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June 17th , 15:27

Hey babyboy. Just got back from speaking with Barbra. I know in previous journals I said I was going to stop writing these, but Barbra (my therapist) thinks they're a good way to cope with the pain.

Never thought you'd be the reason for my pain. Then again I never thought any of this would happen.

I'm so sorry Lou.

I'm so sorry for taking you out that night.

I swear if I knew it'd happen I would've just made us muffins and tea.

Oh how much you loved your muffins and tea. And I loved waking up early on Saturday mornings to take you down to the little bakery a few blocks from our flat so you could pick a muffin. It was always a different flavor.

You're so indecisive, but that's also very cute.

I miss you my sweet lou. I hope you come home soon. .H

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