Hard to live

Oh okay

Next day

August pov

I woke up in our new house i walked downstairs to start breakfast for me and ava
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As i sat her sat her plate down i head little feet running closer to me

"Stop runng ava and come eat" i told her

"Sorry daddy" she came and sat down and began to eat i smiled at her while she ate

"Take a picture daddy it last longer" she smiled and continue eating

"Who you talking to like that" i laughed and she shrugged her shoulders

"You wanna see grandma today" i asked her

"Not if kaykay nem there" she frowned and i did too

"Why"

"Cuz they mean to me cuz the older they can do more stuff" i laughed and she glared at me

"Hurry so we can go"
Yupp this is my nee life just be and my number one girl the only one i need to protect the important one

.......
Aliyah pov
What is love?

Lust, overthinking, vows, and energy.
That's what the word "love"
means to me,
You lust over a person who's gonna break ya heart in the end,
And leave your wounds unable to mend,

Overthinking every decision you ever made,
And testing each other's patience as if It was for a grade
Vows, to never stop loving that person
But you hide ya feelings when the times have worsened,

And energy,
Showing so much energy for a nigga that'll show you none.
But in the end you'll see, that ya love was just a game to him and to
him... "He was just havin' some fun"
Now hold on I'm not sayin all love is sad
Like one once said "Fuck that nigga that you love so bad"
Nahh, fuck the feelings that he made you "think" he had.

Because you have to ask yourself,
"Will he be there for me when push comes to shove,
Or with he leave me broken hearted, crying my eyes out, asking the question...
What is love?

"Yeah its rough but imma just focus on me and my babies" i told amari

"Yeah thats all you can do, the niggah rough to do this to you and ava" she said gting upset
I just nodded and sighed

"Well aliyah call me later i gattah gt joshlynn for day care and bother yo brother i call husband" she said and laughed and led her out

I went to the twins room and played with them
"Mommy loves you okay? Forever and ever" i kissed there little feet making them squirm i smile

"Mommy cant wait till you gt bigger, but dont grow up to fast okay mommy need you" i say to them
I contine to play sing and talk to them untill my phone rings

"Hello"

"Hey its rick"

"Ik silly!" I giggle

"I was around the area and wanted to know if you wanted some company" he said

"Yeah sure that would be nice" i smiled to my self

"Alright ill bring you some oreos and icecreem" he laughed

"Yay!! Thank you"

"Your welcome" then we hung up

I turned to my babies and picked them up
"Come on lets take a bath stank butts"
After i wash the up and gt them dressed i gt my breast milk out the frigid and warm up to bottles for them then feed them