pretty boys pretty girl/ a criminal minds fan fic

intoxicating

warnings: drug use mention

I finally am getting out of the hospital!! it's been a week and a half and Spencer stayed with me the entire time. The team had to leave to solve a case but when they figured out I was getting out they all came as fast as they could. I walk slowly as I lean against Spencer as he helps me walk, I see the team happily cheering as I smile.
"you ready pretty girl" Derek as he smiles
I nod and everyone crowds around me as I walk to the SUV and Spencer helps me in. The drive was short to the jet, once i got on I started sleeping on the couch of the jet. I slept the entire ride and Morgan woke me up with a smile and said
"hey pretty girl we're here"
i'm so exited to get into my bed and my apartment, I wanted to be alone without all the beeping and doctors yelling and other patients moving. I just wanted to collapse on top of my bed and sleep for a week straight. Hotch told me to take as much time off as I needed, as much as I wanted to take that offer i know my home is the BAU and it's actually comforting to be with the team under some circumstances. While i was trailing off in my own thoughts while Spencer drove he finally broke the silence
"brielle genuinely are you okay"
"i'm fine spencer"
"brielle i-"
"not stop it i'm so sick of everyone treating me like a baby i'm not a fucking baby"
He stayed there silent for a moment and then he said
"I remember my first abduction"
"wait you never told me about that"
"his name was Tobias Hankle, He had a multiple personality's disorder, he suffered from abuse from his father and well"
he cut himself off as if he didn't want to reveal something
"spence it's okay what happened"
"he drugged me and well I got addicted to Dilaudid"
I could see the tear running down his toned cheek as I felt one unexpectedly come from mine. I didn't like seeing him in pain and nor did I like to see him cry.
"Spencer i'm sorry for being a bitch I just guess this is affecting me more than I want"
He pulls into my apartments parking lot as he comes to a stop he puts a hand on my thigh to stop me from getting out the car as the other makes a way to my jaw. His lips meet mine as a slow and passionate kiss takes place, my body felt alive and his touch as he makes his hand to meet the indent of my hips made me shiver. The pace of our kiss fastens as I bite his under lip causing a moan from him as his tongue slips inside my mouth as we french kiss. I try to assert my tongue in to fight for dominance but soon i'm retreating as Spencer makes it clear i'm not winning. After a good 5 minutes I smile breaking the kiss as I say
" i'm already feeling 3x better"
Spencer gives me a cheeky smile as he gets out and goes to my side of the car and opens my door with my crutches in hand. It wasn't a problem for me to use the crutches as Spencer says
"i'm guessing this isn't your first time using crutches"
I giggle and say
"you guess right, i've broken both my legs before"
He chuckled as he opens my apartment door, the plan was he was to get me here, make me eat, and leave but we both know that wasn't happening. We walked in and I went straight to my room to change, these flowy shorts and sweatshirt from my to go bag were way to dirty. I change into a pair of nike sweatpants and a cropped light pink tanktop, I walked out to see spencer making noodles
"hmmm noodles" I say with a delighted look on my face
"yep also I cant cook shit so bon appetite"
"i'm so hungry anything sounds good"
I watched him as he carefully stirred the pasta and adding the butter into the noodles. It was around 8:30 pm and I was tired. He pours the noodles into one of my glass bowls and adds parmesan, he gives me the bowl. I take a taste and it tasted wonderful, i couldn't tell if I was just really really hungry or if he's just a better cook then he says he is
"rossi would be so proud" I say earning a laugh from Spencer

Me and spencer watched movies and ate popcorn for a couple hours before the tiredness hit me. I was nuzzled between Spencer's neck and shoulders, our bodies were right up against each other. I could feel his shirtless body against mine, our body heats mixing under the covers. I was holding off to fall asleep but spencer took his hand and starts tracing shaped into my shoulders, gently rubbing them. It felt so nice I just fell asleep. Finally peaceful at last

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~spencer's pov~

me and y/n were cuddling and I loved every minute of it, she looked so gorgeous as she struggled to keep awake. I start rubbing little shapes into her back and just like that she was asleep. She was a pretty sleeper and I admired her as she dreams carelessly, I just think to myself "why would anyone hurt this girl" I had a death wish for David Smith. I wrap her in my arms not letting her go, i didn't want this moment to end. Then my mind wanders back to the car when our kiss happened, this one was filled with love and intimacy. Sure I wanted to fuck this girl again but I wasn't going to until she's ready because what she went through well no one should ever know how it feels like. Her power over me was high, her love was intoxicating and every second she looks at me I feel adrenaline course through my veins and I feel nervous. The thing she doesn't know is that I had liked her since the day she walked through BAU doors, the ways she talked and the ways she walked made me always think about her. When she laid her head on my shoulder to sleep on was when I really fell in love with her. That night we hooked up I swear I saw stars.

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~y/ns pov~

I woke up next to a very handsome man, oh wait that's spencer reid. You know what same thing, okay i'm done joking. My neck was in the crook of his neck feeling the warmth of his body as i start running my fingertips around his shoulders. The sensation woke Spencer with a smile on his face, which caused me contagiously to reveal a grin on mine. I focused my eyes on the sight of his brown eyes and messy hair
"g'morning" he said with his morning voice
god. that's hot
"good morning sunshine" i said
"that's a new name"
"well you better like it" i said as I got up from the covers as the AC hit against my bare chest. I could feel Spencer's eyes glued to the sight but I put on a graphic tee shirt and the mesmerized look went away.
"you liked that way to much" i said with a cheeky laugh as I went over to go brush my teeth.
"where's my good morning kiss" he says with a soft whine
"I still have morning breath and I haven't even washed my face"
"that doesn't matter" he said
It flattered me but still not happening, I brushed my teeth and washed my face as I see spencer struggling to get up. It was almost like I forgot about what accrued about a week ago
shit I just remembered again