Confused

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Niall's POV

When you're pregnant and you can't move around from your position on your bed, of course you have to think of something to pass time, right?

I am doing that lately a lot this week. Just pondering about what will the baby look like when it's born!?

Don't call me weird because a lot of women do that. And I respect them for that. I never thought, I would ever experience the feeling when the female gets pregnant.

Think about it. Imagining you're pregnant now and you're holding a baby in your arms after all the painful 9 moths. This is all worth it. The embryo is worth the pain.

Because.... having a baby of your own, not adopted not stolen or anything. It's yours, blood related, maybe they'll have the same eye or hair color like you. Amazing right?

Ok, maybe I am the first pregnant boy on the whole world but that doesn't mean I am weird. Actually I think I am, but through, I am just the same human I was before I got pregnant. It's only these female parts, nothing more.

Two months passed already with the cramps and back pain. I was trying to deal with these things, even through I took the pills. They don't make the pain vanish in seconds, it takes time and that's why I always face palm, when my back hurts. Trust me, Louis told me I am a girl on her period.

To be honest, I laughed it of. It was actually the truth. Am I right when I say, girls have these horrible pain in their back when they're on their period? I always pray for every woman who is dealing with these pregnancy things,everyday I rub my little bump.

The good news are,it's starting to be visible and today we will go to doctor Will. Right now, I am in bed as I said before with Harry scrolling on his laptop. Curiosity killed the Niall. That's stupid, but I am always curios like a cat.

"What are you doing?" I asked him sitting up a little,to drink my hot chocolate.

"Just looking up something" he still didn't look at me as his eyes glue more to the screen.

"You know, you'll have a headache if you keep looking at the screen that way" I shrug as I focus on my hot chocolate. It's so yummy and I want another after that one. Thanks to Harry, my lovely chef!

"You're right" he closed his laptop smiling at me.

"Good. Now... what were you-" I was cut of by a grunt coming out of my mouth.

"What's wrong?" Harry rushed to me and I smile, wiping my eyes from the single tear that slipped down.

"Nothing" I whisper taking Harry's hand in mine, as I put his hand on my clothed stomach. The baby is kicking. When Harry felt it he smiled, looking at me as I smile back. He takes me in his arms as we hug for a while.

"I know the baby will be beautiful just like you" he whispered and I kiss his cheek, while he exchanged it with a peek on my lips.

"I love you" I mumble looking at his eyes, to see that twinkle in them.

"I love you too"

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"Well hello Harry and Niall. It's really nice to see you after 2 months. Take a seat" we sit and he smiled at us looking at the paper in front of him.

"Okay. Now we made some research about your case Niall and we knew it's positive to have a male getting pregnant. So don't worry, you're not the only one who's been through this. We also wanted to know a couple of informations about it and it says, male pregnancy lasts shorter than the female ones. Turns out your baby, gentlemen, will be born in a couple of months later. Maybe 3 or 4, but we're not sure yet. So why don't we see exactly?" Dr. Will smiled at me as he gestured the bed. I nod, walking over it and laying down.

"Ok Niall. How do you feel about the pregnancy?" He asked me, closing the curtains and I smiled.

"I am fine. I always take the pills daily and it helps me with the pain. But..." I take a breath.

"But?" He repeated after me.

"The baby starts kicking already" I said.

"Oh..." Dr. Will seems surprised.

"Well, I only want you to relax. No worries,no nothing. Just relax, while I take some notes" he puts something on my stomach, maybe jell and then this machine I never saw in my life. It was sticked to my stomach and it shows me something on the tv in front of me. Well I am a man, how could I know all these stuff.

"Wow, the baby already is half grown!!" He scratched the back of his neck, standing up awkwardly.

"Is it bad or good?" I ask getting worried.

"No no no no no! Don't worry. I don't want you to be exhausted" he said patting my head lightly.

"Harry has the right to know. I'll let him in while I do some research again. Remember, don't worry or stress, only for the baby!" He warned and I nod smiling. Dr. Will seems so caring.

"Niall, what's wrong?" Harry walked through the curtains and looked at me. I point to the tv, trying to show him our baby.

"Oh my..." He put both of his hands on his mouth.

"I can't believe it's him or her..." He looked down at me with a fond smile and kissed my forehead.

"The baby will be born early" Dr. Will said walking towards us.

"What do you mean, doctor?" Harry asked.

"You only got 3 months. Turns out, male pregnancy is way too fast to make an embryo grow. Women take 9 months. Male take 5 to 6" Dr. Will said and I panic.

"Niall,don't worry. You have to be calm so the baby won't take a longer time and comes out unhealthy. We need you to relax, while the three months pass" he helped me with that machine and wiped of the gel.

"Next appointment,we'll know if it's a girl or a boy. See you gentlemen the next week" Dr. Will waved as we walk out of the building. The car ride was silent, which was weird because we always laugh at lame jokes, while we are together. But I think Harry is trying to give me space.

"Niall. I have a question" he asked all of a sudden, which made me startled a little.

"Hmm?" I hum,looking at him. He but his lip then sighed.

"Do you know how will we take care of the baby?" He asked and I focus a little.

"It's fine. As long as we both do the parenting together, the baby will be normal as the others" he smiled, looking at me briefly and then on the road. Harry parked the car in his house as we sat in our places, not moving.

"I feel happy that we're connected with something" he turned to me putting his hand on mine, that was situated at my little bump. I smile, as he leant in, kissing me on the lips. But it wasn't to my favor because it was short.

"Awwwh" I pout and Harry laughed, leaning in again and kissing me just like I wanted.

"I love you to the moon and back" he whispered looking down at me.

"Me too" I peek his lips and we went of in his house.

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A/N
I can't believe I am alive. Lmao!
Actually I didn't get information of male pregnancy, so I said... why don't we make it more different than the female? It will be much fun, but there could be drama. I said COULD!!!

Not sure ok. Anyways luv u!

Nancy