Confused

~19~

A:/N:
I am speechless after what I wrote in this chapter. What do you think about the gif? I don't have anything to say. 👋 bye...

-enjoy

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Niall's POV

I am still in the hospital waiting for Harry to wake up. It's about 2:35 in the morning and all the boys left. I was the one who made Harry like this. He's a mess. I could see his visible ribs. His black deep bags under his eyes. I am so fucking bullshit. I made him this way. Praying he will be alright I sigh looking at the ground and reminding myself of the beautiful memories we shared. We were like one but there is something pulling me back. I like Harry but I didn't reach the love limit. It's making me look dumb actually. Of course I have to love him. All what he did to me, he deserves more than what he gave me. Harry toke me around London and I had a lot of fun. Thus he was such a sweetheart. But sometimes a sassy ass. And sometimes a fag. It's mixed. But I still love him. I couldn't tell him now. I'll have to trust him and then spit it out, because like Louis said... I actually don't know what love feels or is. And that's bad. Truly bad.

I snap my head up when I hear the beeping going fast. I could see Harry's body shiver and I panic. I can't do anything. Until I saw Harry coughing and opening his eyes in shock sitting up and his breath is uneven. I gulp and look at him in surprise. Wow, he woke up.

"Niall?" He looked at me and I sigh nodding.

"W-why are you here?" He asked

"Why am I here?" He asked again.

"You fainted and fell in a coma" I said and his expression didn't change. Still shocked and he laid back again.

"I-I fainted?" He stuttered.

"Yes...." I didn't dare to tell him what the doctor said. He'll be horrified and I'll cry again. I still can feel my tears going down my cheek. I whipped it away before he could see me.

"W-where you crying?" He asked stuttering and I suck my bottom lip in. I can't tell him, right? I'll be a murderer! Without saying a word he took my hand in his and tightened the grip.

"Don't cry!" His voice deepened. I couldn't hold it. I burst out crying. He held me to his chest and I tried to calm down. When he placed a kiss on my forehead, I calm down. Like his kisses were some poison to me. He makes me go crazy or calm by just an action. I am head over heels for Harry but I can't get over the thought he avoided me for 2 weeks. It was 2 weeks that I tried to dump the love I have towards Harry but I couldn't. It's only getting stronger. It's like increasing in my body. Filling every lonely part in me. It's awful and calming at the same time. I'll have to admit to Harry that I love him. It's better when I say it sooner than later.

"Niall? What happened?" He asked voice going back to normal. He moved a little to the side and pats on the empty place, telling me to lay here. I obey and put my head on the place I can hear his heartbeat. I am hearing the beeping and the beat of his heat at the same time. Good thing it's steady.

"The doctor told us you were in a coma!" I reminded him again and he sighed.

"Us?" He asked and I close my eyes.

"Louis, Liam, Zayn and me" I said and he nods.

"I like you Niall" Harry said and I tilt my head up to look at him in the eyes.

I smile "I like you too, Harry" I replied making him smile.

"Let's start over" Harry said.

"Agree" I agreed and he grinned.

"Hello. I am Harry Styles. I am 20 years old. I used to live in Holmes chapel and I have a older sister. But now I am in hospital and Niall my date, is telling me I was in a coma" I chuckle at how cute.

"My date?" I smirk and he laughed coughing at the end.

"Yeah, just for now. You don't know what will happen after I get out of this gown" he smiled and I smile. I don't want to tell him that he's near death because of the stupid me.

"Anyway. I am Niall Horan. I am 21 years old. I used to live in Mullingar, Ireland but now I live in London. I have 2 best friends,Liam and Louis. But now I am stuck with my date, Harry Styles in a hospital. Waiting patiently to make Harry Styles go out" Niall winked at Harry causing Harry Ty peek Niall's cheek.

"Niall can I ask you something?" Harry whispered sweetly and I hum.

"Yea, sure" I open my eyes.

"Can I... Kiss you?" He asked and I chuckle.

"Of course you can" Harry smiled and leaned in to kiss me. When we were kissing I thought of how much I missed these lips on mine. The taste of it made me think that I am in heaven for about 5 minutes.

"I love this" Harry pulled of and I smile looking up at him lovingly.

"Me too" I said.

"I missed you" Harry said and I laugh.

"I do too. A lot actually. I was dumb to make it big"

"And I was stupid for avoiding everyone" Harry sighed. I brush my fingers in his hair that is swept to the back.

"As long as we are together, nothing will happen to us" I exclaimed and he nods.

"Right"

"You won't leave me Harry Styles?" I closed my eyes and opened them slowly.

"I won't. And never will" Harry said smiling down at me.

"Promise?" Niall pouted and Harry laughed.

"Promise. Baby boy" my eyes went wide from shock.

"Don't call me that!" I warn and he laughs.

"You like it" Harry winked and I growl pouting again. Harry leaned in and bit my bottom lip pulling it. I moan and he leaves it.

"It's nice to hear your moans again" Harry smiled proud of himself.

"And I am happy to see your sexy side" I wink sticking my tongue out and he sticked his tongue back. I laugh after that

"Not funny" he raised and eyebrow.

"It is because you're my daddy" I said making him laugh.

"Shut up kitten"

"I won't unless you kiss me again" I tease and he groaned smiling. He leaned in and kissed me just like I wanted it.

"Happy?" He asked

"A lot. By the way it's still 4 in the morning" I said and Harry laughs.

"Go home kitten. I'll sleep. Just come visit me again" Harry said patting my head. I leave his hair and stand up.

"Will miss you" I peek his lips and he waves at me.

"Me too" Harry smirks blowing me a kiss while I smile waving my hand at him. I step out of the room and close the door behind. Me.

"I love you daddy" I mumble walking out of the white building.

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A/N:
There is a long way to the point. We want them to say 'I love you're each other. But it will made a little later than expected because... Harry---*cough*--- hospital. I am a lazy ass, sorry if I made any mistakes.

Hope you liked it.

P.s--> are you speechless like me? This chapter is full of fluff and a little kink. I love it! I am fangirling right now!

-Nancy xoxo