Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

First Kiss

''All secrets are deep. all secrets become dark, that's in the nature of secrets'' - Cory Doctorow

Isabella's POV

After a good 10 to 15 minutes we arrived at the police station, as soon as we stepped into the deoartment it was straight to work, we all sat around the tabble talking of what could be the unsubs motive of why he would be doing this.

''Well it's pretty obvisous that the shot to the heart indicates that it must be personal towards women, he would of been hurt by one within a relationship '' I said leaning back into my chair with a pen slightly in my mouth, when i got frustrated i would chew on the end of pen, i've always done this for as long as i could remember.

''To be able to do this to these women the unsub at least has to be able to be fit, i mean a skinny, lankey guy no offence Reid wouldn't be able to do that.'' Reid shot up from looking at the file and steared at Morgan who had a smile on his face, he continued on ''he's gotta be pretty strong like i said earlier on'' I shrugged my shoulders and ran my hand through my hair.

''So he has to be at least in his late 20's early 30's'' JJ said looking around the room.

''Right i think we'er ready to give the profile, JJ, Rossie gather everyone, the rest of you with me, let's go'' Dad got up from his chair and left the room, we all walked out and went into the middle of the room where everyone was no gathered to listen to our profile.

Reid was first to speak up.

''Now we believe the unsub is living somewhere in this area, close to the mall and is near by where all the victums where taken, so we are going to need watch protrol out there 24/7 if we can, if anything looks out of the odd contact us immedinatly, we also belive the unsub we are looking for is a male in his late 20's to early 30's, he is strong.''

I spoke up next.

''Now as we know he has been feeding his other victums to the women he had taken, as you all may be thinking it is cannabolism and yes you are correct with this one, we think he might be in a cult and strongly believes that this is right, at the moment we don't know who he is, he also might suffering some kind of desiease in which it makes him act out like this way, be carefull and keep a good eye out'' i nodded and my dad started talking more about the unsub, some how i wasn't paynig attention i had blocked him out, instead i was looking at Reid, watcing him. I just couldn't believe he had put me to bed, did he undress me? or did i do it myself? i just couldn't wrap my head around this. This whole time we hadn't spoken a word of last night , i didn't mind that it's just i was expecting some comments or at least a look of some sort but nothing.

By the time i had zoned back in, the confrence had been over and we all walked back into the meeting room to discuss some more.

A sudden vibration was felt on my butt, it took me a minute to relise it was mine, i grabbed my cell from the back of my jeans, it was Garcia.

''Hello my little bundle of joy'' i heard her say

''Hey Garcia, what's up?'' I wonder way she had rang me instead of my dad or Morgan.

''Well i hate to add to your day by giving you guys bad news, but... there has been another murder and they found her at the same park, and also she has the same wound as all the others''

''Gun shot to the heart?'' i asked just to double check.

''Correct my little genuis, but get this she is also an employee at the mall her and her friend worked at a little coffee shack that stood out side all the shops.

'' What's her name?'' i asked

''Oh of course sorry, her name is Mia Palmer and Her friend named Jessica Sam's apperently said she saw Mia leave with her boyfriend and that my little braineach was the last time anyone had seen her''

''Right thanks Garcia'' i hung up my phone, i looked at the tem who were all silent and watching me, i took a deep breathe in.

''There's been another killing.'' i placed my phone in my back pocket of my jeans.

TWO WEEKS LATER

It had taken two weeks to catch the unsub or shall i say unsubs, turns out it was twins, it took alot out of me for sure, i looked around as i saw everyone alseep.

I had spent so much time with Reid on this case and everyday i grew closer to him, we told each other things that we didn't or couldn't tell anyone else, and within the two weeks i warmed up to him so much that we had planed for when we go on our break in two weeks time for three weeks we would spend as much time as we could together when we weren't busy.

I laid down across the couche and let out a heavy sigh, i couldn't wait to get home and lay in bed, to watch a movie and eat junk food, i closed my eyes and tried to relax.

I heard a russle and some movement but thought it might have been someone going to the toilet then i senced someone looking at me, my eyes flashed open and i saw him sitting on the ground leaning on the bit of couche that was free he had a smile on his face.

''I thought you were asleep?'' i asked last time i looked over and saw him he was.

''No I wasn't, umm if you close your eyes it helps to relax and regain your engery'' he smiled and i smiled along

''May i lay down with you?'' he asked i blushed and nodded

''Ah sure here'' i slid back so my back was right up against the couche, i held myself up by leaning on my elbow, Spencer climbed on and laid on his back, i smiled as he made himself comfy.

''i like hanging out with you Bella, your the first person to even understand me and when it's just us i can be myself, you make me a better person'' he whispered, his eyes beautiful big brown eyes locked onto mine and i could feel my cheeks burning red.

''I like hanging with you too Spence, you make me warm inside, i smile everytime i see you, i just feel like i have knowen you for years on end'' i whispered back, we didn't brake eye contact even if i wanted too i couldn't. My feelings now for Spencer now ran deep through me and i couldn't help it, my crush on him was growing after the two weeks i have spent with him there was no way i could ever forget him, i had to know him more, figure everything out about him.

I placed my hand oh his chest and smiled, i couldn't believe we were this close, never before would i have thought we would be pressed up aganist each other like this.

Reid POV

I laid next her she had placed her hand on my chest, i never broke eye contact with her, i know through out my life i have never had any luck with girls and i don't know how i manged to be this close with Bella but i liked it, she made me feel like me, i could be myself when i was with her and she made me smile, when i was with her my headaches stopped and i could start to focuss more and be able to think, i loved the feeling she gave me.

Still looking at each other i raised my hand to place on the side of her smooth skin but as i did so my hand shok alittle, I leaned up and towards her lips and she didn't refuse or move, she was allowling me to do this, she started to lean in and within in under 10 seconds we were but a breathe away, my heart was racing like it was going to come flying out of my chest, i placed my forhead against hers, i could feel her warm breath brush against my lips and the urge to kiss her grew stronger each second within holding her.