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𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚡𝚡𝚟

Hello, hi.

Uh...I love Namjoon.

The guy helped me with my lyrics this morning because he has the most poetic brain on this planet and that is the new sexy I don't care what you say. No, I didn't go to college because I usually don't if you haven't already noticed. I think it's so useless to go there and sit in the lectures you never understand when I can simply sit in the comfort of my room and compose and write music with a progressive mind than draining it down the drain by going to University. This way I can audition more efficiently. Trust me, I wouldn't have gone to college either if my parents would have not forced me to.

So... Mae came back! She did!

She's sleeping right now on the bed right behind me while I'm writing this letter on my study desk. I won't make any noise because I don't wanna wake her up, she's had a tiring flight.

Anyways, so today morning I went to the airport with Jimin to pick her up. No Rae didn't come, I have no idea why. I stood there waiting for her and when she came out, our eyes contacted and she stopped there like... I don't know...like she was surprised to see me or something.

Then she approached me and I knew what she was doing this time. I wasn't getting confused. She was trying to look cool by not smiling at me or diving into my arms. I get her now, I know her more. It's like I can see right through her.

But for me, she matters more than looking cool so I yanked her into a hug. This is the thing with Mae, she resists. But when you finally encourage her to do it, she'll be the best one to do so. Like the way she hugged me back, no one else can do it better than her. 

"You're gonna cringe and all but I missed you," I muttered and tightened my grip around her. I felt so warm against her, so comforting and so like home. Her skin is soft and her scent is overwhelming. It's always like that. You know she used to be this unrealistic crush of mine, and now she's truly mine. My person. So it kind of mixes up and gives this rapture in my body. Imagine your most surreal crush becoming your safest place within a year.

I know she wanted to confess she missed me too but some douchébag coughed beside us to disturb.

"I'm here too." He was in a grumpy mood today since the morning. You have no idea how I convinced him to come to the airport with me. No I didn't suck him off.

Mae wanted to ask me what's with him but didn't. They shared a half hug before going towards the car. We all sat in the car, Jimin in the passenger's seat while I and Mae say at the back as we drove off. Driver uncle was here so we didn't drive.

I'm not clingy, okay? I just like playing with her fingers. Everyone says I'm clingy when it comes to Mae because I'm hugging her all the time but won't let a finger of anyone else graze past me. She says she doesn't mind but I'm not! I'm not clingy!