Hanahaki
this ones a request i wrote for their book
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The bathroom he was in echoed with muffled chokes and hard breaths. His hands were covered in blood and beautiful purple flowers.
This has been happening for a month now, and it only worsened the more he pushed it to the side.
He understood perfectly what was happening to him, and he knew who it was that put this effect on him. He just knew he could never bring himself to tell her.
His throat ached and burned, his breaths began to calm down. He sank himself into the corner and held his chest.
Leaning his head against the wall behind him, he smiled up at the ceiling as a warm tear fell down his cheek.
"The things you do to me Y/N".
After some time, a knock appeared at the door, and the voice that came after Guren recognized too quickly.
"Guren? You've been in here for a while, are you alright? We have to finish training soon you dork!" You perked up on the other side of the door.
Guren's face began to blush, and his throat started to burn again.
It was another one of his episodes.
Through choked back blood and petals he spoke, "I'll be out in a minute you idiot."
You giggled and began walking away, back to the training center. "Yea yea whatever!"
He smiled to himself and took a breath. He understood how hard it was gonna be to hold it back, but he had to. He couldn't burden her with something as stupid as this.
Rising to his feet, he wiped away the blood on his mouth and washed his hands. Before making sure he was alright, he stepped outside of the bathroom and made his way to the training center.
Upon his arrival, he walked in with his sword out, as if he was prepared for battle. Even though he was smirking on the inside, he kept it up.
Y/N looked up at him and smirked as well, pulling her sword out.
Both of them slowly walked toward each other until their swords were touching.
Guren looked down at the girl, and couldn't help but admire her features. He knew he shouldn't, and soon enough the burning in his throat returned.
Guren swallowed hard, he refused to let her see him like that, especially because of her.
Some time after training, they both sat on the corner of the building and watched the sun set, their daily ritual.
"Guren? Can I ask you for some advice?" The girl tilted her head toward him.
"Shoot."
"So there's this person that I've developed feelings for over time, and I'm not sure how I should tell him."
Guren's heart fell, and his throat burned more than ever, but he couldn't let it out now.
"Tell him, because you'll regret it sooner or later."
The advice he gave her was directed to him, disguised as a note for her.
The girl frowned, and thought about it for a bit.
Suddenly, Guren's throat began hurting more than it ever has, and he couldn't hold back.
His coughs erupted from within his lungs, and bloody, purple petals flowed from him.
Y/N turned her head and gasped, rushing to his side. She pulled him up from his crouched state, and looked back down toward her hands.
Seeing the purple petals that erupted from her best friend, she couldn't help but shed some tears.
She choked out, "Who did this to you?"
Guren let out a dry chuckle, and spoke, "It doesn't matter, I don't have long to live anyway."
She began panting, and Guren grabbed her face. He stroked her cheek with his thumb, and smiled softly at her.
"You can't die, I still haven't told you that I love you!" You began sobbing.
Guren looked up at her with wide eyes.
"You can't leave me, please, I need you." She choked out through her broken sobs. "You don't have to love me, just stay by my side, it'll hurt more if you're gone."
Guren smiled, and pulled her into his chest.
"The whole reason I have this disease is because of you. Congratulations Y/N, I get to stay with you."
The purple petals slowly disappeared, and his lungs suddenly felt free.
Y/N began crying again, but this time they were happy tears. She latched her arms around Guren, and held on like she would be separated soon.
Guren chuckled and tilted her chin up to him with his fingers, and planted his lips on hers.
They both easily melted into the kiss, and parted after a bit for air.
She laid her head back onto his chest, and listened to his heartbeat as the sun vanished.
"You can tell me that you love me now, ya know." Guren smirked.
"Shut up!"
She smiled, "I love you, Guren."
"I love you too, Y/N."
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