bad side is to much . I'm not that kind of person that does that . Wait a minute after saying that it makes me think of when the fight with Riker and Ross was happening and what Ross said . Maybe he has a bad side too . He just listened to that side that time . '' I wont I promise but if I do then you can do what ever you want to do to me . '' Ross says with a smirk . I roll my eyes .

'' Where is the bathroom ? '' I ask Ross . '' In that room . '' He pointed to a white door . I walked past his legs . When my legs are between his legs he blocks me so I can't go past him . '' Move . '' I tell him . '' What's the magic word ? '' He asked with his lips pouted . '' I don't know . '' I respond . There can be a million things he has for the magic word . Lets try Please . '' Please . '' It didn't work . '' Not even close . '' Ross says . '' Ross I have to go to the bathroom please move . '' I ask him being a little annoyed . '' It's something you have to do . '' Ross says .

'' Which is what ? '' I ask . '' This . '' He gets up quickly and turns me where I facing him with his hands tightly around my waist . My hands slide down his chest as we kiss . Ok I don't want to pull away but the same time I do . I have to pee . I pull away . Everyone is looking at me . Even Rocky he looked like he just woke up . That made me laugh in side . I walk to the door without looking back . There is a room with a couch and a TV with the bathroom door cracked open .

I run towards it . When I walked out of the bathroom I decided to stay in this room and relax . Because if I go out there will be lots of questions . I don't like what's between me and Ross . I miss what we had now it all changed .  I lay on the couch . Thinking . I need him so we can talk like we always did .

My thoughts get interrupted by a knock on the door . '' Come in . '' I yell . I don't even look at the door to know who it is . It's Ross . Ross doesn't say anything he just walks over to me and sits . Picking my legs up and having my legs up on his lap . '' I thought you had to use the bathroom ? '' Ross said . ''  I did but I didn't want to go out there . '' I tell him . '' Why ? '' He ask . '' Because everyone saw us and I don't want to be questioned . '' I tell him . Before I could let him say anything I asked him '' Can we please go back to how we were before all that stuff happened with that girl ? '' '' And when you and Rocky were a couple . '' Ross says . '' Yes wait no I mean where we did like each other and not just one of us . '' I tell him . I sit up where I'm closer to him . '' Well it must be you that didn't like me back because I for sure liked you and I still do . '' Ross's words get to me . Okay we might be how it was . I couldn't say it what I was about to say because Ross stopped me . '' Well if that is then I can't help you change that only you can . '' That is true . I could but I can't not just yet . '' Like I said before I'm scared . '' I tell him .

'' I know you are but I will never hurt you ,you know that . '' Ross says . '' I- '' I was going to say something . But Ross's soft lips touched mine . It wasn't pushed or aggressive . It was light . I didn't pull back this time . I scoot into his lap . Both of his hands are on each side of my lap . Then I realize what Ross said about me being the only one that can change it . This is not it . I pull away . '' I guess we're back to our normal thing . '' Ross says . '' Which is what ? '' I ask . '' We talk then we kiss . '' Ross says . He seems mad . '' Ross are you ok ? '' I ask .

'' Perfect . '' Ross says . '' Ross please tell me what's going on . You know how we said we will get it back to normal between us . '' I tell him . '' It's just we act like we can tell each other anything  . But then we kiss you don't pull away then you pretend like it's nothing . '' I could tell Ross was mad at me . '' Then lets make a deal . '' I say getting up . '' Which is . '' Ross asked . '' If you kiss me then you have to do something that I chose and it goes for me too . '' I say . Ross gets up . '' This will be fun . '' Ross says making me laugh .  

Ross's P.O.V.

Okay what was that . We are both mixed up with our feelings towards each other well I'm pretty sure she is . Rydel knocks on the door she says the plane is about to land . The both of us head to our seats . Everyone is looking at us .

A/N = This chapter must be boring for you guys and you guys might be confused . Well one minute I want them to be happy and together then the next I want them to rip their heads off . LOL But what's up guys . I hope you guys like it . I try to make it interesting . Like if I have them just like each other then I don't know what should happen after it . I don't like drama but then again I write it . Weird right . Like I planned chapters but they are so much drama I wrote that I'm not sure I want anymore . With other bands I write about I can have so much drama but then with this I can but I can't hard to explain . Vote and comment what you think . I don't why I decided to have a very short part of Ross's point of view . Anyway I will try to make things interesting . If I can't I'm sorry . Enjoy . Please read my 5SOS fan fic please