Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

NO!

Spencer's POV

''Spencer'' JJ spoke, her eyes were wide along with everyone else's. Hotch stood firm in his place, I could tell his heart had stopped also. This was my worst dream coming true and I don't know how to handle it. I never thought this would come true, I have so many plans and more memory's to make with Bell it isn't her time to go yet.

''We have to help her'' Morgan spoke up.

''We can't'' Hotch said sternly still looking at the screen.

''Why not, we just can't leave her there, we have to get down there now'' Morgan was now getting more angry with every word spoken.

''We have to trust that Bell will do what she has been trained to in situations like these'' Hotch clenched his fists while leaning on the glass table, they turned an unhealthy shade of white.

''How can we stand here knowing the mother of my child and my lover is in her last minutes'' I managed to get out. Hotch looked back at me and sighed.

''Reid I know what you are going through, trust me but we haven't been asked to be there, we have to leave it to the other authorities to do their job.'' His look could kill.

''I'm not going to stand here Hotch while my Girlfriend's life is slowly running out of time.''

''We CAN'T do ANYTHING.. LEAVE IT REID!'' He yelled I knew if I went down there I wouldn't have any control over the situation but I needed to do something not just sit here and watch while Bell is in danger, I'm suppose to protect her from these kinds of things.

Silence hung in the air like bad smell, no one talking only paying attention to the screen that held my future. I looked over at Garcia who had a hold of Molly, I sighed and walked over to her. Garcia gave me a sympathetic look but I didn't need her pity at this moment. I reached my arms out and grabbed Molly from Garcia's lap, I held my daughter close not wanting to let go.

The hold up at the gas station went on for hours and he was still threatening to shoot Bell at this point of time none of us thought he would go through with the threat. Half way in of watching we got the call to get this case solved, Turns out the man holding all people up has been wanted for sometime and has been on the run, he has been under the radar for about two years now, nobody has been able to catch the guy until today. I was ordered by Hotch not to do anything apart from take care of my daughter and as everyone was under pressure I did what I told, Molly and I spent the hours in the meeting room, I kept her entertained while continueing to watch the T.V. I needed Bell back here safe and I felt useless, I couldn't do anything to help Bell all I could do was helplessly watch through a T.V screen and hold our daughter tight. I know God doesn't exist but I was praying every second that she would make it out safely.

I was playin with Molly when the whole team came rushing in, they all crowed around the T.V.

''What's happening?'' I aksed standing up with Molly in my hands.

''The Unsub he has made a move'' Hotch stated

''What do you mean?'' I asked panicing

''The Unsub has acted out'' he stated

''The T.V is a minute behind guys'' Garcia stated while her fingers glided across the keyboard as fast as lightning.

I watched as my eyes were now glued to the screen.

I saw the Unsub act out violently and pull out his gun, my heart began to race I felt like any minute it would burst out of my chest which I knew wasn't possibly but the feeling was there.

The Unsub walked over to Bell and with one swift movement her body fell to the ground lifelessly.

Everything around me blurred out, my heart stopped and I froze in time.