Loving Dr. Spencer Reid

Hotel Room

''Spencer please, I'm fine! you can go back to work now'' I sat down on the hoetl couch and turned on the T.V.

''Are you sure Bell, I'd rather be here with you, than be out there'' He stated I looked over at him to see a worried face.

''Spence this is your job, its both our jobs, you have to go back'' I gave him a reassuring smile.

''Alright well, ring me if anything goes wrong and i'll bring back dinner'' He smiled and with that He left.

I was now on my own again and to tell the truth it was lonely. I missed holding Spencer and having my head rest on his chest, It wasnt the same without him here. I got up and walked around the room there wasnt much to do here at all, not for a pregnant women anyway.

Suddenly I felt a kick, I looked down and saw a foot appear, I smiled and rubbed my tummy. It gave me joy to know life was inside of me. I'm going to be honest it does hurt a little when they kick but the joy and happiness that comes from seeing it over powers the pain. With defeat of nothing to do in this place, I sat back down on the couch my mind filled with thoughts and memories over the Months.

FLASHBACK............................... (Before Preganacy)

''Everything I knew of use to be rain'' I said softly while laying next to Spencer.

''Whys that?'' Spencer asked while making shapes on my exposing skin with his index finger.

''My family was never happy, there were always arguments, Dad was never home, Mom would drink her days away and I would have to look after Jack and take care of him, He's practically my son if you think about it, I still look after him now, I place money in his back account, I go to his Parent teacher Interviews and help him with his school work. At the moment I'm paying off a car for him for when he gets his full and I've placed money aside for him for Collage'' I sighed, I was mentally drained from just talking about it.

''Bell, you don't have to do that, he's not your son, It's your mothers job to do so'' Spencer responded and He was right, I agreed with him a hundreed percent but sadly I did have to do it.

''I do have to do it Spencer you don't understand, If I don't then Jack he has no future and I cant let that happen, I wont let that happen as long as I live. ''

''You have so much on your plate Bell that I worry about you non Stop'' He adimtted

''You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine Spence, I've been doing it for years, I can handle myself, I'm a big girl'' I laughed and he laughed along with me.

''I can't help myself, Your all that matters to me'' He looked me in the eyes and at that moment i felt the attraction more than ever. I sat up and moved onto his lap, I lent forward and kissed his soft lips while he lay on his back.

''I love it when you kiss me'' He said with a glisen in his eye and a smile on his face.

''And I love to kiss you'' I giggled

''Win, Win sistuation then'' He laughed

''Smart arse'' I replied gdetting off of him.

''No stay here, I like it when you sit on me like that'' He smiled

''Of course you do'' I replied

''It's comfy'' He defened himself.

''Who would of thought that the one and only Dr. Spencer Reid would be like this'' I giggled

''Like what?'' He asked even though he knew.

''That you would be into this and be very good in bed even though at the start you were a virgin and still continue to want more nearly every second weekend'' I laughed

''I just can't get enough of you, your sweet and good'' He winked

''And this dirty talk, at work your completely different, people think that your 'A' Sexual''

''They do not!'' he protested but oh how he was wrong.

''You'd be surprised'' I laughed

''I'm like any other man, I have needs and Urges and thats normal'' He looked at me with those beautiful eyes of his.

''You mean like now?'' I laughed looking down at his pants.

''No'' he replied like a child.

''So that's not you I can feel then'' I laughed

''Maybe'' He smiled

''You know for a guy that has a large IQ and can read at least 20,000 words per minute and has three PhD's and much more you sure act like a child very well'' I stated Spencer frowned and with one swift movement from him I was now on the bottom and he was ontop of me and oh how I loved it.

''Take it back'' He asked

''Take what back?'' I asked being all Innocent.

''Take back that I act like a child very well'' He implied

''What if I don't want to take it back'' I asked while I cocked and eye brow.

''Then I'm going to leave and I'll take Edgar with me'' He smiled

''You would never, He's my baby'' I laughed

''Watch me'' He replied he then got off of me and stopped at the door.

''Take it back!'' he demanded

''Nope'' I said popping the 'P'

''Fine'' He walked out and I heard him call out Edgars name.

I quickly ran out of my room and jumped on Spencers back, wrapping my legs around his waist.

''I take it back, I'm sorry I DON'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE'' I said louldy while laughing.

''That's what I thought'' He laughed he then walked back to the bedroom and we started to make out.

''I love you'' He said inbetween kisses.

''Don't ever let me go'' I replied planting a kiss on his lips.

''Never'' He whispered

FLASHBACK OVER...........................

We spent so much time together, you could never split us apart.

I placed my hands on my tummy and started to rub, this had been a habbit since being pregnant I don't know why but I feel like it had to be done every hour at the least. I tried to relax but I just couldn't I always worried when Spencer was on a job, What if he got hurt or worse even left this planet, I couldn't have that, I wouldnt cope.

''Don't ever let me go'' I whipered to myself and I could hear Spencers Voice in my mind replying with a soft whisper of the words ''Never''