MAKE ME STAY (MAKE ME GO BOOK ll)

Make Me Stay : Eighteen

Mina

"Let's end this,Mina..''

"What do you mean—No,Chaeyoung..Please—"

"Let's stop fooling ourselves as if we can still fix everything between us,Mina. We're too ruined and it's because of me. It's all my fault and I'm deeply sorry for hurting you and causing you too much pain.."

"Chaeyoung please..I love you so much,so much that I can take all the pain this love has to give. I love you and if being in pain means loving you and having you, then I'd be more than willing to be in pain just to be with you"

"I'm sorry Mina.."

"Please,Chaeyoung.. I love you so much—"

"But I don't love you anymore,Mina.."

"C-chaeyoung.."

"I'm sorry.."

Tears started to stream down as I witnessed Chaeyoung slowly fading away. I tried to run after her but before I could even do so, darkness surrounded everything

I can't see anything or anyone

And once again, I am trapped in the darkness and loneliness. I feel so alone and scared. I don't even wanna move a single muscle because of this fear that I am feeling amd it's killing me

Chaeyoung,help me!

"Mina! Mina! Mina,wake up!"

I groaned when I felt someone gently tapping my face as if waking me up from a deep slumber

"Mina,please..wake up!"

I slowly opened my eyes and see darkness. Darkness that I always hated but seems to adore me all the time

"Mina? Are you alright? I woke you up 'cause it seems like you're having a nightmare"

Somi sounded so worried but my thoughts were still on that dream. That bad dream where Chaeyoung left me in the dark, alone and scared

"C-chaeyoung,where's Chaeyoung"

"Mina,calm down"

"No,Somi! I need Chaeyoung.. I need to run after her and tell her that I love her and that we can still fix everything—"

"Mina,calm down please.."

"No,please..I need to talk to Chaeyoung..please Somi help me..."

"Sssshhh..it's alright Mina..I'm here..I'm here.."

Somi hugged me which made me cried in her arms so hard. So hard that I made Somi cried as well

"I love her,Somi..please help me.."

"Ssssshh,I know Mina..I know.."

Somi didn't left me as I cried in her arms. She stayed until I calmed down and stopped crying.

I don't know how could I even survive without Somi these past few days especially when my relationship with Chaeyoung is on rocks aside from the fact that I can't see anything other than darkness

I'm so thankful that she didn't let me face all my struggles alone. I'm not even her resppsibility but she stayed when I needed someone to lean on to

"S-Somi?"

She broke the hug between us and gently wiped my tears away. Her genuine actions are making me smile