Confused

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Niall's POV

After telling your parents you biggest news, and they excepted you, you feel relieved. If my dad or mom didn't support me, I would be crying rivers right now. And still I won't blame Harry for this. I was stupid enough not to notice I have female parts.

But wait! Why is this male pregnancy happening now? Well, Harry and me already dry humped each other a lot and maybe fucked once? Yeah, that was with a condom!

Why the hell am I thinking about this? The past is the past! And again Harry isn't a whore! I was almost upset when Anne glared at him. I really felt bad for Harry. People have to except, that we didn't know about it, but no one listened.

Okay, so the past week was ok and I am happy. Even it was weird to say, but my baby bump grew a tinny whinny bit and I noticed it.

Wow, I can't even imagine, I have a baby growing in me. It's really amazing how females feel that. Ok, I am not a female, but experiencing something like that makes me happy. Knowing that you have a baby that you will carry for 9 months and they will be born. How amazing that would be, having little babies with Harry and starting your own family.

But sometimes I felt pitiful for some women. Some of them die, because of pregnancy. Some of them get their baby killed, after taking care of him for 9 months. I am really scared something like that would happen. Like, imagine you have done a lot of work to keep the baby healthy and safe, but at the end, the doctors can't rescue the baby and it dies or comes out unhealthy.

Women always cry about these things and I am really horrified about it. What would happen if that happens to me? If the baby dies? It's still early to think about that, but it's really frightening.

Laying on the bed, staring at the ceiling as I hear Harry's soft snores. I kinda find Harry cute when he snores. He once told me his bad habit is snoring and that day I laughed a lot with him. It's only good company. I love Harry's company.

"Oh, Niall" Harry wraps his arms around me tighter and I chuckle. He must be dreaming.

"I am not dreaming. When I look at you I see you thinking. What's going on in that beautiful mind?" He asked and I chuckle again.

"Thinking about the baby" I lay a hand on my stomach, it's still the first week, but I feel glad. I look at Harry, to see him smiling. He put his hand on mine, while stroking my knuckles with his thumb. I sigh thinking again.

"What if the baby comes unhealthy?" I blurt out my earlier thought, wanting to know what he would do. Harry tensed a little, but smiled. I think he wasn't expecting that.

"We will keep him if you want. We will take good care of it, so we will try our best to make it healthy" he kissed my cheek and I smile. I think this wouldn't be that hard as I imagined.

"But what of it dies? Or the pregnancy will fail?" I asked and he gripped my hand.

"Don't think that way! You won't go anywhere. Even the baby couldn't make it, we still have each other" he gave me a cold stare. Even in the dark I could see his beautiful emerald eyes.

"I won't think about it again" I promised and his expression softened.

"Everything for you, love" he kissed my lips.

"Now go to sleep and don't think about anything. Just you and I"

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A/N
Sorry to be annoying, but is really Selena Gomez dating Niall Horan??? I can't even bear it in my mind. I love Selena and Niall, but... Why? Why can't Harry marry Niall and marry happily ever after??? Ok I am going far away! Just comment if you think Selena and Niall make a good couple.

P.S Harry and Niall make the BEST married couple actually ;)

P.P.S vote and comment!!!

Nancy