Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

Lets go to the beach!

Last night Jack and I spoke about this party.
I told him that he shouldn't be drinking. I asked if he was doing drugs and he promised that he wasn't but you could never be sure. I wanted to trust him but I know what teenagers are like.
I rolled over in my bed, I looked at the time 4:30 am great, all of a sudden my stomach turned and I felt liquid coming up my throat, I whipped off the covers and rushed to the bathroom, I swung open the door and sunk my head into the toilet bowl, letting the liquid pour out of my mouth, it burnt my nostril and the back of my throat, I could taste last nights dinner and it wasn't pleasant.
I stood up slowly when I had finished and flushed the toilet, I grabbed my tooth brush and began to brush my teeth, I finished then went back to bed. I felt horrible.
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"Bella" I heard some one whisper
"Bells" I heard again, my eyes slowly fluttered open.
"Bella!" I jumped up and looked at Jack who was standing in the door frame.
"What" I said in frustration.
"What's this?" He asked holding a picture
I squinted my eyes to see better.
"It's my ultra sound scan thingy" I spoke without thinking, I quickly realised what I had said and my eyes went wide.
"Your pregnant?" He asked in shock.
"No" I answered trying to cover it up.
"Bell, you really going to sit here and lie to my face" he said
"Yip" I replied
"Why didn't you tell me, have you told dad?, mom? Spencer?" He asked
"Wait how do you know about Spencer?" I asked confused
"Really?, I heard mom talking about with dad a few weeks ago" he smiled.
He then moved and sat down at the end of my bed.
I frowned.
"No I haven't, it doesn't matter anyway" I stated
"Why?" He asked
"Because I'm getting rid of it" I replied.
"You can't get rid of my niece of nephew" he said in a upset tone of voice.
"Jack, I can't have a baby, I'm only what 22 turning 23 three, I'm too young and besides I'm not made for motherhood" I pulled the blankets up trying to cover my arms as they were cold.
"Bell nobody thinks they are made for motherhood, they only realise they are when they have their kids" Jack had a good point, but what about my job and money?.
"I can't really leave my job Jack" I cocked an eyebrow
"It's called go on leave, you can work right up till your due date, you do know that right, then take the leave when you've had the thing" he smiled.
"How odd you know all of his stuff?" I asked
"How come you don't ?" He said with a cheeky smile.
"I never took interest in this, I was just going to rid of it" I said plainly.
"Do you really think I go to school to eat my lunch bell?" He asked
"Yip, sure do" I replied with a smile.
"Your an arse you know that" he replied getting of my bed and leaning against the door frame.
"I think you should actually sit down by yourself for a day and think about this, it's life or death literally" he smiled and left.
When did he get so mature. I guess he was right I needed to think about this a second time round.
Did I really want to get rid of it or was I just trying to avoid another problem? I'm so confused I know it sounds silly and I sound stupid but I just don't know what to do.
I slowly got up from my bed and opened my curtains, us was such a beautiful day that I just had to get ready and go out there, I could already feel the heat warming up my skin.
I walked down the hall to my spare bedroom where Jack had him self spread out.
"Jack get ready where going to the beach" I said with a smile.
"Really?" He asked
"Yip, hurry up and get ready"
I walked into the lounge and grabbed the phone I dialled Garcia's number she picked up after the third ring.
"Call everyone, tell them to clock out today, where hitting the beach!" I said excitingly.
"Sweet, I love the beach, alright my sugar lump, I'll tell them to all meet at your place?" She asked
"Yip sounds good, don't be too long" I laughed
"I'll try not to be" she said then hung up.
I ran into my room putting on my bikini, then shorts and a singlet over top, slid on my flip flops, then packed a large beach handbag filled with water, snacks , sunscreen and mags as well as a towel and a large hat to cover my face and oh how could I forget my sunglasses.
"Jack!" I yelled
"Hurry up and have breakfast everyone is going to be here soon"
"I'm coming" he yelled back.
I had a few pieces of fruit and I was done.
I grabbed Edgar's lead and clipped it on. I picked him up and kissed his forehead.
"Ready to go out boy?" I said he barked and I took that for a yes.
Jack finally came out into the kitchen and grabbed a bowl of cereal.
As he ate a knock at the door was heard, I placed Edgar down on the floor and opened up the door.
I smiled as I saw Garcia standing there with her large hat on, large handbag filled with things and wearing a summer dress. She smiled and hugged me.
"That was really fast" I said backing up and letting her in, I decided to leave the door open for the others to come in.
"I don't mess around you know that young one" she chuckled
Dour barked and she turned her attention down to the ground.
"Oh my word, he is so adorable, I love pugs!" She bent down and picked him up off the floor and began to pat and kiss him.
"His name is Edgar" I replied eating yet another piece of fruit this time a banana.
"Hello Edgar" she cooed I smiled.
"Knock knock" I heard a males voice say, all if us looked up to see will walking in.
"Will" I yelled.
I walked over and gave him the biggest hug, I hadn't seen him in forever.
"Hey bell, how's it going" he smiled as we parted.
"Great, you coming with us today?"
"Sure am" he laughed
"Fab, wheres Henry and JJ?"
"Their coming, Henry was just having a little fit so JJ is taking care of it" he smiled
"Oh, well um this is Jack, my little brother" I smiled
"Jack, hey" will held out his hand and Jack shock it, I smiled.
"Hi" he replied a mouth full of food.
"Your looking like your daddy everyday" he joked
"Thanks" Jack said with a smile.
"Aunty bell" Henry yelled I picked him up and hugged him.
"Hey little monkey" I tickled his sides and he began to squeal and laugh. Then JJ came in, I placed Henry down and embraced her in a hug.
"I'm sorry" I whispered.
"It's fine bell, well talk later" she said I smiled and nodded.
I looked over at Garcia who still had Edgar, I laughed silently.
"Do you know if Spence is coming?" I asked
"He never picked up his phone" Garcia gave me a sad look.
"Oh" I replied somewhat disappointed, my train of thought then reminded me of the fight we had yesterday.
"Bell?" I heard I looked towards the door.
It was dad.
"Dad" I breathed in happiness.
I embrace him in a loving hug, I held him right as he did with me.
"Sweetie, your house is massive!" He grinned as we parted
He was right it was big for me but it was comfy, it had three bedrooms, a study, dining area lounge and two bathrooms plus the back hard for Edgar.
"I know but it's nice" I replied with a large smile.
"Who else are we waiting for?" I asked looking around.
"Prentiss and Rossi" we all turned around to face Jack who had answered my question.
"What your not the only one who grew up around dad's team" he huffed
"Sorry" I poked my tongue at him.
Just then both Rossi and Prentiss walked in.
"I guess Spence isn't coming" I sighed
"Well let's get going then" will spoke up.
"Garcia, Jack, Morgan... Wait where's Morgan?" Asked dad.
So that's who else was missing.
"Right here and ready for some sun action" he walked through the door.
"Hey Morgan, right as I was saying Garcia, Jack, Morgan and bell with me and will you guys take you car along with Rossi?"
"Fine by me" Rossi stated.
We all headed out the door and I locked up behind me.
This was going to be a good day, I could feel it, I couldn't wait to sun bathe and get my tan on.
The ride there was hot, but once I jumped out of the car, I felt the smile appear on my face.
"Quickly let's find a good spot" I yelled already walking ahead of the group.
"Wait for me" G yelled.
As I looked around I came across a perfect spot, Garcia and I placed our towels down and got out everything we needed. After five ten minutes he rest turned up. They all placed there towels down and started to get undress. I smiled this was perfect.
"Hey Henry you wanna go into the waves?" I asked excitingly
"Yeah!!!" He screamed I laughed and took of my singlet.
"Let's go" I said grabbing his hand and running off down the beach.
"I'm coming" Jack yelled.
Henry and I stood just far enough to watch the waves come in so it would wash over out feet.
Jack stood on the other side of Henry.
"Should we left him up when the waves come?" Jack asked
"Sounds good, here comes one.. Ready Henry?" I asked
"Yeaaaahh" he laughed
We grabbed a hand each and as the wave came up we yanked him up making him laugh and giggle.
"Again" he shouted
"Ready, one ..two...three!" We lifted him again.
This was life.
I wish Spencer was here to enjoy it.