Aliyah pov
"Okay rick what ever!" I grabbed my keys and put on my shoes
"Where you going?" He yelled
"To get my kids ass whole!"
I walked out the door slamming it this was our first fight and its so stupid august texted me again last night and we where actually gting along but whn i woke up this morning rick was going threw my phone and got mad cuz i was texting him
"Liyah you not going over there he can bring them" rick yelled as he came to my car
"Rick gt the hell away from me, you dont fucking trust me so why you with me!! I need some space so ill be back later" i gt in the car and drive to gt my kids
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"Wassup liyah" august hugs me wow! I miss his smell
"Hey" i said "wheres my kids?" I speak again
"Our kids? They upstairs come on" he motions for me to walk in ahead of him
I walk up the stairs and look around as i walk
"That one right there" he pointed to a door
I slowly opened it to see all three of them sleep peacefully which made me smile
I felt arms wrapped around my waist then sweet kisses in the crook of my neck my eyes rolled to the back of my head ohhh how i missed his body on mines... wait liyah your with rick remember
"August i cant" i move out his grip and face him closing the door the kids are in
He grabs me again
"Aliyah i know you miss me ma" he was right i do miss him he was my first real love the father to my children the man i was supposed to marry and be happy with
"August i just-" he kissed me deeply and it felt like the first time we kissed magical i wrapped my arms around his neck and he grabbed my butt which made me jump on him and lock my legs around his waist
We never broke the kiss as he walked he unhooked my bra finally i was laid gently on the soft bed we broke the kiss and breath heavily as august took all my clothes off
Aliyah you need to stop
Your cheating on rick
He already doesnt trust you
He loves you
Hes never did you wrong
I just couldnt stop august he took control and i let him i felt so relieved like i been wanting this needing this for a long time
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I relaxed on august chest and traced his tattoos and he kissed my forehead
"Aliyah i love you i really do, i need you here, in my bed every morning and night, i want us to be a family and i will never hurt you again if you please come back to me baybeh" august said to me and I instantly started to cry
I got up and started to put my clothes on holding my head down
"Why you crying?"
"August i just cheated on rick!"
"So fuck him you mine and always will be!"
"Aug i gattah go, its late" i walked out the door and went to gt the kids
"MOMMY!" They ran to me
"Hey babies!" I kissed each of them
"Ava how you feeling baby girl?"
"Im good mommy nora and de really took care of me" she said
"Thats good, well baby imma see you next weekend okay ill gt you from school" she nodded and we said our good byes
"Bye lil mama, my annora bye aden" August spoke i didnt speak back but the kissed went to hug him then we went home
"And then we all had a singing contest girls vs boys and mama sheila said me and ava won" Annora bragged i giggled
"So what me and daddy beat yall at 2k cuz yall suck" aden said
"Whatever" annora dissed him
And i laughed at them "mommy you should come next time so we can be like a family and go somewhere"
"Yeah it would me fun!" They said
I sighed and we walked into the house
"WASSUP MY RUG RATS" rick said
"Hey rick"
"Wassup rick" the twins said and rick slightly frowned
"What happen to daddy" he mumbled but i heard him then he came to me and leaned in for a kiss i turned my head and it landed on my cheek he sighed
"You still mad at me?"
"No" im mad at my self
"Then give me a real kiss"
"No im not in the mood okay" i walked in our bedroom and into our bathroom and took a hot bath as i closed my eyes and relaxed i just kept gting flashbacks oh me and August
"Baby" rick came in breaking me from my thoughts i sat up a little
"You aight" he asked
"Yeah im fine" i let the water out and grabbed my towel
I wrapped my body up and tied my damp hair up in a high bun
"Aliyah whats that?" Rick said looking at me with anger
"Whats what rick?"
"Is that hickey on you damn neck"
I sighed imma just tell him the truth "yeah august did it"
"The hell you proud that you cheated on me, that you being a fucking hoe!" He yelled
"Its just a fucking hickey, but since imma hoe i did cheat on you and it was the best ive had in a long time-" i fell to the ground and held my face
"Baby im so-" he started
"Nah fuck you gt the fuck out!"
"Aliyah im sorry you just hurt me" he came to hold me
"No no no move away from me" i cried
"Aliyah please"
"Rick i dont love you anymore, i dont wanna hurt you anymore than i have so can you just please leave i dont wanna see you hurt cuz your a really nice person" i cried harder
He kissed my forehead "alright liyah, i will always love you and be here for you okay" he wiped my tears and kissed my lips then walked out i heard shuffles then a door close i guess hes gone, at least i made my choice hopefully the right one
Tomorrow ill talk to August
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Did she choose right?
You think august will mess up?
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