Loghan's P.O.V.
I don't want to get out of bed I just wanna stay in here all day . I don't want to see faces . Well maybe if I do get out and do things I wouldn't feel this . I don't know exactly know how I feel . It's like it's all mixed into one . I'm mad but I'm sad . Also happy . I don't know how I can be happy but I feel it .
I grab my phone and unlocked it . I realized I still have the picture on my phone . A part of me is saying delete it and forget him . Then the other side is saying give him a chance . I don't really know which side is the bad and good side . Like I said before it's all mixed into one . So I'm just going to ignore it for now . I just hope it wont eat my alive . I do what I did yesterday put my ear buds in and put music on so I can block out everything else .
All of a sudden my phone starts going off . It's a text from Rydel .
From Delly : So how did it go I'm so happy now .
To Delly :I guess you were wrong what I walked into is something that I didn't want to see but it happens .
From Delly :What did he do well what happened are you ok ???????
To Delly :I'm fine well I don't know how I feel right now but I will tell you later I'm so pissed at him .
From Delly : That idiot .
To Delly : yeah he is but it just really surprised me because he doesn't seem like he would do that I would see Rocky doing it but not Ross like why would he do that
From Delly : I don't know but I will talk to him about it today
To Delly : Thanks but first can we do something today since we have most of the day off
From Delly : Of course I know the perfect place be ready in an hour . I would say act like you don't care or make it where he wants you . Like the idea
Oh lord how am I suppose to do that without seeing Ross . I gotta act like I don't care . Right ? I do care a lot . But I'm pissed . I'm just going to do it and see what happens . I don't wanna wake up Ross . So I get up slowly and head to the shower . Yesterday keeps replaying in my head . I could just act like he isn't there . Should I ? I rinise my body off . I grab the shampoo and put it all over my hair .
After doing all that . I don't hear anything so he must still be sleeping . I look back at my phone at the idea Rydel gave me . That could work . But I don't know how to be that way . I'm not sexy . I wrap the towel around my body . Brush my hair and teeth .
I open the door and walk out the door . Ross still looked like he was sleeping . So I went in front of the mirror . I'm kind of scared to do it . Three . Two . One . The towel drops to the ground . I start to freeze . It is cold in here . I grab my panties . I slid them on . I looked back in the mirror I could see behind me that Ross was slowly waking up . I grabed the rest of my clothes . I put on my bra . '' What are you doing ? '' Ross asked me as he was staring . '' Getting dressed . I'm going out with Rydel today what about you . '' I say putting on my shirt . '' Oh . Are you still mad ? '' Ross asked me .
Is he stupid something because if he knew how I was yesterday he would know nothing has changed . '' Are you stupid ? Wait don't answer that I know you are . '' I say . Ross gets up from the bed . His shirt it have opened . I kept staring . Snap out of it Loghan you're better then that . I look down at the ground . Ross keeps walking toward me . He lifts up my chin . '' You know deep down I didn't do it for that reason that most of you is thinking about just let me explain . '' Ross says .
Our faces were centimeters away . I want to kiss him but I can't . I turn my head . '' I have to get ready to go do things with Rydel . '' I walk towards my bed to get my jeans . '' Well I hope you have a great time . '' Ross says . Ok that was weird not what I was expecting . I dry my hair and put on a little bit of make up . As I was about to open the door to leave Ross said '' I know you wanted to kiss me . '' I look back at him all I say is '' Bye Ross . '' . Today feels different .
I knock on Rydel's door . The both of us go out . '' So where are we going today ? '' I ask Rydel . '' Somewhere . '' She tells me . '' Please tell me . '' It's a surprise . '' Rydel says .
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We get to where ever we are going . It's starbucks . I love starbucks . '' So out of all the places you decide this place . '' I say . '' Well of course . And you can me about Ross and how it was this morning . '' Rydel says . We both get out . I order hot chocolate . That's my favorite . Rydel oders a drink thats ummm a word thats hard to spell . I always get something that I can spell and say . The both of us sit down . The sun is shining perfectly . '' So tell me what happened yesterday . '' Rydel said .
'' Well after we had our talk about how Ross likes me and all I go into the room and see something that I thought I would never see Ross do . Which him kissing a girl and looked like they were about to , wait I don't wanna even finish . '' I tell Rydel . '' So what about this morning ? '' Rydel asked . '' It went well but we were almost close to kissing . '' I tell her . '' I knew it would work trust me I know he is sorry for doing that . He isn't the person to do that . He does love you . '' She says . '' I will believe it when I see it . '' I tell her .
I keep drinking my drink . '' Can we do something beside talk about Ross ? '' I ask . '' Yeah sure but do you want to annoy Ross more ? '' She ask . '' What do you have in mind ? '' I ask . '' Let's go . '' We rush out of starbucks and into the car . '' Does Ross know I know ? '' Rydel ask . '' I don't think so . '' I say .
'' Wait Rydel I can't do that I'm not that mean . I do care . '' I tell her . '' I know you do care and if you don't want to do it thats fine . '' Rydel says . '' We can still have fun right . '' I say . '' Yeah lets go . ''
A/N - Hi guys whats up . I love writing this story . So how do you guys feel about what happened between Ross and Loghan ? I feel like she switched personalities . Well she probably did oh well . I felt like I needed a chapter of her and Rydel besides the other chapter since Rydel is my favorite . Most chapters are just Ross and Loghan which I'm trying to change that . I'm just going to say chapters wont always be like this . Like having them be mad at each other or anything . I don't know exactly when that will be but it will happen for sure . Hopefully you guys like it . Vote and Comment what you think .
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