Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

I'm So Sorry

I sat there looking at the doctor, my mouth was open but no word managed to come out. It felt like I wasn't able to breath.
"Miss Hotchner" he repeated
"Um.. No.. No, I'm sorry I need to get going um.. Thank you" I quickly jumped off the bed and quickly placed my clothes back on. I ran out of the clinic and straight to my car, tears began streaming down my face, I roared the car to life and headed to the BAU.
As soon as I got there I ran straight for the elevator, I didn't bother locking my car or anything. It took a few minutes to get to level 7 but as soon as those doors opened I ran out and burst through the front doors, I looked frantically around for Spencer but I couldn't see him, Morgan was the first to see me, he slowly walked over and began to talk.
"Baby girl is everything alright" he asked being only a few inches away.
"No! No it's not I need Spencer" I cried. I placed my hands to my face and cried into them.
Morgan slowly embraced me and I cried into his chest.
"Bell?" I heard someone say, I slowly turned around to see Spencer, I went from Morgans chest to Spencer's.
"I'm so sorry Spencer, I've been so selfish about this baby, I went to the abortion clinic this morning and" I said in between sobs.
"You went through with it didn't you?" His eyes filled with coldness and I felt him tense.
"Spencer, no.. No I didn't. Thats the point, I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to do it spence, I heard their heartbeat and I just couldn't do it" I cried hiding my face in his chest, his big arms wrapped around me and held me tight.
"Wait their?" He asked I felt his steer, I slowly looked up at him.
"Yeah.. We'er having twins Spencer" I say smiling with tears still streaming down my face.
"Really" he asked his eyes light up with joy.
"Yeah" I reply
"Looks like we'er going to have two Spencer's running around" Morgan chuckled. I looked over at Morgan to see everyone in our team had appeared and had their mouths wide open. I then saw dad with a stern look on his face, he didn't look to happy, I looked down at my feet to break the eye contact between us.
"I can't believe this" Spencer whispered suddenly going into shock mode.
"Spence?" I ask.
No reply.
"Spencer?" I asked again.
"Twins guys, we're having twins" he laughed with a smile on his face. I smiled while laughing at him, he could be such a goof sometimes.
I got up on my tip toes and planted a kiss on Spencer soft lips, he placed his arms around my waist and held me tight.
Happiness and joy was flowing over me continuously like a waterfall.