Hard to live

I want you

August pov

Aliyahh didnt change the name
And im still in Atl with her cuz she has to rest and im helping with the babies and her

Aliyah still got this lil stank attitude
I said i was sorry for cheating and believe that hoe what else do she need
I really love aliyah and i want us to be a family but she so difficult

"Here li" i handed her her pain pills

"Thank you" she said with a smile which surprised me that she even spoke to me
I sat on the edge of the bed beside her and looked

"You still mad?" I asked

"Are you?" She responded

"Nah"

"Me neither" she smiled again
"I shouldnt hold grudges, cuz you never know when your time is up i forgive you but i wont forget august cuz you really hurt me"

"Im so very sorry li i really am, i want us to be a family and be together" i told her but she shook her head

"You gattah show me, im not ganna let you play my heart this time" she said
The whole time she starred into eyes, not once did she look away then her voice stayed string so i knew she met every word she said

"Im ganna show you li aight i am" i kissed her forehead then headed out of her room

Me nor ava have talked to carmen after i confronted her about her lying ok aliyah
DAMN i really fucked up i could be planing shit for my wedding

Imma gt my family back just watch
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Aliyah pov

Its been a week and im feeling better im not tgat sore
I been playing with my fat babies and ava is a big help
Me and august arent together he keeps trying to BUY my love but i dont take his gifts i just want old times when we use to play around laugh and cuddle and be happy without the drama

"Mommy when daddy get back?" Ava asked

"Idk baby hes at work" i told her
August is moving back down here so he can be with the twins but for now they staying with me and august is always at the studio anyways

After i feed the twins and ava i put them all down for a nap the. I went into my studio room on my way i past a picture of me and august from years ago we looked happy we been through a lot and i love him and ik we will be back together but i cant give in easy..im trying my best but i just love everything about him
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I was listen to my song (in media player) that i just recorded when i felt someones presences i turned to see august grinning i cut the song off and looked at him

"Hey" i said shyly cuz i didnt want him to hear this cuz i dont want him to know how i feel

"Heyy ma" he walked up close and pulled my waist to him and rested his forehead on mine and stared in my eyes then lifted my chin and kissed me passionately and i didnt pull away

He squeezed my butt and I moaned he smiled and pulled away "i know you miss me li, why you fighting it" he said

"Im not" i came and jumped on him kissing him and taking of his and my clothes

And we did it right in the studio WOW I really needed that i did miss his body i was addicted to him or something everytime im near him i just feel unlike myself

"I love you aliyah" he said

"I love you too" i rubbed my hand threw his hair and looked at his smile then pecked his lips

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CANT GET ENOUGH OF THE AUGGIEPOO!!😂😂😋