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𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚡𝚟𝚒

Waking up hungover on a Christmas morning is the not kind of life I prefer, but it is what it is.

I was sore and I felt like I was going to die. My head was going to burst as I had my face halfway into the toilet, vomiting, regretting my every life decision.

Happy Christmas to you.

Rae was yelling her lungs out because Christmas is her favorite time of the year and she's hyped up at that time. So much so that she made Jimin dye his hair in half green and half red last night to match the theme.

I don't know from where they get all this energy to do all this stuff. Rae had practically turned Jimin up into a brats doll with a raindeer headband. He was wearing this cute outfit with a half skirt from Celine and denim shorts under it. Above it was a ripped crop top.

He was basically another prop of our Christmas decoration. 

"We stan men with zero toxic masculinity" some wise ass said because Jimin was wearing a skirt.

I went to the kitchen and there Mae handed me a pill for my headache with juice in a very grumpy way. I don't understand her at all at this point. And I really wanna cry.

By the time they arranging stuff, I went back to my room to sleep more because I wasn't feeling well.

The next time I was woken up by an extra cheerful Rae. She wanted to give me my Christmas gift. It was a white sweatshirt that said 'Yoongi Boongi'. I don't know who gives her these weird ass ideas.

There was that. The night came in, we ate our food and decided to play truth or dare. By that time, I was feeling a lot better.

We had a round of truth where Mae and Rae were asked how did they meet. And they told us that in middle school they met during a group project where Mae shouted at the third member of the group project and took Rae to find a new partner because the person was annoying.

We played rounds and rounds of the stupid game until Taehyung decided to dare Mae to kiss me. I don't know why I got so excited about it, maybe because it could have been my first kiss with her. I know we're not on talking terms, I know we fought just yesterday, but I was dying to kiss her.

But she rejected the dare and chose to take a sip from her drink instead.

I don't know why I felt so sad. Maybe because Mae is not someone who enjoys drinking, yet, she chose to drink over one stupid kiss with me. It made me feel like I was the problem.

I didn't want to hear whatever she said so I got up and went out of the house. I really had nowhere to go so I just sat down at the steps of the dorm and I couldn't help but cry now. A lot has happened and this was probably my last straw. Or so I thought.

Mae came from behind and dropped a blanket on me because I was sitting in the cold. Then she sat down beside me. She didn't say anything.

My chin was trembling and tears were falling down my eyes. I wasn't crying in that overdramatic way, I was just...tired.