Hard to live

Why me

August pov

After that kiss yesterday i know i want aliyah back and i know she wants me but she wont show it cuz shes with ole dude

Ava begged me to stay with aliyah for the weekend and aliyah said it was fine so im here alone chilling bored i think imma text liyah

"Hey li what my baby doing?" I texted and waited for her to reply

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Aliyah pov

Me and ava are here by ourselves cus the newly weds are on their honeymoon and joshlynn is with amaris mom
Ava has been calling me mommy all day and i cant tell her not to call me that cuz she doesnt have a mommy and i dont want her to feel unloved so i deal with it but i leave tomorrow and i just know she will be heart broken and so will i

"Mommy mommy"ava called

"Whats up ava"

"I drew a picsher for you"

"Awww thanks baby" i took the picture starring at it

"That you,me,and daddy one big happy family" she smiled

I smiled back and tears rolled down my cheek i cant break this little girls heart i cant leave her bur i have a life and job in cali and shes not my daughter so

"Mommy are you okay?" She whipped my tears with her little hands

"Yea im okay"

"Daddy said pretty girls dont cry" i picked her up and we watched frozen untill she fell asleep in my arms i really do love this little girl

*phone buzzes....

It was a text from august

-hey li what my baby doing?

She sleep-

-how you sleep but you texting me😉

Boy bye im not your baby anymore-

-youll always be my baby

Lol you too smooth-

-when do you go back to cali

Sadly tomorrow😥-

-damn imma miss you

Awww imma miss you too and ava i really love your daughter aug-

-she love you too, you should visit more

Yeah i know-

-well imma call you later when im on the way to get her

Alright ttyl-

-aight

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Next day

August volunteered to drive me to the airport cuz ava wanted to see me before i left right now we both was crying our eyes out

"Mommy do you have to goo" she held on to my neck tight cring

"Yes baby but imma be back before you know it" i told her

"You promish" she asked looking at me

"I promise...now wipe your tears pretty girls dont cry remember" i smiled making her smile i gave her a kiss and a hug and put her down then looked up at august

"Bye august" i hugged him tight and he hugged back

"See you lata ma" he said

"See you later..i love yall" i blew them kisses as i walked off i seen aug pick up ava as she cried i hate i have to leave her
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I finally made it home but chase wasnt there hes probable working as usual i took me a shower and laid in the bed then fell asleep

I was feeling good sleep when hear a bang that made me jump
I cut the lamp on

"Chase? What you doing" i rubbed the sleep out my eyes

"So you texting nīggähs now..you they and shit"

"What are you talking about"
He threw the phone at me hitting my head

"OW WHAT THE FUCK CHASE!" I yelled

"AND I HEARD ABOUT YO DAMN KISS..YOU GONE CHEAT ON ME LIKE IM SHIT WHEN IVE DONE NOTHING BUT LOVE YOU" he was in my face and his eyes where filled with anger i didnt know who he was

"Chase calm down" i said calmly

"BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP" he slapped me making me fall back on the bed i cried

"YOU WANNA FUCKING PLAY ME" he hit me again i begged him to stop but that only made him madder i kicked him in the stomach and ran but he caught me at the stairs and pushed me down them my body ached and he didnt care that u was crying for help

He walked down the stairs holding somthing metal in his hand i could make out what it was cus my vision was fading

"Ch-chase p-p-lease stopp" i cried as he hit me with the metal multiple times after being hit my body went numb and i blacked out
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