Hard to live

Expecting

August pov

Im on tour and i miss my baby girls so much but i gattah make this money, im in London right now And im loving it i just finished my concert and my fans are coming back stage

"Omggggg i love augustt" one screamed

"I love you too ma" i smiled

I took some pictures and signed a few things then i wad out cuz i was tired as hell

When i got back on the tour bus i laid out on the bed finna K.O. but my phone buzzed

"Dammmnn" i mummbled and answered it

"Hella" i said sleeply

"Daddy i cant see ya face" avas voice said i took it from my ear and smiled

"My bad i didnt see it was a facetime call baybeh"i told her

"You silly daddy" she giggled

"I miss youu ava" i cooed

"I miss you mo'" she said and kissed the phone i chuckled at her

"Where mommy at?"

"Doing her toes" she put the camera on aliyah

"Stop ava" she whinned

"You ion want me see you ma?" I asked

"Mommy said she dont look pretty today" ava said

"Mommy always pretty, give her the phone" she passed liyah the phone and i smile cuz she was pretty

"Hey baybeh" i said and she smiled

"Hey boo"

"You good?"

"Yeah im just, just gting fat" she pouted

"Bae you not fat"

"AUGUST YOU DONT KNOW SHIT YOU ON TOUR NIGGAH" she raised her voice

"Calm down ma" she scared a niggah

"Then i cant even eat oreos anymore, i think i ate them too much cuz when i eat them i throw up"she cried

Damn she in her feelings "liyah you on yo cycle?" I asked

She paused before she spoke then she looked scared "a-august i-i ummm ummm"

"WHAT ALIYAH"

"I missed my period" she said i smiled

"You pregnant?"

"Idk for sure when you get back we can go to the doctor" she sounded worried

"You aight"

"Umm yeah aug imma call you tomorrow its late and im tired" she said

"Okay love ya"

"Love you too" then she hung up

Im finna have another baby!! I hope its a boy!

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Aliyah pov

After hanging up with august i layed back in the bed and just thought
I could have a baby in my belly!
Im excited i no i didnt show it when i was talking to august but i just needed to process it cuz i never took care of a new born before im kinda scared

"Mommy can i sleep with you" ava asked

"Yeah come on" i opened the covers and she got in with me and laid her head on my stomach

"Ava?"

"Yes mommy"

"How would you feel if you was going to have a baby brother or sister" i asked she sat up and scratched her head thinking

"I would want one! But how much they cost" she asked

I laughed and she looked ar me funny "they dont cost baby, but theres one in mommy stomach" i told her

She looked at my stomach and then at me
She frowned then put her ear to my belly "hello....can you hear me...imma gt you out baby okay" she spoke to it, then looked at me "mommy i dont think it likes it in your belly isnt it dark?"

All i could do was chuckle at her "when the baby is big and ready he/she will come out" i pulled her close and kissed her forehead

"I cant wait!" She said
"Me either" i sighed and we fell fast asleep

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A week

Me august and ava was on our way to the doctor i was silent the entire time only this i heard was August and ava singing which made me smile but i was so nervous inside

"Its okay liyah" august said shaking my leg i looke at him and nodded with a small smile
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I filled out a few papers and now we where just waiting to be called back

"Im boredddd"ava whinned

"Com chea and take a nap" aug held his arms out for her but she frowned and walked to me "i said bored not tired daddy" she said and i chuckled at her sass

"ALIYAH JOANS" i heard
My heart pounded and i looked at august he smiled and gabbed my hand and ava grabbed my other hand we all walked back following the nurse
She checked my weight and i gain 5pounds since last week ,then went inside the room

"Dr.shocks will be with you shortly" she said before leaving and i nodded

"Told you i was fat" i folded my arms at aug

"No you aint" he laughed

I rolled my eyes and laid back on the bed looking as ava spin around on the doctor chair
About 5minutes later there was a knock at the door it was the doctor

"Hey ms joans how are you" he asked

"Im fine"

"Great, okay so you want to know if you have a little one in your belly" he asked

"Yes sir"

"Well im going to check you blood pressure and things then i need you to pee in this cup" he said and i nodded

After all that i was back in the room waiting and waiting ava had fell asleep on August and we where just waiting in silence untill dr.shocks came in with a huge smile

"Welp looks like your a mommy! And your 1 month" he said

I just smiled and looked at my stomach then august who was smiling so hard i giggled at him

"By your smiles i see your very excited" dr.shocks spoke

"We are" august spoke

"Well since this isnt your first child I assume you know everything" dr.shocks said

"No sir this is MY first child" i said and he nodded

"Oh okay well im going to give you these pamphlets and you can gt your prescription at the front desk for your vitamins" then he left out

"You excited ma" august asked me

"Veryy" I smiled

"Well come on lets go so e can gt your stuff"

Wow im going to be a real mommy I wonder if its going to be a boy or girl oooooo I wonder who it will look like more
I can wait till they come so i can kiss their cheeks and start back eating oreos

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