Hold Your Breath
PLEASE listen to the song while you read, it correlates with the theme so nicely.
if the song doesnt come up, its called hold your breath by chase atlantic•
The sheets laid on top of you, providing you perfect warmth, but it wasn't the same as his.
The snow outside of your window coated the window sill in a blanket of pure white. Your mind faded off into deep thoughts of your lover, and how much you missed him.
ℌ𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥, 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔟𝔢 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔢
You held your breath for a second, and reminisced about how he told you that you'd be just fine.
𝔄 𝔣𝔢𝔴 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔰, 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢, 𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩
You both drank a few drinks, you tried to keep yourself in the moment before it was time for him to leave.
When it was time for his departure, he held you close, with every passing second it seemed like he held you closer if he even could.
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔱𝔴𝔬 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡𝔰, 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔡𝔢
It felt like both of your worlds collided, and even though he was gone you could still feel him, and he wouldn't have it any other way.
𝔅𝔲𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱'𝔰 𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔢, 𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩
Still, it wasn't the same as if he was actually here with you. You missed that certain warmth he engulfed you with, you longed for it.
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔢'𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔪𝔬𝔰𝔱 𝔬𝔫, 𝔱𝔬𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱
He was supposed to come home tonight, but it was getting later and later by the minute, and your eyes were giving out.
ℌ𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥, 𝔴𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔟𝔢 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔢
You remembered his touch, his smell, the way he looked, and it was starting to hurt you more than it made you happy.
𝔖𝔬 𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔦𝔱 𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬
You just wanted him to be with you again, the emptiness you felt was building up in your lungs like smoke.
𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔪𝔬𝔨𝔢'𝔰 𝔟𝔲𝔦𝔩𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔲𝔫𝔤𝔰
Two arms slowly wrapped around you, and you instantly calmed down. A cold tear ran down your soft cheek and you smiled to yourself.
𝔚𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔤𝔬𝔡𝔡𝔞𝔪𝔫 ℑ 𝔤𝔬𝔱𝔱𝔞 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲
"Welcome back, Guren." You choked out through heavy sobs. His eyes curled into sadness and his heart dropped hearing you.
𝔄𝔫𝔡 ℑ'𝔪 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔰𝔱𝔬𝔭𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔦𝔩 𝔴𝔢'𝔯𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢
"I'm so sorry." He whispered in your ear. His arms turned you over to look at him, and you stared into his purple orbs, the ones you missed so much.
ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 ℑ 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔯
You buried your head into his chest. You could finally feel him again, smell him, and be in his arms again. "I missed you every day, Y/N." He tilted your chin up to him and planted his lips onto yours.
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔲𝔟𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢 𝔦𝔰𝔫'𝔱 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔠𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔯
You drowned into his love almost immediately. He was your drug and you couldn't let go, You didn't want to let go either.
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥 𝔫𝔬𝔴
You were finally with him again, and your breath was no longer stuck in your throat. He freed you with everything he gave you, and you were completely and utterly in love with him.
And so was he.
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first songfic, ik it was garbage and short but i tried. i sorry
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