Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

Fitness test pt 2

I unlocked my front door and slowly walked in, my legs were aching and all I wanted to do was lay down and go to sleep.
I chucked my things on the kitchen counter and grabbed a drink.
I then headed to my bathroom and turned on the shower, I stripped off and hope in, I stood directly under the shower head, just letting the water run down my body. I closed my eyes and tried to relax but it wouldn't work, my whole body was just tense. I had noticed that my moods had completely switched from being happy and having a good time to pissed off and I just want to be by myself. I sighed
and placed my forehead up against the wall to my right.
Jack was with dad for the afternoon which was good because they never spend anytime together.
I washed my body, hair and face then hoped out, as I wrapped the towel around me I felt the cold air hit my skin, I shivered as I made was over to my closet. I chucked on some sweet pants and a singlet, I hoped into bed and turned on my TV, an interview of some boy band was on, I left it on this channel, snuggled into bed and just lay there watching it, I soon found myself drifting off and I let myself doze off.

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"Bell" I heard someone whisper.
"Bell" the said again.
I slowly opened my eyes to see Jack with a smile on his face.
"What..? ..how did you get in?" I asked
"You gave me your spare keys remember ? And come on I've made dinner" he stated.
I sat up out of my bed and stretched.
"What did you make?" I asked following him down the hall.
"You'll see" he said happily.
I sat down in dinning room and waited for Jack, he came out with two plates filled with food, I felt my tummy rumble. Jack placed the plates down, canellonie was my favourite, it was tube of pasta filled with spinach and cream cheeses, with tomato sauce on top with cheese melted on top with a side of salad.
"Jack this looks a amazing" I smiled digging into the dish.
"Thanks, I actually learnt how to make this in cooking a few weeks ago and plus you needed a proper meal, your eating for two now" he smiled.
Everyone was so pleased and excited for me to be pregnant but I still wasn't sure.
I shrugged my shoulders "I guess" I replied.
"Your still not thinking about getting rid of it are you ?, you'll crush Spencer" Jack stated with a mouth full of food.
"It is my choice at the end of the day, I mean I am the one that has to carry it around and then also give birth to it, not Spencer, not my dad not anyone it's me, I have to do that and I'm not sure I'm ready for such a big commitment at the moment Jack, you'll understand more when your older" I replied taking a large amount of food into my mouth.
"I understand perfectly fine bell, it's only you who hasn't figured this out" Jack spat, we sat there in silences, as soon as I finished my meal, I picked up my dishes and headed to the kitchen grabbing jacks on the way out as well. I placed them in the dishwasher and turned it on, I leaned against the bench and stood there thinking. Why was this so hard and why was everyone putting pressure on me?.
My abortion was tomorrow and my mind was still set on getting rid of it, weather they liked it or not. I grabbed a glass of water and headed back to bad, it was an early start tomorrow.