A Life of a R5er (Ross Lynch/R5/Fan Fiction)

Chapter 27 : Can We Keep It A Secret

Ross's P.O.V.

I slowly wake up . Opening my eyes looking down at Loghan . It look's like we haven't moved since we feel asleep last night . My head is hurting probably from last night . Loghan is probably going to hurt more then I will . especially from what happened . I kind of regret doing it . Not because I don't want her to be my first or anything . It's just I want it to be special and actually mean something then it was last night . I do want her to remember last night . I need her to . I'm kind of happy that she caught me in the middle of a regret because I want her to be my first . And I want to be her first .

Our legs are tangled together . Her head was on my chest . Wait is that drool . I start to feel the wetness . But it doesn't bother me . She starts to move . Loghan sits up and open her eye's . '' Good morning beautiful . '' I tell her . She falls back down on my chest . '' It's not a good morning my head hurts . '' She says. '' Oww . '' I tell her . I could feel her lips move against my chest as she talks . '' Sorry . '' She says . '' Do you remember what happened last night ? ''I ask her .

Loghan's P.O.V.

I remember everything that happened last night . I'm happy what happened that happened . '' Yes I do . '' I tell Ross . '' Oh . '' Ross says as he looks up at the ceiling . I get closer to his face . '' And I don't regret it . '' I tell him . He looks at me then looks back at the ceiling . '' What's wrong ? '' I ask .

'' Nothings wrong . '' He says . I can tell when he's up set or anything . He's not himself . '' I know your not okay please tell me . '' I say . '' I'm fine . '' He says . '' That's it . '' I tell him . I get on top of him . I'm on him like a straddle . I look into his eyes . '' Now you have to tell me . '' I lean down where our noises are almost touching . '' Okay fine it's about last night . '' Ross says .

'' What about last night ? '' I ask . '' Well last night was great but I feel like it shouldn't have happened . '' He says . I just looked at him . '' That's not what I meant , I meant like I wish it wasn't then I wanted our first time to be special . '' He said that . It does make since that he would say that . I layed on top of him . My face was towards like window . '' I don't care where it is or time or what ever it is as long as it's with you it's perfect . '' I say .

'' I love you . '' Ross says and kisses me on the forehead . '' I remember I told you that . '' I tell him picking my self up . '' I know . '' He says with a smile then kisses me . I kiss him back . My arms go around his next . He is shirtless . His warm body is against my body . It starts to get intense . The both of us roll over no he is on top of me . I pull away . '' Ross ? '' I ask . He removes himself from me .

Now he's laying beside me . I turn to face him . '' About last night and now . '' I say . '' What about it ? '' He ask . '' I do want to be with you and I can but I don't want everyone to know . '' I tell him . '' We can do what Ellington and Rydel are doing where they don't tell anyone only between us . '' Ross says .

'' That's not what I meant . '' I say  . '' Then what are we going to do ? '' He asked me . '' I mean like it's just between us no one knows . '' I tell him . '' Why would we do that ? '' He asked . '' I'm scared for them to know especially your mom . '' I say sitting up . Criss-crossing my legs . I put my hands in my lap .

'' Why don't you want no one to about us ? '' He ask . I don't look at him . '' Trust me I want everyone to know that your mine and I'm yours but I'm scared of what would happen if people knew . '' I tell him . '' Nothing will change Ellington and Rydel share a room and they are together . We treat them as if they were friends . '' He says .

'' Just for now I'm just not ready for people to know okay can we please take it slow with this . '' I tell him . '' Okay fine but we have some smart fans that can figure it out . '' Ross says . '' Well if they figure it out then we tried but I think that will be when I would be ready for it . And thank you for calling me smart . '' I tell him .