Confused

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A/N
Thank you for the votes. Made my day actually. Even thru they are three I am happy XD. Maybe there will be a double update if you get this chapter to mm... 5 votes and 2 comments? Thx again.

The gif is the baby right now!!

Sorry for any mistakes.

Enjoy x

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Harry's POV

I watched as the baby boy slept safely beside me. Niall isn't next to me and I feel very guilty. I have caused all this and I deserve all of what he's gone through. Just looking at this angelic baby sleeping in front of me makes me more guilty. Knowing that this embryo is a beautiful sketch. Just like a son of Aphrodite. More beautiful than her even... No kidding!

I just can't believe Niall is in a come and here I am laying, watching our baby sleep safely next to me. It feels so wrong without him. That's not even a family. There is no family without him. I still keep staring at the beautiful baby to realize his hair has grown more longer and thicker. I hope he has better hair than mine. Because in the morning I wake up with a birds' nest on my head.

Harry stop blabbering about stupid things and get some sleep before you see your boyfriend.

I always remind myself to sleep. What's the point to sleep, if you are over thinking every single moment you had with your lover? But I am scared, if I sleep I'll squish the baby and things will happen. So no for sleep. Not now. I don't have the a crib for the baby. Not even this milk so he can drink. Ugh, what a great father am I.

I sigh, laying my head on the pillow and wrap my arm around the baby protectively. I only hope Niall will wake up soon, so we could take care of our little fella here.

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Waking up with a baby crying next to you is hell. But what can I do. I sit up quickly, taking the baby in my arms and lulling him to sleep again. Singing him a little lullaby and putting the Titina in his mouth, makes him calm down. Then the Titina fell from his mouth and he started giggling. I smile down at him and watch as his arms stretch up to grab something.

I lean in closer to him, as he hold my cheeks in his little hands. I give him an Eskimo kiss and he giggles again.

"In a good mood right?" I ask and the baby stares at me with a toothless smile. I chuckle, as he titles his head and closes his mouth, soon only staring in my eyes. I stare back at his beautiful blue eyes and remember Niall again. I didn't dare change my mood because the boy will start crying.

"You know? You have beautiful eyes" I said smiling as he giggled. He's so freakish cute, just like his father. I look at the clock on the wall to see it's 7 in the morning. The hospital opens at 11, I got time to go shopping then.

"Should I go buy things for you?" I ask him and he giggled, so I take it as a yes. I make sure the boy is laying in a safe place so he won't fall and run to my closet. Grabbing a skinny black pants and a white tee and sprinting out of the closet to wear my white converse. I glance at the baby to see him, laying there crying. Why is he crying a lot today?

I run to him and take a hold of him in my arms lulling him again. I hum a slow song allowing him to close his eyes. I sigh bringing my phone to dial Louis' number.

"Harry!" I heard this familiar voice. I look up to be met with brown eyes. He just walked in my house and it's normal. They have a spear key to my house and I don't mind.

"Hey Liam. How are you?" I ask and he smiles walking closer to take a look at the baby.

"I am fine. Having hard times with the baby?" He asked and I sigh, nodding.

"I am going to shop. Can you take care?" I ask pointing at the baby.

"Ok. Sure" He smiled

"Just take care of Fluffy and make sure everything is alright in Niall's house and the baby too" I said and he nods.

"As you wish" Liam walked to the backyard so he can see Fluffy. I sigh again, glancing at the baby again and walking to the car to drive to the closest mall.

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I walk in the last shop, the pharmacy. Even through I am not good in parenting, still I experienced it before, with my cousins.

"Hello Mister. May I help you?" The lady pharmacist asked and I nod.

"I need baby food, please" I said and she nods, grabbing the items.

"How old is the baby?"

"Two days"

"Ok" she gave me the items and objects.

"6£" she spoke and I give her the money. Walking back to the car, I put all the shopping bags in the back seat and sit in the drivers seat. I need to go now to the hospital. It's already 11 now.

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"Harry. Welcome back" Dr. Will smiles and I gave him a fake smile back.

"How is Niall doing?" His smile fell after that question.

"He still didn't wake up. But he's back to normal" I push past the nurses and the other doctors as I make my way to the room Niall was in. Niall was still unconscious. His right arm was still out of the sheets from yesterday and his body was so limp he couldn't move.

"Do you know when he'll wake up?" I tried to make my voice steady, not wanting it to crack at the end.

"I- we can't know when he'll
wake up, but we'll call you if you want" I nod watching as Niall lays there. I walk up to Niall and lay his and beside him, covering it with the sheets.

I only hope he wakes up sooner than later. Please...

I didn't know I broke down into tears, watching him in this way, laying on the stretcher helplessly. The guilt is hunting me and I have to feel what he felt. It's so unfair to even make him die slowly. But this topic of dying.... I can't. This too much

"Visiting hours are over" a nurse said and I sigh.

"Tomorrow you can come and visit" Dr. Will patted my shoulder and I nod. I lean in and kiss Niall's forehead.

"I miss you so much" I whisper in his ear and kiss his temple.

"Thank you dr. Will" I said an he smiled as I make my way to the car, to drive home.

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I walk into my house to see loud I and Liam sitting on the couch, playing with the baby.

"Harry! Did Niall wake up?" Liam asked dumbly when he noticed me and I shake my head no.

"He didn't and I feel so fucking sorry" I grumbled, trashing down on the love seat. Louis gasped when the baby cried.

"Don't speak that language in front of your own child" I huff at his unbelievable tone and grab the baby away from him.

"You missed me, right?" Harry smiled down at his baby and the boy stopped crying while giggling. Harry have him an Eskimo kiss and he baby laughed.

"Oh my gosh this is so adorable. Liam! I really want a baby" Louis squealed, jumping on the couch.

"Yeah yeah. You play with dummies" loud I blushed when Liam blurted out a secret. I started laughing at the two boys. Louis is tomato red now.

"Yeah. That's because I love babies. Especially Niall and Harry's" Louis whined like a child and I stopped laughing.

"Who doesn't?" I ask, smiling down at the baby.

"I hope he'll be safe" I whispered sighing as I remember Niall again.

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A/N
Guys I need help! And I want a quick answers to this question!

What should we name the baby?

I thought about a lot of names, but nothing was perfect to the baby. I really need help. Just comment down below, what name you want!

Nancy