just a book of random imagines or oneshots based on simon and josh :)
will be smut and mature content throughout
yes it's all in lowercase fight me
**first published 19th oct 2021**
**completed**
a/n // smut, swearing. idk how this is so long but here we are, 2600 words let's go....
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it was some point on a friday night, a mutual friend from school's house party that witnessed a sorry simon drowning out his sorrows with alcohol and inevitably passing out on the sofa in the empty conservatory, away from most of the noise.
his best friend, josh, who had been asking around for his whereabouts, creaked open the door and stared for a moment at the sliver of light that shone over the unknowing blonde's face.
with a small sigh, the older made his way over and sat down next to him, placing a hand on the back of the sofa as he rested his chin on top.
he had been having a few troubles recently, or more so a confused conflict in his head, about his true feelings towards the other man. whilst he knew he was in denial, he was struggling to accept what might just be the truth.
after becoming distant and sleeping around with more girls than he could count, he knew there were very few things that would change how his heart felt.
and after keeping this locked to the confinement of his own mind for so long, he wanted to get a few things off his chest... even if the other was oblivious to everything around him.
josh took a deep breath and a sigh as he began to speak quietly, not before checking the door behind to make sure no one could hear him.
"simon... i- i think i might be gay. i've been feeling like this for months now and -" he paused to check for any movement, continuing when there was none.
"i guess that's the reason i've been sleeping around so much recently, i've been so desperate to get rid of my feelings towards you and guys in general. i guess i'm trying to say... oh god i hate feeling this way, why did it have to be you of all people. you're so different to everyone else, in a good way obviously, there's just something about you that means i can't stop thinking about you."
he took in a breath, voice cracking with tears rimming in his eyes. "i think i'm in love with you."
as soon as he said this, simon leapt up with tear stained cheeks and grasped his shoulders before connecting their lips in a hard kiss, straddling his waist.
he was just pretending to be asleep when he heard josh's confession, thinking if he woke up he would never hear what he was going to say.
you see, simon had felt the exact same way about josh for years now, and this was the best thing that could have possibly happened to him.
after a minute they parted their lips, their breaths mingling as they stayed as close to each other as possible, bodies pressed tightly against each other and simon's arms around josh's neck as he held simon's hips.
their eyes slowly opened in synchrony, lustfully half-lidded, simon repeating the same words as before.
"i love you too josh." he breathed. smiles grew on both of their faces, and soon were both laughing and giggling with excitement.
