(T BOZ THOUGHTS). I really miss chilli . We haven't talk since the fight we had. God knows I love her.
She gave my mother back the engagement ring to give to me , and that broke me.
I didn't mean to beat her like that.
When I step in the apartment and seen Paula all in my woman face like that my rage was growing from there, and I SNAP.
My car broke down ,I'll be getting that fix by this week.
Lisa been opening the store lately.
I been getting some alone time.
I also put my toself in some anger management classes.
I think I need them.
I took my ring off and put it in my dresser.
(CHILLI THOUGHTS)
I MISS T BOZ BUT I CAN'T ANYMORE, I THOUGHT I CAN HELP HER AND HER WAYS WILL CHANGE, BUT HER TEMPER IS OUT OF CONTROL.
I THOUGHT IT WAS BEST IF I BROKE OFF THE ENGAGEMENT.
I THINK ABOUT HER ALL THE TIME.
I STILL LOVE HER AND I WASN'T GONE TO PRESS CHARGES ON HER .
JUST WE GO ARE OWN WAYS AND CALL IT QUITS.
LISA STILL LIVE WITH ME HER AND HER NEW GIRL FRIEND.
LAST WEEK WE HAD A LITTLE GET TOGETHER JUST FRIENDS , AND T BOZ KICK MY DOOR IN, AND I STILL DIDN'T WANT TO PRESS CHARGES.
I KNOW SHE BEEN THREW HELL GROWING UP, BUT SHE NOT THE TYPE TO LET PEOPLE IN.
GOD KNOWS I LOVE HER.
AND I TRULY MISS HER.
I WAS SITTING AT THE DRUG STORE WAITING FOR MY MOTHER MEDICINE AND HER COMES T BOZ MOTHER AND SISTER WALKING IN
HEY CHILLI T BOZ SISTER SAID.
OH HEY GUYS HOW Y'ALL BEEN.
WE BEEN LIVING ONE DAY AT A TIME HER MOTHER SAID.
OKAY THAT'S GOOD CHILLI SAID.
SO HOW U BEEN CHILLI HER MOTHER SAID.
I BEEN GOOD STILL WORKING , I M HERE FOR MY MOTHER.
MS. UR MOTHER MEDICINE IS READY .
OKAY.
NICE SEEING Y'ALL AGAIN.
HEYYY CHILLI T BOZ SISTER SAID CAN YOU GIVE US A RIDE HOME PLEASE.
OKAY NO PROBLEM I SAID BUT DIDN'T WANT TO BE BOTHER WITH T BOZ RIGHT NOW.
I HOPE SHE NOT THERE WHEN I DROP THEM OFF.
I PULL UP TO THE HOUSE .
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE RIDE T BOZ MOTHER SAID.
T BOZ LITTLE SISTER GET OUT FIRST AND GO IN THE HOUSE.
THEN THE MOTHER GET OUT SLOW.
NEXT THING U NO TBOZ COMES OUT THE DOOR.
HEY TT GRAB THESE BAG PLEASE T BOZ MOTHER SAID.
OKAY MOM.
SHE WALK TO THE CAR AND IT WAS VERY AWKWARD CAUSE I REALLY HAVEN'T SEEN HER THAT MUCH.
WE HAVEN'T TALK SINCE THE FIGHT.
HOW U BEEN T BOZ SAID.
IM GOOD T.
AND URSELF. I DOING FINE
WE LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND I BEGAN TO TEAR UP.
OK BE IN THERE IN A MINUTE MOM .
TBOZ MOM WALK IN THE HOUSE.
STOP CRYING RO, WE CAN WORK THIS OUT.
I KNOW I FUCK UP SAID T BOZ.
T BOZ IS STANDING ON THE DRIVER SIDE OF THE CAR TALKING TO CHILLI.
U HAVE MAJOR ANGER ISSUES T SAID CHILLI WIPING HER EYES.
BABY STOP CRYING T BOZ WIPE A TEAR FROM HER CHEEKS.
I STILL LOVE U AND ALWAYS WILL THAT NOT GONE TO CHANGE EVER T BOZ SAID.
I JUST CAN'T , U LITERALLY BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME FOR NOTHING CHILLI SAID JUST BECAUSE U FELT SOME TYPE OF WAY ABOUT PAULA BEING AT THE APARTMENT .
T I LOVE U BUT THIS IS FOR THE BEST CHILLI SAID AND STARTING HER CAR.
I MISS U SO MUCH T BOZ SAID LOOKING CHILLI IN HER EYES.
I HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING GOOD WITH OUT U CUPCAKE SAID T BOZ.
THAT'S UR PROBLEM , U PUT UR HANDS ON ME FOR WHAT CHILLI YELL.
DAM U T BOZ.
IM SO SORRY BABY . I THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME.
I GO TO MANAGEMENT CLASSES NOW.
STOP PLEASE CHILLI SAID.
WHY U WANT ME TO STOP WHEN I NEED U T BOZ SAID.
GOOD BYE T.
WAIT T BOZ BEEN DOWN AND STUCK HER HEAD IN THE CAR AND STARTED TO TONGUE KISS CHILLI WITH SO MUCH PASSION AND LOVE CHILLI COULDN'T HELP BUT TO KISS BACK.
GOOD BYE T.
CHILLI PULL OFF, LEAVING T BOZ STANDING IN THE STREET.
THE NEXT NIGHT.
Lisa u ready said t boz.
Ye ,u got ur car fix? Lisa ask.
Ye I'm about to come get u.
T boz dress in all black and so is Lisa.
We gone to have to pick Jaime up ,she gone to be the driver.
I don't no Lisa said Jamie never been on one of these gig before u no.
Ye but we need her t boz said.
They stop by Jaime house .
And then drive off.
Look Jamie all u got to do is drive the car .
Park here and don't move for nothing said Lisa and fucking relax nothing gone to happen to u.
COME ON LET'S GO T BOZ SAID .
THEY GOT OUT THE CAR WENT TO THE TRUNK GRAB A SHOT GUN AND A 45 MAGNUM.
LET'S S GO. THEY WALK TO THE CORNER AND SEEN COCO STANDING ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE CORNER.
I'LL GO AROUND THIS WAY LISA SAID DONT MOVE TO U SEE ME T.
GOT U.
WE GONE TO BLOW THIS BITCH TO PIECES.
LISA CAME HALF WAY UP AND T BOZ SEEN HER. THEY GOT A LITTLE CLOSER AND LISA COCK THE SHOT GUN COCO HEARD IT LOOK AROUND AND SAW LISA COMING TOWARDS HER. COCO DIDN'T SEE T BOZ DRESS IN ALL BLACK AND RAN TOWARDS T BOZ WAY.
T BOZ SHOT HER IN THE LEG SHE FELL.
LISA AIM THE SHOT GUN AT HER AND SAID U DIDN'T THINK U WAS GONE TO DIE TODAY DID U.
DONT TALK JUST SHOOT T BOZ SAID.
PLEASE WAIT WE COOL , COME ON YALL COCO CRY OUT WE GREW UP TOGETHER.
POW POW LISA SHOT HER TWICE IN THE FACE AND STOMACH.
BITCH LISA SAID AND WALK OFF.
THEY GET BACK TO THE CAR AND CAN SEE JAMIE IS SCAR AS HELL.
CALM DOWN JAIME T BOZ SAID U DID GOOD TONIGHT.
NOW LETS GO.
TAKE US TO THE BRIDGE SO WE CAN THROW THESE GUNS OVER .
THEN WE CAN GET SOME FOOD said Lisa.
T BOZ PHONE RING .
HELLO , HEY UMMM U GOT SOME MAIL HERE.
I FOR GOT TO TELL U WHEN I SEEN U EARLY CHILLI SAID.
OKAY THANK U T BOZ SAID.
I LL BRING THEM OVER TOMORROW SAID CHILLI.
NO PROBLEM SAID T BOZ. T BOZ DROP JAMIE OFF.
THEN WENT TO CHILLI HOUSE TO DROP LISA OFF.
LISA GOES IN THE HOUSE.
T BOZ DECIDED TO CALL CHILLI AND ASK IF SHE CAN COME IN AND GET HER MAIL
ILL BRING IT OUT TO YOU CHILLI SAID.
CHILLI COMES OUT. I COULD HAD DROP THEM OFF AT UR MOTHER HOUSE .
T BOZ GOT OUT TO MEET HER HALF WAY.
OH NO I HAD TO DROP LISA OFF ANYWAY.
SHE GRAB THE MAIL OUT CHILLI HAND AND KISS HER TOO , WE CANT NOT RIGHT NOW.
WHAT WOULD IT TAKE FOR ME TO HOLD U TONIGHT T BOZ SAID.
THEY LOOK EACH OTHER IN THE EYES , AND GRAB EACH OTHER AND START KISSING UNTIL THEY MADE THERE WAY IN THE HOUSE IN THE BEDROOM.
THEY MADE LOVE ALL NIGHT.
U HAVE TO LEAVE IN THE MORNING T.
WE GONE TO HAVE TO WORK ON THIS RELATIONSHIP AND I DON'T THINK ITS BEST FOR U TO MOVIE IN RIGHT NOW.
OKAY T BOZ SAID.
DON'T LEAVE ME. I GET BETTER FOR U BABY.
CHILLI I LOVE YOU T BOZ SAID AND LEFT
