Come home. [ l.s ]

XIII

October 5th ,  19:27

Hello, Louis.

There's been nothing new regarding you in the passed... two weeks?

I believe it's been about that long since I've written in here. Probably more.

Again, I apologize. And honestly I have no excuse as to why I haven't. It's just simply because I don't feel like it, most times.

Is that rude?

I apologize if it is.

This entry so far is just me rambling. Very eventful, right?

Well I guess I can write about my day. Um, so today I woke up (dreadfully) and I took a warm shower.

I figured I'd do so because I was filthy. My hair was knotted, my skin was dry, my cheeks had several different tear stains. Honestly, just a mess.

I'm all clean now, though.

But I don't have very many clean clothes left. All I had really was a pair of joggers, so currently joggers are the only thing I'm wearing.

Is that gross? I don't know.

Anyway, I decided to watch whatever came on tv so that's what I've been doing all day.

I honestly didn't know what I was watching, I just turned to some random channel. Everything was in Spanish though. I eventually got bored of that and here I am.

So yeah, that's about it. I haven't really done anything recently but mope around and such. But what's new?

No one has stopped by recently, which is weird but I kind of expected this eventually. I don't want to be a burden to them anymore anyway.

They should just let me die this way, honestly. There isn't any reason that anyone should interfere with that.

If you're not here then why am I even here..

Why?

.H