Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

Abortion Day

Bells POV
I woke up the next morning only to find myself in a grumpy mood, I looked over at my alarm clock, 6 am I fall back down letting out a loud groan, today was the day at nine I'm would be getting rid of this little fellow for good and not have to worry any more. I slowly pulled myself out of bed, as I stood up I felt my stomach turn and not in a good way, I rushed off to the bathroom and sank my head in the toilet bowl. Letting the vile liquid come out, burning my throat and nostrils as it exited. When I was able to stand I washed my face and brushed my teeth, I stood looking at myself in the mirror. I only then just realised that it was pissing down and there was thunder and lightning, standing still listening to I jumped up and let a small yelp escape my lips as I got frightened by the lightning. I shook my head as my heart was still racing, I turned on the shower, stripped off and jumped in, letting the warm water hit my skin, it felt so nice. After I had down, I dried myself then headed to my wardrobe to find something comfy and warm to wear.
I pulled out a long dark grey cardie that stopped half way down my thighs, I placed on some knee high black socks and some black boots, I then pulled my hair into a messy bun and placed on some make up, foundation, powder, black eye liner which I winged, mascara, red lipstick and blush. I was set to go, I creep down the hall way passing Jack on my way to the kitchen I peeked through the crack in the door, to see he was fast asleep like a little angle. I sighed remembering what he said last night. All he was trying to do was help and express his feelings and I shut him down. I made my over to the sliding door letting Edgar in, he ran straight for me, I smiled and picked him up holding him to my chest, I kissed him on the forehead, I giggled out loud as he tried to lick my face but I pushed him away, I walked into the kitchen and grabbed his meat and placed some in his bowl, he struggled too get out of my arms, I smiled and placed him down so he could have some breakfast. I put his meat back in the fridge and searched for something that I might fancy, though nothing really stood out. I decided to just go with some fruit so I had an apple and a banana.
Looking at the time I realised that I had spent ages getting ready, it was half and hour till my appointment and I didn't want to be late, I wrote Jack a note and was off.

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I walked into the clinic with five minutes to spare. I huffed as I sat down.
"Miss Hotchner ?" A women called out, I turned around and sat up.
"That would be I "I replied.
"Mr fox will see you now, please go to room 2" she smiled, I nodded and headed down the hall till I cam to room 2. I stopped took a deep breath in and walked in, Mr fox was sat at his desk, scribbling down things on paper, he reminded me of dad, I smiled and sat down.
"Now if you could change into this gown then we can get started" I nodded and quickly got changed behind a curtain, I sat back down and placed my clothes on the floor.
"Could you hop up here please, I just need to do a quick ultrasound to make sure everything is fine" he smiled, I hoped up on the bed, he rolled up my gown and placed gel on my tummy, it was cold, I tried not make a sound the doctor adjusted the switches and placed the stick on my tummy. I looked up at the ceiling waiting for it to be over when I heard a heart beat, I slowly turned my face to look at the screen. The peanut I had known not that long ago had now grown, it was much bigger than when I first saw it. Spencer and I had made this, it was a little Spencer. Tear welled up in my eyes, Mr. Fox looked at me with potty as he could see the tears as well.
"Miss Hotchner are you swear you are having twins.?" He asked.
I wiped my head to look up at him.
"What?" I cried.
"Twins" he repeated he showed me on the screen.
To my disbelief there they were, two little Spencer's. Right here in me. Tears rolled down my face, the more I thought about the more emotion I became.
"Miss are you ready for the abortion?" He asked taking the gel off and turning off the machine. I looked up at him and wiped away the tears I had shed.
I parted my mouth and began to speak.