Confused

~16~

A/N:
Argh, I am just like Niall. Angry and confused. Jk, I love ya all!!!!! I am sorry guys. This is the third chapter today and I feel tired. So I might be lazy. It's a little shorter than expected. Hope I am not that lazy all the time :P I am actually.

Zayn's POV

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Zayn's POV

I couldn't believe what just happened!? Is really Niall kissing me. I thought it was a dream but there is reality. Finally Niall thought I am the right one for him. First when we were drunk I kissed him. But his breath isn't full of alcohol. It's like mints. I love this smell. Ok I am overreacting.

"I could've done that before" he whispered and I smile at him pulling him inside the house and closing the door.

"I am sorry Zayn for making you wait!" He sighed and I cough. I think I've been staring at him for too long.

"Oh, it's ok" I sat on the couch beside him while he put his head on my shoulder.

"I gave up" he whispered.

"On what?" I was shocked. Why would Niall give up? He's Irish and happy , right? My little sister was the one telling me that Irish people are always happy.

"On everything. On my dad, Louis, Ashton even Harry" he said.

"What happened to all that?" I swung an arm around him feeling guilty for doing the bet Ashton gave me.

"Louis is spying on me to check if I am gay or bi to tell my dad" he whispered very low I slightly hear.

"That's awful" I frown and he nods.

"I know. Ashton is playing a game on me. I know that. He's up to something" I gulped at that and shake my head. Ashton is in real trouble.

"What 'bout Harry?" I was sad because my best friend lost a beautiful person like Niall. But at the same time I was happy to have Niall. It's like mixed feelings. When I always think about it, deep down there is something telling me to not take someone that is already taken. Mom always taught me to never steal something or someone from another. But when it comes to Niall, I am sorry I can't leave that.

"He's just a fag. He left me all alone these 2 days without even talking to me. I don't even know the reason why he's not talking to me. I don't want him to avoid me" Niall frowned and I just watched him shift uncomfortably.

"I am sorry Ni. I could always help"

"No. I don't want you involved in this problem. It's just.... Really making me feel pathetic"

"You're not pathetic. And that's the truth" I fought and he laughed. At least a laugh. His day is bad. Really bad.

"Woof" true husky puppy jumped on my lap and I smile.

"He's a cute little puppy just like his owner" I said and Niall laughed. This is a pure laugh now.

"Woof" Fluffy liked my chin and I laugh.

"I am sorry Zayn"

"It's. Not. Your. Fault. Ok?" I said and he nods. Then it hit me..... Ashton wants me to make Niall love me to crush Harry's heart and make him hate me. Then we both will fall in a battle and who wins nails heart will take him forever. Nooooo, I hate that. No, I can't be doing that. I can't just do that. I am not a bad guy. I don't want to be a bad guy.

"I guess he's your dog also. Right now" he said and smiled. I just stay silent because I am in shock. I only fake a smile because I really am going to mess with this Ashton. I was really stupid and dumb to think that I'll be Niall's forever. No! Harry always talked to me about Niall. When we were at the roller coasters Harry was looking at Niall with love. Pure love. Not fake love!?

"Niall? Can you stay here? I have to go talk to someone?" I said.

"Uh, ok don't be late. I don't want to feel alone!" Niall said and I put Fluffy on his lap.

"It's ok. I'll be back......soon" the last word was a whisper because I know this will take too long"

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A/N:
Oh it's what you do to me!!!
Oh it's what you do to me, what you do to me!!!

That's wired but thank you all. 4th chap the same day. I can't believe I am actually doing that. Anyway love you. And a lot of kisses from me xxxxxxx. (That's the reason why I put kisses and hugs after my name xP) I hope this is not very short.

-Nancy xoxo