ForDeluxeJosh for being my all time cheerleader💕 . Know that when you falling apart, you can become full in your emptiness
I let my pain search for you in roses and lilies.
I prayed I could trade you with their petals that sleep here in my hands,
And there dear love, I'd kiss you sweetly through your falling gown.
Only this very thought , holds a piece of my heart that is in shackles,
I have been left, I must write to the moon.I could hide my sorrow from everyone,
But dear love, my wounds betray me.
Now I wonder,
Since you untie the bounds of a love I once tied,
Were I to crasp your heart in my hand
Would buckles of love still overflow?I hate my eyes for wanting to witness your little achievements,
I scold my lips for longing to smile at your jokes,
My hands for aching to wipe away your hidden tears.
I should break them.You have given me misery,
A darkness that longs for a liberator and liberation.
I am satisfied with my cocoon anyways,
And accepted it all as mine.
I have become full in my emptiness.Dear love,
It all flies away with me now,
Like a songbird,
somewhere in the long ,tall wrinkled trees,
that swallows its loud beautiful duet once
No one joins in..
YOU ARE READING
I Will Find My Own Sky
PoetryA collection of poems 4th place in Kuru Family Awards. I discovered, They were normal, Way too normal. And there I was , Just a sad girl, Dying to unlearn being NORMAL.