MAKE ME STAY (MAKE ME GO BOOK ll)

Make Me Stay : Thirty eight

Chaeyoung

A tear escaped my eyes as I looked at Mina's picture in my wallet. It's a solo photo of her in her wedding dress in our wedding day. Her gummy smiles was the evidence that she's indeed having the time of her life that day. She's so beautiful, my wife is so beautiful. I mean, my ex wife is so beautiful.

I regret loving you, Son Chaeyoung. Now get lost and please, don't ever show yourself to me once again. I despise you and I wish you and your family to rot in hell!

I chuckled as warm liquids kept sliding from my orbs down to my face while remembering her words that broke me—no, it actually kills me.

Yes, I expected her to be mad at me but I didn't expected this kind of pain.

I know, she has every right to be mad but somehow I wish she could atleast see that she's not the only one who's hurting, she's not the only one who's having a hard time. I don't have the right to demand nor complain to her but I wish she could atleast understand that I didn't wanted all of this to happen.

I'm also in pain..

I'm also hurting..

And I'm also breaking..

But sadly, Mina can't see that..

"Son Chaeyoung.."

I turned around and saw my grandfather fuming in anger. He looked at me madly before eyeing the empty bottles of liquors and empty cans of beer scattered around my room. Well, I can't really blame him. My room is a big mess just like I am. Actually, these past few days all I do was drown myself in alcohol hoping to forget everything

"Hi there,old man. Done killing innocent ones again?"

I chuckled when I saw how this evil old man's frowned after hearing me adressed him in a rude way.  I guess, he's surprised but he's acting like he doesn't mind at all.

"Oh, wait. Do you want one?"

He stared at me with a straight face so I just decided to throw him a can of beer and as expected, he caught it nicely and effortlessly

"Nice one, old man. Now, what brings you here?"

He coldly stare at me once again and set aside the can of beer. Okay, I guess he hates beer. I better keep that in mind and give him a lot more. He walked towards me and grabbed my wallet and the photo that I am holding

"So, is this your wife?"

"It's not your fucking business!"

"She's so beautiful. She even looks like your late grandmother who cheated on me with another man back then"

Somehow, I thanked granny for cheating on him. He really deserves it. Unfortunately, granny died due to heart attack

"She's not like granny—"

"She is. She did cheat on you back then as well, right? I know everything about you, Son Chaeyoung. I always have my ways and I know why you are locking yourself up here in your room for many days"

I frowned and looked at him. I wonder if he already knew that Mina already signed the divorce papers as well. I'm sure he'll quickly arranged another date for me and his' friends' son if he found out about that