Confused

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A/N
Salut les copines!!!!
This is hello my friends in French, if you don't know :P

Nothing new. I won't rush anything, just a little fluffy chapter would be nice,right?

Am I right or am I right? ;)

Enjoy x

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Niall's POV

I groan, trying to get a good position, laying on my left side to see the window. I really hate it when the baby starts to kick and my back hurts as hell. I have a cramp in my legs now. I don't know how, but I feel so sick and I can't move properly. I want to yell for help, but I can't find my voice.

"Harry" it came above a whisper and I arch my back, trying to get it to crack a little. It did, but the pain was worse. I lay my back on the mattress again and wipe my forehead from the sweat.

My next feeling is a hand gripping my hand. I relax a little when the hand massages my knuckles. I look to my left to see Harry.

"I am here" he blinked slowly and I smile. I couldn't move, but he did. He cuddled in my side and I felt these butterflies. It's a new feeling, having him cuddle in me. It's always me cuddling in him, now it's the opposite and I love it.

"Don't worry about anything" he puts his head in my neck and he massages my left hand. I smile looking at him.

"I love you"

"I love you too" he planted a kiss on my cheek and I smile more.

"What do you think the baby will be?" I asked him and he pondered.

"I don't know. If it's a girl I am happy, if it's a bit I am also happy" he held our hands in front of his face and kissed the back of my hand. I blushed a little, while smiling.

"You know. I want this baby to be our beautiful structure" I wondered and he smiled.

"It will be because it's the bond of us to start a family" he laid his other warm hand on my stomach and I felt relived. But again something bothered me about the baby topic.

"Please don't think about anything negative" Harry said.

"It's not good for your health and the baby" he massages my shoulders now.

"That feels good" I smile and he chuckled.

"I know you have these cramps and back pain now. What about you sit up and I help you?" He suggested and I hum agreeing. Harry gives the best massages.

I sit up and he positioned me, so I am between his legs and my back facing his chest. He starts massaging my shoulders and I hum in pleasure.

"Did you take the painkillers?" He asked and I blush, shaking my head.

"Awh Niall" he groaned and I giggle.

"I'll bring it to you,stay still" he moved out of our comfortable position and went downstairs to get the pills.

Still the baby topic annoyed me. I am worried that Harry will leave me. I know he won't, but something is bugging me about the baby. I hope Harry won't leave and the baby is born healthy and calm.

Oh, what if the baby is growing as slut for a girl or an asshole for a boy? Oh my god. I never thought about that before, but thinking about it now made me panic more.

"Niall!" Harry called from the door.

"Yes?" I said.

"Stop panicking" Harry said sternly, giving me the pills and a glass of water.

"What are you thinking about, through?" He asked and I shrug.

"I only think about how the baby will grow with us. Will we be responsible to handle a big topic as 'our baby'?" I asked him and he smiled.

"Niall, if we ever need help we have our mothers for advice or fathers for strength. Both of us know, they would gladly take care of the baby with us" Harry kissed my lips and I smile.

"You're right" I told him, swallowing my pills down with the water.

"Here you go. Some hot tea, to calm yourself" he gave me the mug and I thank him.

"I don't know what will I do without you" I whispered and he smiled shorty.

"Me neither" he kissed my cheek and I peacefully drink my tea.

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A/N
Short but gold! That's a bad rhyming anyway xD. How I am not late.

I was really busy dealing with the thought Zayn left one direction :'(. It made me cry rivers out of my eyes, when I saw the news on Facebook.

Harry cried in a concert and Louis was wrapping his arms on an 'imaginary zayn'. My heart literally broke to little pieces when I read this concert news.
Please Zayn, the boys need you and we do too.

:'(

I am sorry for the drama but I can't get over it.

Nancy xoxo