Unexpected || Shigadeku

Chapter Seventeen - Mistakes

its 4:43 am here and i cant sleep

Izuku cried silently in the bathroom. No matter how hard he resisted, the omega side of him always took over. He felt so empty. He hated himself. So much.

"I want this out of me!" Izuku yelled in a strangled voice, clawing at his abdomen. His womb was the root of the problem. By giving it up, he wouldn't lose control and screw up everything.

"Deku?" A knock at the door.

"Go away Kacchan..." Izuku said, tears streaming down his face. He wrapped his arms around his legs and tucked his chin into his chest.

"If you don't open this door right now, I'm blasting it open."

Izuku didn't reply. He didn't want anyone near him, much less an alpha.

An explosion sounded, and the door slammed open.

"Deku, what the fuck are you doing on the floor naked," Katsuki said, pulling Izuku into a hug.

"No! Don't touch me! I'm filthy I can't control myself I can't I can't!!" Izuku panicked, trying to claw out of Katsuki's embrace.

"Hey." Katsuki said firmly, not letting go. "You aren't filthy."

Izuku's struggling moves grew weaker, eventually slumping in defeat against Katuski's broad chest. "Yes I am." Izuku sobbed.

Katsuki glanced down to see Izuku's clawed up stomach.

"Fuck. What-?" Katsuki cursed, trying to get a better view of the wound.

Izuku shifted away, hiding the scratches.

"Deku. What the fuck." Katsuki set Izuku down gently. "Where's the first aid kit."

"Lower left cabinet." Izuku said, curling up on the cold tiled floor.

Katsuki got the first aid kit out and tended to Izuku, both of them sitting in silence. Izuku just closed his eyes tiredly. He was so tired of everything. He just wanted... Shigaraki.

Now that Izuku realized that he wanted Shigaraki, he knew why he had let Shoto and Katsuki fuck him. Shoto had a similar scent as Shigaraki, along with the same slight build. Katsuki had red eyes, gorgeous red eyes. Just like Shigaraki. Izuku bit back tears of shame. All he was doing was looking for a piece of Shigaraki in somebody else.

Yesterday had been rough, Katsuki pounding into Izuku relentlessly, going two rounds before Izuku passed out. Izuku couldn't lie, he did enjoy it, but felt immediately disgusted with himself. He really felt like a slut. Izuku sighed.

"Stop your damn sighs. They're annoying." Katsuki tucked the bandage, and started cleaning up.

"Thanks." Izuku mumbled, running a hand over the clean bandages around his abdomen.

"Whatever. Don't try doing that again."

"Why? It's not like I need it. It's probably better if I get rid of it. It doesn't matter-"

"It does matter. It matters to me a lot."

"Oh so you only care about me becoming your baby factory and a free slut."

"No Deku-"

"Kacchan, I think it's time for you to leave."

"Wh-"

"Just leave please." Izuku said it quietly, powering up One for All as a silent threat. The green lightning flickered unsteadily, reflecting Izuku's unstable mood. It would be dangerous for both of them to fight in such a confined space, bonus to the factor of Izuku's unstable mood.

Katsuki narrowed his eyes but left quietly, picking up his shirt from Izuku's room.

Izuku breathed a shuddering sigh of relief, hugging his body. Now that there was no one here, he let out heart breaking sobs that echoed in the cold bathroom.

Strangely, the bond was silent during the last few days. Shigaraki spun around slowly in his swivel chair, wondering if he should visit Izuku again. He did some research, finding that Inko, Izuku's mother, worked odd hours so it would be a problem if he were to drop by Izuku's house in the night. He couldn't just waltz out in the daylight either, the ever present risk of being found out looming over him like a dark cloud. Shigaraki scratched the back of his neck, frustration creeping up on him.

He wished so much to steal Izuku away.

Shigaraki tapped his finger on his desk, remembering the ash blonde boy from yesterday. Shigaraki knew how powerful his quirk is, perhaps bringing a great advantage only if he joined the League. However, there was one problem. Shigaraki fucking hated him. He saw the look of protectiveness in his eyes when he looked at Izuku. It was obvious they were both pining over the same omega.

However, it was also certain that Izuku cared about this explosive idiotic brat as well.

A slow smile spread over Shigaraki's face. He'd just have to capture that blonde brat and use him as bait. It would be believable to the pro-heros that Izuku had fallen into the League's grasp because he was trying to save his fellow classmate.

A believable lie.

Once Shigaraki marks Izuku, it would be game over for the little hero.

He couldn't wait to see the look on All Might's face once he saw his golden boy become a villain's mate.

Shigaraki stood up, pleased with his own plan and went down to the bar.

"Dabi!" Shigaraki yelled at him.

"What!" Dabi snapped, pissed off at being disturbed.

"I want you and Compress to capture a brat."

End of chapter.

Oh gosh i'm so sorry for this short chapter but I really can't think anymore 

jet lag is giving my brain cancer 😱💀

while i have time to think of the next chapter, how about we do a Q & A session? If you have any questions about my writing style, my life, my social security number, me in general, leave your questions in the comments! 

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