Come home. [ l.s ]

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July 4th , 2:16

Hi Lou.

Pretty sure you can tell what today is.

God it really fucking sucks to spend the forth of July alone.

Liam's with Sophia and they couldn't make it.

And Niall's going out to the bar to grab a few drinks with some new lad he met last week. They really seem to be hitting it off. Glad for them, really.

This week, I was really lonely.

Niall and Liam didn't stop by this week like they normally do. I still haven't worked up the courage to ask why.

Also, Barbra was on vacation.

So I spent this week alone.

Of course with the thought of you on my mind.

You are always on my mind.

Perhaps that's the reason I haven't left this bed not once this week, up until now.

Of course, only to get this journal.
I also drank a glass of water because it would make Barbra very unhappy if I didn't.

Oh, and the police stopped by today. They said they hadn't found anything new. Two years and not a single thing new. This is beginning to get ridiculous. Don't you think?

Lou, I fucking hate humans.

Especially, the ones that took you from me. I hate them so much. You're such a sweetheart, you didn't deserve any of this.

This is all my fault. I'm so sorry.

Please come home soon. .H